year(In university)

I was sitting in the lecture room, looking at that girl sitting next to me. She was my ‘best friend’. She had nice hair, humble and was very beautiful. I wish I could tell her that I loved her so much, but I didn’t want to break the bond. After lectures, she walked to me, borrowed some notes of the previous class hugged and pecked me goodbye.

I wish I told her, I wish she knew
That I wanted us to be more than just friends
I loved her, but I was shy
I didn’t know why.



2nd year

My phone rang, it was her; she called me to tell me how much she was hurt. Her boyfriend just broke her heart. She asked me to go keep her company. I went to see her; coz she was my best friend. As I sat next to her, I looked her in the eye, wishing she was mine. After two hours of having fun and hanging out, she was okay; so I left her to go to bed. Before I left, she looked me in the eye with a beautiful smile, hugged me goodbye.

I wish I told her, I wish she knew
That I wanted us to be more than just friends
I loved her, but I was shy
I didn’t know why.

3rd year

One day, before the grand school end year party, she asked me to accompany her to the school dance. I was very happy, because every moment with her was special. But we went to the party ‘as just friends’. After the party, I sat at the door. I looked at her, as she chatted with her friends. She happened to look at me, and then gave me that killer smile.



I wish I told her, I wish she knew
That I wanted us to be more than just friends
I loved her, but I was shy
I didn’t know why.



Graduation day


Days, weeks, months passed. It was the graduation day, so happy and excited we had completed our studies. She stood up, to go pick her certificate. As she walked elegantly, I couldn’t stop staring at her. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn’t notice me like that. Before she left, she came with her graduation gown, looked at me, gave me a smile and told me, ‘your forever my best friend’



I wish I told her, I wish she knew
That I wanted us to be more than just friends
I loved her, but I was shy
I didn’t know why.



Wedding day

3 years down the line, in the church, she walks down the aisle, with her parents on her side.

It really hurts me, since my chance is now gone. I love her too much, but I got to let her go. She is being married with another man.

I wanted her to be mine, but she didn’t see me like that. But as she walked she looked at me and gave me that killer smile. Whispered to me “BEST FRIEND EVER”



I wish I told her, I wish she knew

That I wanted us to be more than just friends

I loved her, but I was shy
I didn't know why




Burial day

Days, months, years passed.5 years later, I went to mourn the love of my life. The love I was afraid to tell. As I viewed her lain body, it hurt me that she left without knowing I loved her.

During the service, they read her diary. The mc began

‘I stare at him; I would love to have him in my life. I try to simulate situations, but he doesn’t seem to notice
me.’ I love him, I wish he knew. I would really want us to be more than just friends. I love him but am shy to say. I don’t know why.



My strength was over, I Knelt before the crowd, as tears dropped down my chicks. Those words touched me deeply. I wish I told her. But its now too late, she is gone.


I wish I told her, I wish she knew

That I wanted us to be more than just friends

I loved her, but I was shy

I didn’t know why.



BREAK THE SILENCE> IF YOU LOVE SOMEONE; TELL THEM.

SHARE TO ENCOURAGE MEN THAT ARE STILL boys!! and GIRLS THAT ARE SHY.
From DEMAC...

And that is hw I lost my first love...





Shyness is an evil spirit. Dnt let it deny you the love of ur life.

Its unfortunate U had to learn through the hard way #cutehector

youngbah:
Its unfortunate U had to learn through the hard way #cutehector

very unfortunate. Like we breaking up befor we even began anything. Told myself I won't b ashamed to say my feelings anymore

nice one op

Cutehector:
And that is hw I lost my first love...
Shyness is an evil spirit. Dnt let it deny you the love of ur life.

Damn I can imagine. Im sure youre no longer shy Lesson learned the hard way

Kiish:
Damn I can imagine. Im sure youre no longer shy Lesson learned the hard way

naaaaah..

Cutehector:
very unfortunate. Like we breaking up befor we even began anything. Told myself I won't b ashamed to say my feelings anymore

Am sure you're a pro now, not a PLAYER though

youngbah:
Am sure you're a pro now, not a PLAYER though

lol as people grow, we age with grace and ability to speak out our minds. no human can remain shy..



Dat is what I believe in.

Cutehector:
lol as people grow, we age with grace and ability to speak out our minds. no human can remain shy..



Dat is what I believe in.

dats very TRUE, but 'no human can remain shy', like seriously, how did U come abt it?

youngbah:
dats very TRUE, but 'no human can remain shy', like seriously, how did U come abt it?

its a fact.

eeeyha...touching

lesson learnt. the poster above me though ( debque ) , deserves military flogging on his bare yansh