A DEPRESSED SOUL
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If I turn around and walk out of life,
Will anyone notice I am gone?
I find it hard to measure my worth on a scale
The world doesn't even care.
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Sitting on the bridge of depression
Ready to jump into death
My heart pumping pain
My face as white as snow
This is a life I didn't ask for.
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I feel hollow deep within
I feel life has rejected me
My folded tears fight to be free
You stared into my eyes for long
How blind you are, you didn't see my smile was shallow
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I jab and cut into my skin
Wishing that could bring eminence
I lay buried deep in dejection
In pain I call for death
Death refuse me, it refuse to be an ally
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When I stare into the mirror
I saw a frightened weak self
I called the attention of some pills
Wishing the bottle could take them away for ever
But every time I rise from sleep
I find myself in dysphoria
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Please help I screamed
But the world appear silent to my cry.
I am alone, no one cares
I wish to be shown love, Hopping to be seen.
I wished I could live in a better world.
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But it is not the world to be blamed.
I also have my part to play
It is time to stop feeding the beast
I should hoot in defense
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Peace comes only to one who seek it
I should Stop running, I can't hide
But I can fight with hope
I am ready to welcome determination
Isn't it the bedrock of success?
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I Say it loud and clear
watch me as I get better
Gradually I know that day would come
I will be free from this night mare
Soon I will be basking in elevation
Then I will live my life above the salt.
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Razaq Ola Rokibat.
Serene_writes