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Re: Could My Dirty Past Be Haunting Me? Please Help Before I Go Crazy by Bosch10(m): 2:18am On Jan 19, 2015
Go to mountain of fire ,for deliverance from ur sins,spirit husbands,wicked personality
Re: Could My Dirty Past Be Haunting Me? Please Help Before I Go Crazy by itstpia8: 4:16am On Apr 07, 2016
Story upon story all the time.
Re: Could My Dirty Past Be Haunting Me? Please Help Before I Go Crazy by itstpia8: 6:36pm On Apr 16, 2016
any update!
Re: Could My Dirty Past Be Haunting Me? Please Help Before I Go Crazy by jashar(f): 10:02pm On Apr 16, 2016
Lord have mercy. I stopped reading at the part you said you,'handed over to your younger sister'. Like seriously shocked shocked shocked
Re: Could My Dirty Past Be Haunting Me? Please Help Before I Go Crazy by SURElee(f): 1:58am On Apr 20, 2016
With all these you're going through, you pased allyour aristo links toyour younger sister at 24, what sort of a sister are you?
Re: Could My Dirty Past Be Haunting Me? Please Help Before I Go Crazy by diva90: 4:45am On Apr 20, 2016
You sold your destiny to the devil ...you need to go for deliverance
Re: Could My Dirty Past Be Haunting Me? Please Help Before I Go Crazy by Titilayooni(f): 3:16pm On Apr 22, 2016
toshacer:
If this story has an iota of truth in it, then that your husband is nothing but a mumu, how can you have hidden your loud past from him and he sits there without knowing who he married.

Look, you need deliverance, go to one church and go through their deliverance programme, deliverance from spirit husbands and deliverance from your evil past.

You have done several abortion, could it be responsible?
I agree with this person,ts not a matter you should take lightly at all...if u r haviing sex in the dream,that's a bad omen...the deed is done,the next step is solution if not for anything,for the innocent man that married you...God will help you
Re: Could My Dirty Past Be Haunting Me? Please Help Before I Go Crazy by tonytony208(m): 3:58pm On Apr 22, 2016
Itulah:
Plz guys, A friend need your advice....

Please, I seriously need advice on this issue. It's been haunting me and tearing my conscience apart since I got married 5 years ago.

After my university education, I did everything possible to ensure I got posted to Abuja and to National Assembly to be precise. I was a very pretty girl with all the right curves in the right places and I didn't want to waste that.

I knew exactly what I wanted to do at the National Assembly I wanted to make money, lots of money and I knew that the quickest and easiest way was to date Senators. So, as a young, sèxy and extremely beautiful 23 year old graduate, I set out on my journey.

At first, it was easy, I got to date senators and they spoilt me with a lot of money but before long, many more girls, even university girls were entering into the business and things began to dwindle. I spoke with one of my (co aristo) friends on how she still manages to have so many senators, white men and very rich politicians dating and spoiling her with so much money.

She introduced me to a very expensive native doctor in the suburbs of Abuja who gave me a tiny string of beads to tie around my waist after some incantations. At first I didn't believe in it's power and reluctantly paid the N250k that I was charge but on my next outing, I was surprised at how much Baba's jazz seemed to have worked.

In 2 years, I had acquired a piece of land in Abuja and developed it. I stayed in a nice rented apartment in Asokoro and drove a Prado Jeep. I had travelled to as many countries as I wanted. Whenever I was in Lagos, I was chauffeured by one of my 'uncles' drivers. In other words, I was a big Abuja girl by all standards and was living very large. Meanwhile, I never spent a kobo from my salary.

I had abortions so many times that it became normal for me. I told myself that if it's still in the first trimester, it was just blood clots and nothing to feel bad about. Inshort, I killed my conscience.

When I was 28, I met this really nice guy who incidentally was also from my home-town. We dated for a while and he proposed. I happily accepted. One week before my traditional wedding, my mother, who knew how I made so much money without discouraging me, died mysteriously.

Before my wedding, I handed over all my aristos to my younger sister who was already 24 at the time and whom I'd introduced to the lucrative business, she had also gone to visit Baba.

Now, it's been 5 years since I got married and I've never been pregnant. Instead, those aristos I dated keep visiting me in my dreams and having sèx with me. Sometime, I see the Baba pursuing me and at other times, I see babies laughing at me with money in their mouths.

We've visited different hospital several time but the doctors keep saying we're both ok and we should just be patient. We've done so many tests and tried IVF both in Nigeria and in the US but they've never successful.

I'm so worried, sometimes, I think I'm going crazy. I feel this has to do with my past which I've never disclosed to my husband who is a good Christian. Sometimes, I wish he'll marry another woman or at least get another woman pregnant. I really don't know what to do, I feel I'm being unfair to him. I really love my husband and will hate to hurt him.

Do I disclose my dirty past to him and face his anger and disappointment or do I keep praying for the fruit of womb. Will it ever happen to me? I very much desire to have a child of my own.

Please don't judge me, I'm not proud of my past and I know what I did was wrong. I already judge myself. All I want is genuine advice before I go crazy.

I think spiritual deliverance is the best thing to do. you need to go for deliverance. if ivf can fail, then the problem is not physical.

my fear is that God may insist you confess ALL the past to your husband as a prerequisite for the deliverance you seek.

I'm tempted to abuse you ma, but I won't. We all have dark pasts that we are not proud of.
Re: Could My Dirty Past Be Haunting Me? Please Help Before I Go Crazy by itstpia8: 5:01pm On Apr 22, 2016
tonytony208:


if ivf can fail, then the problem is not physical.


IVF does not always have a 100% success rate. Sometimes it takes many multiple attempts and many years.
Re: Could My Dirty Past Be Haunting Me? Please Help Before I Go Crazy by Nobody: 7:05pm On Apr 22, 2016
There had been an exchange of something when you visited the spiritualist, and it could be anything. You only need to confess and forsake your ways personally to Christ, and l will advise you inform your sister to follow suit as well. If truly your husband is a genuine believer, he wouldn't use your past against you if you confide in him in that l feel no human being is perfect except God. There's 100% hope for you as long as you take these major steps towards reconciling with God, then confiding your past with your husband. Afterwards, both of you can now deal effectively with whatever evil spirits that had been harassing your life via intense prayers, and you may need the help of other genuine believers as well for intercession. I wish you best of luck, stay blessed!
Re: Could My Dirty Past Be Haunting Me? Please Help Before I Go Crazy by tonytony208(m): 8:13pm On Apr 22, 2016
itstpia8:


IVF does not always have a 100% success rate. Sometimes it takes many multiple attempts and many years.

ok
Re: Could My Dirty Past Be Haunting Me? Please Help Before I Go Crazy by Benprak(m): 9:31am On Apr 23, 2016
Give ur life to Christ. I want u to no dat God still loves u no matter ur mistakes! I want u to establish dat fact! Don't give in to doz negative thoughts rather daily tell d lord I receive ur abundance of grace N see what d lord will do in a shortest possible time! shalom
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