You said I mirror your life
You said I am a part of you,be it so- why thou leaveth without me?
Mother!
I shed tears till a drop come not again
I hissed,I sang the best dirge plus eulogy till my mouth would talk anymore.


I grieved for you every breath not afraid if this grief kills
Ha! I sit like human reflection in a picture smiling at Grief
My sour heart,who will honey it?
My broken heart,tell me,I hope you know where to find amend
Oh my unfeeling mother's body,which instrument can cut breath?


Who will call me "son" who will I heartily call "mother"?
Now I cry,who will tell me "Weep not,child?"
As I see there is one sky above me
One land beneath me
One you.


As I remember my face,I will always remember you
Remember you as compliment are said about my face,my body,my features
I will always remember who gave birth to it
Who will heartily embrace me when I become an achiever?
Who will spread her clothes in welcoming me when I reach beyond the landmark?


I am an Orphan!
Who will I go home to,for who is there to welcome me?
Which mother would truly stroke my back and say: Son,I am proud of you?
Don't believe that you are gone,but where is you?
You said I should achieve a lot,but where is you to share the joy?


I wonder.,will this Agent meet his waterloo like Macbeth?
Or slightly punish and pardon like the ancient Antonio of Milan?
Should I tame it,will it budge like Katherine the shrew?
Oh how will it go?
Will I be fill with happiness like the old Leontes when I found what is lost?


I ask,oh Plato,is my mama there in the underworld?
Neptune,tell me,is my mother's soul on the face of sea?
Uranus! Uranus! Where thou keepeth my semi-god?
Oh Aurora,morning this is I mourn my jewel
Apollo,sing me some music to appease the sting of these arrows by Cupid and Venus.


Send me some wine,oh Bachus
Heavens bear me witness,I long to bypass this unhappy moment
He who cut her lifespan,I charge with matricide and parricide
Kai! Can I ever get full revenge like Hamlet,prince of Denmark?
Yes with Mars,Nemesis,Minerva and Bellona,I will fight this war.

Mother,I swear by daytime,I wish I could go in your stead
As faithful as the sun is word,thoughts and feelings in me
Oh! How will my heart glad to embrace Death in your place
Mother,how I wish I could protect you from The Inevitable
But,it is a wish,a wish,a wish that can never come true.

I swear by June and December twenty-one to Northern Hemisphere,I miss you
Oh! How my love story with my semi god end in tragedy like Romeo and Juliet's
Mother! Your thoughts has made me to cross the realm of sanity
I will always and forever remember your face,your words and the lesson
Thou art in my heart deepest where no stabs,no humane love could reach.
- Jimson Jaat Taofik