I work too hard to even think of my family, I will stay up through the night, won't close my eyes. Sins tears me apart, thought I could fight this war(sins) without weapons(not going to church,not reading my bible). When I'm almost there,at the tip of my fingers.....I bite the dust.
I know that I can and will survive and conquer, I will walk through fire to save my life if I have to. I thought with a thick skin I can conquer any distraction on my own but the blade keeps cutting me deeper....I'm not broken just fighting for PEACE.
One family in the same tree sleeping,eating,bathing in multi millions and the other families losing their sons just cos of what?!. A notable Cheiftancy in Egba they say. Whose interested?!, I'm definitely not. Until his death last week, I never thought. I'm the only man remaining while the other family 3 sons are jollying.
One mind says, "go meet them and tell them to stop the evils". Another mind says, "change your name, everything and get lost for a while".

I just needed to pour out my mind somewhere and somehow to fight my daily depression. I might not reply anybody's post but will definitely read them.

modified.... I think this has to do with ancestral curse.

See wetin POVERTY dey cause for Africa?