It's really been a while around here and I must admit that I've missed the whole glam in writing.
I guess it's finally time to post something. Hope it's worth the read.

I've missed you all loads and I'm sure I won't stop typing if I begin with invites......

MY SUICIDE NOTE


As I lay back on the duvet, I realize that more than ever, I'm succumbing to it. I'm giving in as much as I've tried fighting. The thought of suicide is becoming as appealing to me as it was to my family. Now more than ever, I'm reminiscing the days I was a living human. A free one. I'd been happy before.

Now I realize, I'm suicidal.


Hold on, reader. Don't rush into judging my decision, rash it may seem. The Almighty indeed is the giver and taker of life but he does allow us decide when to give back the life to him sometimes. For me, I doubt the life I'm handing to him is even worth crap.

I've lived the past decade of my life, believing I couldn't be happier. Gaining admission into a respectable institution. Graduating with honors from a prestigious university in my dream career. Some even wish for less. But I did have that. I did smile on the convocation. But it faded soon enough. After service alongside friends, I realized there was much more to life than a university degree. Getting employed wasn't what I imagined.

People complain that the system is poor. I say it's more of rotten than poor. They all wanted something. Your back down and you get the employment letter. Disappointment rang forth from those I trusted the most. My dad had believed so much in a few of his friends but they turned out to be typically selfish. They weren't ready to help even in the least possible way.

Relatives began asking questions. 'How much longer?' They asked over and over.

My father began advising it was better I stayed indoors whenever they came around. I complied easily (laughs). I couldn't be a leech and be stubborn also.

Now I've received the final straw upon my frail camel's back. It's definitely tearing apart right now. I've been sentenced to the slowest form of suicide ever.

Sentenced finally to a union to be despised forever on my part. Sentenced to what looks like a heavenly reward to my father, a gift from saints to my mother. But it's suicide for me.

Starting on Saturday morning, I take the first dose for my suicide elixir. A vow to be bounded to someone I despise. All because I've been found to be a possessed cargo that can never bring fruits due to the massiveness of the demons within. Woe to the doom ministers my parents so cherish. They finally got me suicidal. Teemed up to make me murderous. Handed me to the facilitator of doom, one of them, devilish as Lucifer to be my correlative because he's got it all (or so it appears).

Now I'm going to shut my eyes. Savor my last moments, because the lady that walks down the aisle tomorrow morning is a dead version of me. She's committed the worst bit of suicide. The one that kills over and over again up until she's finally slipped away.





#Qetsiyah

Beautiful. Poetic. Leaves me yearning for more.

Hunmmmm mm mmm.... Thank God say I came on time, mehn, I've miss ya gaan ni




Oya, let me sidon and jejely dey read am

kizzykeziah:
It's really been a while around here and I must admit that I've missed the whole glam in writing.
I guess it's finally time to post something. Hope it's worth the read.

I've missed you all loads and I'm sure I won't stop typing if I begin with invites......

and when it comes from d blessed kizzykeziah.. I can't but follow it up.. ride on ma'am..

LarrySun:
Beautiful. Poetic. Leaves me yearning for more.

I'm humbled, sir. Fhanku

Aceed:
suicide ...eeewwww

Lol. Not literally suicide

harjibolar10:
Hunmmmm mm mmm.... Thank God say I came on time, mehn, I've miss ya gaan ni




Oya, let me sidon and jejely dey read am

Miss you double

labaski:
and when it comes from d blessed kizzykeziah.. I can't but follow it up.. ride on ma'am..

I definitely feel blessed to have you as a follower. Too bad I'm not continuing on this one.....
Love ya

You are a terrific writer, Keziah. You seriously are.

"Pilot stop, park. i'm finally here" this is a beautiful, awesome, classic piece of writing. kizzy, u still d best.

You do have your way with words don't you? Never knew you paint pictures this perfect. Glad I found this, It made my day.

VanTee20:

You are a terrific writer, Keziah. You seriously are.

Yeah, loads of thanks to you. You're awesome.

Oche211:
"Pilot stop, park. i'm finally here"
this is a beautiful, awesome, classic piece of writing.
kizzy, u still d best.

My able PRO, even you are 'bestest', if there's a word like that.

adegwurulez:
You do have your way with words don't you? Never knew you paint pictures this perfect. Glad I found this, It made my day.

Yay, I made someone's day
I've always been humbled following tracks of great writers like yourself. Boss, sir.

Dis is ur 2nd piece i'm coming across nd ol i can say is "wow." u paint real life events in short but concise write up.

Zeeenas:
Dis is ur 2nd piece i'm coming across nd ol i can say is "wow." u paint real life events in short but concise write up.

Thanks ma'am, I'm glad you think so
To think that I just started concise writing....