Almost

I almost fell in love once
You know I almost cried
I was almost born
Before I almost died
I almost wrote a poem to
you
But the words came out
wrong
I almost said I love you
While you listened to my
song
I almost went to heaven
Before I was a saint
We almost painted a
masterpiece
Before we learned to paint.

WE ALL NEED
SOMEONE

I can see the tears forming
around your eyes.
And I can see your fears
building up inside.
I can see your confused
and tired of life.
I can tell you wish
everything felt right.
I can tell your sad and just
want to be held.
I can tell you fake that smile
and that your going
through hell.
I can tell your afraid and
fed up with the pain.
I can tell your feelings are
hard to explain
All you need is for someone
to come along.
And take your fears away
so they'd be gone.
Someone to keep you warm
when your shivering and
your cold.
Someone of whom with your
future will unfold.
Someone to take your hand
and hold on tight.
Someone to hold you on
through the night.
Someone to wipe those
tears from your eyes.
Someone who will be faithful
and never say goodbye.
Think real hard and you'll
figure out that someone is
me.
Ill make you my everything
to my heart you'll have the
key.
Ill give you happiness ill
make your fears be gone.
Because it seems like in
this world we all need
someone.

Acceptance

You know the typical
teenage girl,
With the shattered cries
and defeated pride?
Remember the broken
hearts; the many secrets,
And the agonizing pain they
try to hide?
It's funny how they're
looked down upon;
How much they get yelled at
for not letting go.
And what's even more
amusing is that I do that
now,
When I used to be one of
those.
Those little girls with the
made-up smiles,
Looking forward to nothing
but a fairy tale demise.
Walking around hopeful,
with such naivety,
Just to end up with a loved
one to despise.
Broken down and tainted;
unwilling to love again,
Staggering in agony and
drowning in lost hope.
Trying so hard to find the
path they've lost,
Attempting with all energy
left to cope.
And though I still sit among
lost memories,
I've open myself and done
what those girls can't.
To slowly reveal the heart
inside of me,
And accept the love of
another man.

Magical kiss

I look in her eyes,
and it tickles my soul,
the magical kisses,
are about to unfold,
staring into her eyes,
while holding her hips,
my body starting to
tremble,
anticipating those lips,
i close my eyes,
and lean in for a kiss,
shaking so much,
i hope i don't miss,
then our lips met,
and it was the best,
my heart beated so fast,
i lost my breath,
looking in her eyes,
the feelings a bliss,
and every peck from her,
is a magical kiss,

Lament of a Dying

by Sweet Fragility
Lament of a dying butterfly
-- even the best shall fall;
By breaking the only rule of
the game of seduction,
It shattered the illusion that
I did not care at all --
And slowly started to bring
forth my own destruction.
Lament of a dying butterfly
-- even the best shall fall;
Hearts tormented by past
betrayals and destroyed
trust --
A test to see if you cared
enough to break down my
walls,
Not just another plan for
own satisfaction of lust.
Lament of a dying butterfly
-- even the best shall fall;
Staring at you with teary
cheeks and pain-filled
eyes,
Stricken down from the sky,
a lost soul's desperate call
--
For redemption and a way
out of a flawless disguise.
Lament of a dying butterfly
-- even the best shall fall;
Two creatures searching
for comfort, tried to fly high
--
Fell together towards the
earth, in a world so small,
Held each other close, not
yet ready to say goodbye.

What would i do?

It breaks my heart in two,
just thinking i might lose
you,
in front of you i will
continue to hide,
that i really am hurting on
the inside,
if you ever left town,
you would turn my life
upside down,
you would leave me behind,
and i would lose my mind,
but something i hope you
do not see,
that you really are
everything to me,
you have no idea how much
i care,
no idea i NEED you there,
it feels so hard to explain,
but without you it would
forever cause me pain,
i never want to hear you
say,
that your gonna stay away,
all this you will never know,
because i hope to never let
it show,
i know i have fallen way to
deep,
and you i want to keep,
but it is all up to you,
and i want to know what to
do,
what would i do if you go?
i just wish i could know,
i know my heart would
break,
and i would make the
biggest mistake,
if you wanted to leave - i
would let you go,
but i would love you
forever without you to
know,
your the one i will always
need,
because without you my
heart would continuously
bleed,
i cannot live without you
there,
i do not even know if you
care,
would you stay to be with
me?
or would you leave and say
goodbye?
would you want a new
beginning?
or would you stay with me
forever?
would you stay to hold me
tight?
would you stay with me
every night?
would i have a forever
lasting love?
are you my angel sent from
above?

What would i do?

It breaks my heart in two,
just thinking i might lose
you,
in front of you i will
continue to hide,
that i really am hurting on
the inside,
if you ever left town,
you would turn my life
upside down,
you would leave me behind,
and i would lose my mind,
but something i hope you
do not see,
that you really are
everything to me,
you have no idea how much
i care,
no idea i NEED you there,
it feels so hard to explain,
but without you it would
forever cause me pain,
i never want to hear you
say,
that your gonna stay away,
all this you will never know,
because i hope to never let
it show,
i know i have fallen way to
deep,
and you i want to keep,
but it is all up to you,
and i want to know what to
do,
what would i do if you go?
i just wish i could know,
i know my heart would
break,
and i would make the
biggest mistake,
if you wanted to leave - i
would let you go,
but i would love you
forever without you to
know,
your the one i will always
need,
because without you my
heart would continuously
bleed,
i cannot live without you
there,
i do not even know if you
care,
would you stay to be with
me?
or would you leave and say
goodbye?
would you want a new
beginning?
or would you stay with me
forever?
would you stay to hold me
tight?
would you stay with me
every night?
would i have a forever
lasting love?
are you my angel sent from
above?