Then, the first thing I check in any phone is the videos, if I happened to see any po.rn, I will quickly transfer it to my phone and watch later(dont want to get caught). That was the time I love to be the only one in the house so I can watch some p.orn movies and consistently prayed to God not to let Nepa off the light, any data I have I use to download P films.
I lived like that for some years then decided to know the cause of this addiction. I then started to watch those P movies consciously because what most addicted people do is they engage in their addiction without being mindful at all of what they're doing, of the moment, is like they're on autopilot, just unconsciously.
It wasn't long being mindful and conscious of what I was watching that I discovered something strange. I discovered that a P movie of about 2hrs plus takes me less than 30min to watch which means that I forward a lot. I discovered that I wasn't particularly concerned about the act (always forward it) just the beginning of the act. This discovery was an eyes opening for me because I know now where to look to find the cause.
By being more conscious of the start of the acts, I discovered that the part that intrigues me mostly was when the lady starts to UnCloth herself. Shortly after that I realised that I was actually just inquisitive about the female body, just to know how it looks like unclad, that was just the driving emotion.
The cause of this inquisitiveness I guess has to do with the fact that I was a chronic stammerer when I was a toddler, this made me isolate myself from playing with others away from their mockeries. Because of this I wasn't that familiar with the opposite se.x and are alien to me.
To summarize, I convinced myself that have seen enough and it's just the same thing, nothing new to discover, because have never seen a b.reast with two nippl.es or a womanliness with a cover, so basically the same thing.
Of course I know this intellectually, what of actually putting it into practise. I will download P movies to test myself with the aim that I wouldn't watch it, my mind would be nagging, telling me this particular movie is different that their is something new to discover and is just a click away and I must say sometimes I fall for it's trick. I must say is not that easy but with resolution and strong volition I was able to shut him up. I leant that the mind is just like a Spoilt kid that wants something and starts nagging when you ignore him, and if you endured that nagging phase he will succumb.
So if you also happen to be dealing with some addiction not necessarily my type, why don't you stay in the moment and be mindful of what is going on inside of you at the moment you feel the urge. If you're for example addicted to alcohol, resist the urge to drink, feel the emotions triggered by this. If you can resist that push the boundary by getting a chilled bottle of your favourite drink in front of you, how those that feel? You feel like grasping it? Resist that, I know is not easy but that doesnt mean it's impossible.
You can check out these tools and use them to make it easier
1. Zpoint
2. Fastereft
I must say the freedom at the end of all this is worth it.

I think this is the most objective piece about addiction to pornn, I wonder what makes people addicted to that shitt, I do watch them sometimes (no denial) but it is just the same shitt, no creativity and for someone like me that love to romance and explore the female body, their animalistic approach to sex makes it so dirty and disgusting to me

ITbomb:
I think this is the most objective piece about addiction to pornn, I wonder what makes people addicted to that shitt, I do watch them sometimes (no denial) but it is just the same shitt, no creativity and for someone like me that love to romance and explore the female body, their animalistic approach to sex makes it so dirty and disgusting to me

Really? Tell me something else,cos I know trust you.

Interesting........

Once its defeated in the mind, its defeated in the body!

Danhumprey:
Really? Tell me something else,cos I know trust you.

I prefer acting to watching, just like I prefer playing PES 2015 to watching matches

ITbomb:

I prefer acting to watching, just like I prefer playing PES 2015 to watching matches

I hear you!

ITbomb:

I prefer acting to watching, just like I prefer playing PES 2015 to watching matches

Do you have a ps4?

AllNaijaBlogger:



Do you have a ps4?

Nah , I never reach addiction level to buy a PS, I meant PES 2013 and on my PC.
That stuff can steal time that I dont even have

ITbomb:

Nah , I never reach addiction level to buy a PS, I meant PES 2013 and on my PC.
That stuff can steal time that I dont even have

ITbomb:
I think this is the most objective piece about addiction to pornn, I wonder what makes people addicted to that shitt, I do watch them sometimes (no denial) but it is just the same shitt, no creativity and for someone like me that love to romance and explore the female body, their animalistic approach to sex makes it so dirty and disgusting to me

agwo annang ado agwo **some text missing.

AllNaijaBlogger:

wea can I get one for my pc abeg.

i dey watch the thing.....but not addicted..i dont know if i am. i spend like 2 hours at a time watching them...what does that make me? habit or addiction