Unworthy

It pained so much
it burned my heart
I cried so bitterly
but shed concealed tears

so unwanted it made me feel
that I considered myself a waste
how can I be so confered
with such degrading status?

I made an omision
that caused me my position
where on earth was my mind
when I acted like the blind?

Though my teas are unseen
they've made a pool in me
'cause my world knelt before me
when she pronounced me unworthy