The Secret Admirer!
So many hopes, desires, infatuations and love have crashed on the shores of reality and sometimes, we pick up the pieces and move on while at other times we remain behind to wallow and brood...! Would all my feelings for you just amount to building castles in the air and end up being dashed on the sharp realities of life?
I don't know if I should feel this way about you! My heart has been caught in a web of love and desire and the strings of my heart are being pulled with so much intensity that it's begun to cave in! I never knew a feeling could be so painfully enjoyable at the same time! You've dazzled my heart and changed my emotional constitution, having known you for just a while; and etched at the bottom of my heart are your images which have become my companion in my sojourn here on earth!

Since the day our paths crossed, I've begun to live in a second world of which I am the architect and you are the cornerstone! A world I often drift into to see your angelic face and your bewitching and therapeutic smile that give me strength and make me want to achieve the tallest dreams! I frequent this world to bathe my mind in thoughts about you and wish that reality could be made in this fashion!
You're the hinges on which my life turns! While my heart is burning with a desire to make you mine, you do not even know that I feel this way about you! Why is life so tilted? I've felt you so close yet you're not close; I’ve felt the warmth of your breath; I know the taste of your lips; I’ve held you in my arms and we've made a journey into the moon where we surrendered ourselves to the overwhelming pleasure of 'togetherness' and I've explored your body deep enough to know the parts that set you at the pinnacle of a plane attainable only in the realms of extreme ecstasy, yet we're so far apart!

How do I tell you that I feel this way about you and you will become mine so that a world that could only be reached through the path of fantasy will be accessible on the plane of reality? I've been waiting for the right moment and circumstances to take the lid off my feelings for you to see what they are, but that perfect moment seems elusive! I fear that this beautiful world of escape would be coloured should you say No to the contents of my heart! *What shall I do? I've never approached a lady to start a relationship; they've always been the ones coming! Why can't this case be the same? Where do I start from? Should I wait until she gives the green light? But how is that going to be without any effort from me?*

I'm confused right now but I'm trying to devise a strategy that will make the 'heat' felt both ways and then the both of us will move towards the center! We would be like charged opposite particles on a collision course in a magnetic field! We'd collide at the center and then smile at each other in agreement to go along the path of reality to get drowned in the most beautiful atmosphere, where nature can bear witness to our 'togetherness', while I ride you into this fantasy world which is made reality; and I'll hear the sound of your voice in rhythm with the pace of the ride, while my soul is buried inside you to drive away the accumulated heat! Afterwards, I'll look into your eyes and you smile back, then I'll ask, ''Will you marry me?'' and you say....?

too much for me to understand

All this epistle for one gurl

Too long joor

Girl-worshipper?

Paragraphs please

Good Boi: Girl-worshipper?

Is that what you think I am? SMH...

digitalsignal

U lost ur signal again

achina boy: too much for me to understand

Wow, sorry! perharps, I was wandering in a world outside the realms of reality!

M M M: digitalsignal

U lost ur signal again

*Smiles* Ha, why did you say that na? I thought I had all my signals!

DigitalSignal:
Wow, sorry! perharps, I was wandering in a world outside the realms of reality!

yes you are,i guess loitering around avartar or some thing like that or maybe consult bevis and butthead to help us explain this situation

Wow!! This would make such an amazing novel lool.

If any guy wants a quick speech to melt any girl's heart, this is it. However I was caught off-guard by the end, marriage!?!? But you haven't even asked her out yet lol.

Am I reading this right? You are in love or lust? Nothing about the personality, all about the physicality, can a marriage be sustained by physicality alone? Who knows..

Also, if you've kissed, and reached the 'depths' of this woman, can you really be a secret admirer. I struggle to think only one half is experiencing such delight and the other (her) is oblivious.

Perhaps, you mean that you appear like it is casual, but inside you melt with a greater desire and passion for her?? Is that it?

Hope you speak out, you have to put in effort, your literature is beautiful, and so could your love be if you just let it.

topup: Wow!! This would make such an amazing novel lool.
You have to put in effort, your literature is beautiful, and so could your love be if you just let it.

Thanks

topup: Wow!! This would make such an amazing novel lool.

If any guy wants a quick speech to melt any girl's heart, this is it. However I was caught off-guard by the end, marriage!?!? But you haven't even asked her out yet lol.

Lol. With what I experienced? If there was something more than marriage, I wouldn't even mind! After all in marriage we seek all of it!

topup: Am I reading this right? You are in love or lust? Nothing about the personality, all about the physicality, can a marriage be sustained by physicality alone? Who knows..

*Smiles* Both love and lust! I'd know her personality, albeit little, in the course of arousing her interest in me! Anyway love conquers everything! If I can make her fall in love with me, then I can change her personalty if there's need to.
Physicality is the first thing I see and if its not appealing then the whole marriage thing is dead on arrival.
When the heart beats, then I explore deeper into the personality. For a marriage to stand there must be a balance between the two!

topup:
Also, if you've kissed, and reached the 'depths' of this woman, can you really be a secret admirer. I struggle to think only one half is experiencing such delight and the other (her) is oblivious.

lol. Yes I'm a secret admirer! Remember I created an imaginary world that connected the both of us! Perharps, this was lust! I did those things in that beautiful world detached from reality, but physically we were still strangers! She doesn't know that my heart is inflated with such feelings for her!

topup:
Perhaps, you mean that you appear like it is casual, but inside you melt with a greater desire and passion for her?? Is that it?

No, I meant she had been with me in my world!

topup:
Hope you speak out, you have to put in effort, your literature is beautiful, and so could your love be if you just let it.

wao a very wonderful piece of write up....love it..

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planetuzor: wao a very wonderful piece of write up....love it..

Wow, thanks.

What a dream!!

DigitalSignal:
Lol. With what I experienced? If there was something more than marriage, I wouldn't even mind! After all in marriage we seek all of it!



*Smiles* Both love and lust! I'd know her personality, albeit little, in the course of arousing her interest in me! Anyway love conquers everything! If I can make her fall in love with me, then I can change her personalty if there's need to.
Physicality is the first thing I see and if its not appealing then the whole marriage thing is dead on arrival.
When the heart beats, then I explore deeper into the personality. For a marriage to stand there must be a balance between the two!


lol. Yes I'm a secret admirer! Remember I created an imaginary world that connected the both of us! Perharps, this was lust! I did those things in that beautiful world detached from reality, but physically we were still strangers! She doesn't know that my heart is inflated with such feelings for her!

No, I meant she had been with me in my world!

Nice replies! Any clarity on the situation.. have you made any moves since?

Too dreamy

topup:

Nice replies! Any clarity on the situation.. have you made any moves since?

We're friends now! Thanks for wanting to know!