Birthday day comes once in a year, very special for most of us as we tend to make the best out of it irrespective, But this lady who just turned 24 is saying that she wished the day never existed So indirectly 'she wished she was never born', In an emotional post she made on her Page Chayil Obi poured out her heart and how she failed times without numbers, her struggle and having a baby at 17, she said;


''I wished today would somehow not exist.
As a child, I had dreams.
Go to school, become a medical doctor, be successful, get married to a Prince charming, have beautiful children, fulfill whatever purpose God had for me and touch lives.
Then life happened.
Got into the University at 16 to study a course I hated,
8 years after I'm still an undergraduate.
Why?
Pregnant and out of school at 17,
Single mom at 18,
Got into school again at 20 to become a Doctor of Optometry,
Became a pariah and object of scorn,
Guilt filled and shame faced 70% of the time,
Found a passion in fashion design and writing,
Learned to mix fashion design and hectic optometry school cos a girl's gotta eat,
Big heartbreak,
Physical and emotional abuse,
Rape,
And so much more... Who would have thought life would be this way for me?
I've battled with suicide, depression and a broken spirit.
I even started believing people's description of me - not good enough, RCF jezebel, unworthy, abusive, bitter, angry, Peace destroyer, table turner and many more.
I probably cry Myself to sleep 300 out of 365 nights a year.
Today I'm 24 and my most precious lessons are
GRACE and TIME.
God's Grace is beyond my imaginations. His plans for me are beyond my greatest dreams. I'm clean in His eyes and overwhelmingly loved by Him. There will be times when I want to give up and believe the report of men, but Grace will never let me! Grace will never give up on me! When I'm too weak and broken to get up, Grace will strengthen me and groom me.
Everyone has their divine timing. Trying to go ahead of my time or slower than it is utterly destructive.
So here I am, grateful for my life regardless of how it's been.
Broken and wounded beyond words but confident in God's love, knowing that:
I am worthy,
I am valuable,
I matter to God,
My dreams are still valid and attainable,
I'm His special Princess,
Gradually evolving into a true glorious Queen.
My scars are there to strengthen others.
I AM 24
I AM UNASHAMED
Happy birthday to Me
Chayil 2.0


Gossip From Ebiwali--
http://www.ebiwalisgossip.com/2018/05/i-wish-this-day-never-existed-pretty.html

You're strong dear

Nollywood dey find u, over scripture they worry you, and I believe if you follow dere, over blessing fit be for u.

I believe in the saying we might be age mates but not grace mates!. it's doesn't really matter how you started but how far you ended and what you achieved so far and impacted.

simply put that you lost your senses but of course your legs were wilder.

This kind of lady later become best companions.
They have seen and have conquered the negative words of men by the grace of God.

Mistakes are past and since she didn't die then, God kept her for a reason.

Keep it up woman, u are going there.

Please, just pass if my opinion is too much for u to understand instead of insults, thanks.

kingkakaone:
This kind of lady later become best companions.
They have seen and have conquered the negative words of men by the grace of God.

Mistakes are past and since she didn't die then, God kept her for a reason.

Keep it up woman, u are going there.

Please, just pass if my opinion is too much for u to understand instead of insults, thanks.

You are very right. That is why people love Cardi B.

SoapQueen:


You are very right. That is why people love Cardi B.

Please o, who is Cardi B?

kingkakaone:

Please o, who is Cardi B?
BTW,I have always seen most of Ur posts and they are well articulated and mature and I want us to be friends outside NL...Just friends, chats and nothing more.
That's if u are okay with it.

Really? Mature? Crazy, sloppy me?


Thank you, Sir?

Okay, Sure!

Have a good day today.

Lalasticlala

SoapQueen:


Really? Mature? Crazy, sloppy me?


Thank you, Sir?

Okay, Sure!

Have a good day today.

A good day to u too...

Wow,I'm so inspired. When you think you are having it bad,someone else is going through worse.

Chai ... Glory be to God

Some would have taken their life if all these things happened to them ...

Nice read ..

Inspiring













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Death didn't come so not that bad

Sorry dear, look on the brighter side. These lessons were only meant to make you stronger, a survivor. Those you are now. Pick yourself up and go all out for your dreams. Happy birthday!

Aww.

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I like the ending of your story. You're Beautiful and it can only be God's grace that's kept you.

You can still fulfill those dreams. You're 24 and it's very much possible.

Was she raped at 17or who carry belle give am

Everybody looking for sympathy

BloggersNG:
Birthday day comes once in a year, very special for most of us as we tend to make the best out of it irrespective, But this lady who just turned 24 is saying that she wished the day never existed So indirectly 'she wished she was never born', In an emotional post she made on her Page Chayil Obi poured out her heart and how she failed times without numbers, her struggle and having a baby at 17, she said;


''I wished today would somehow not exist.
As a child, I had dreams.
Go to school, become a medical doctor, be successful, get married to a Prince charming, have beautiful children, fulfill whatever purpose God had for me and touch lives.
Then life happened.
Got into the University at 16 to study a course I hated,
8 years after I'm still an undergraduate.
Why?
Pregnant and out of school at 17,
Single mom at 18,
Got into school again at 20 to become a Doctor of Optometry,
Became a pariah and object of scorn,
Guilt filled and shame faced 70% of the time,
Found a passion in fashion design and writing,
Learned to mix fashion design and hectic optometry school cos a girl's gotta eat,
Big heartbreak,
Physical and emotional abuse,
Rape,
And so much more... Who would have thought life would be this way for me?
I've battled with suicide, depression and a broken spirit.
I even started believing people's description of me - not good enough, RCF jezebel, unworthy, abusive, bitter, angry, Peace destroyer, table turner and many more.
I probably cry Myself to sleep 300 out of 365 nights a year.
Today I'm 24 and my most precious lessons are
GRACE and TIME.
God's Grace is beyond my imaginations. His plans for me are beyond my greatest dreams. I'm clean in His eyes and overwhelmingly loved by Him. There will be times when I want to give up and believe the report of men, but Grace will never let me! Grace will never give up on me! When I'm too weak and broken to get up, Grace will strengthen me and groom me.
Everyone has their divine timing. Trying to go ahead of my time or slower than it is utterly destructive.
So here I am, grateful for my life regardless of how it's been.
Broken and wounded beyond words but confident in God's love, knowing that:
I am worthy,
I am valuable,
I matter to God,
My dreams are still valid and attainable,
I'm His special Princess,
Gradually evolving into a true glorious Queen.
My scars are there to strengthen others.
I AM 24
I AM UNASHAMED
Happy birthday to Me
Chayil 2.0


Gossip From Ebiwali--
http://www.ebiwalisgossip.com/2018/05/i-wish-this-day-never-existed-pretty.html

Hold you head high and keep moving. You would see what God has in stock for you.. it’s time

oja ti je ẹ... all shades of oloshoism

strength of a woman

fatymore:
Was she raped at 17or who carry belle give am

Everybody looking for sympathy

don't mind her

Ogbeni ur own better.

Na suffer be this one? mtcheeew

SoapQueen:


Really? Mature? Crazy, sloppy me?


Thank you, Sir?

Okay, Sure!

Have a good day today.

You berra be careful with those sweet words o. Shine ur eyes. Dunno you but i dont want to see a post on nairaland bout you for the wrong reasons abeg.


Cheera

fatymore:
Was she raped at 17or who carry belle give am

Everybody looking for sympathy

You are right. Thank God this one no blame the devil for it all. Some are busy enjoying tramadol...uncountable sex partners...later nah devil.

last35:
don't mind her

i thought she lost her parents or she had an accident...........
if everyone starts writing their stories like this what will now happen.

Life is not a bed of roses jare.

We all have a story to tell... The sweetest thing is coming out stronger, better and successful.

Rape rape everywhere
Sympathy hunters

Egooyinbo:
Death didn't come so not that bad

i agree

kingkakaone:

A good day to u too...

Can I send my WhatsApp contact or what?

You need to work on your skills. This one is ridiculous.