Do know that God don't care whether you live or not, He will always get what He want and how He want it. The only way you can get God's care Is to tell many about Him. Many religion institutions are after their personal interest and not of God. When last do you (reading this ) told someone about God, His faithfulness over you? You're guilty if you're not. I pray you talk of who He is to you today and get yourself everlasting place in Him. Reach people via social media,on the street, place of work,school, market and through website or apps. You convert your website into android app to reach wider number, check:
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May God cares for you always