I feel like everyone is just using me. They pretend to like me because just to get attention from me. Some of them may just want to use me financially. And "friends" just use me for entertainment (I'm like a damned jester), someone to vent to, or maybe to cover them for work. I'm close to my brothers but they seem to be the same, venting, money and if they gets in trouble they throws me under the bus. Is it normal for me to feel this way or am I being a bit pessimistic? I tried ignoring these things but it just seems to be getting worse...