Mr. Lakanye, allow me to analyse your situation:
Having grown up on a street called FADEYI-ALADURA, off OBAFEMI AWOLOWO WAY, IKEJA, LAGOS, in a house owned by the Okoruwas, as a tenant with my blood brother who once called me his slave, and having grown up with the Okoruwas with bunch of the most beautiful young women of that age, I had such a phobia for black women.
I'm not sure you truly understand the meaning of the word "phobia". it means -
an exaggerated usually inexplicable and illogical fear of a particular object, class of objects, or situationYour mother, cousins, aunts are all black women, do you have an illogical fear of them?
No bro, you're like the very many black men in Africa who see white women on TV back home and revere them as gods. You worship the ground they walk on, you drool at the mere thot of touching their silky hair, you fantasize about the forbidden thrill of having sex with them . . . being seen with them to you is a sign of having "arrived" . . . you will sell your soul to be able to call a blue-eyed blonde your own.
Its not about phobias, its about a lack of self esteem in your own color.
My phobia for them was the bedrock of my exodus to America for further studies during one of those indefinite UNILAG shutdowns in the days of the camouflaged bureaucratic leaders of the EARLY 90s.
30% of America's population is black. If you had a REAL phobia for black women i'd have expected you to emigrate to more white oriented societies like Russia. There are black women in the Florida you have chosen to hide, do you have a morbid fear of them?
I had since lived in Florida, became an American citizen, and a single parent to two beautiful girls, one a 9 years old from my first American woman-friend on a one night stand,
That you would be proud to announce that your first child is a product of a one night stand is further confirmation of your desperate and shameless fascination with the white female. It is also a window into what kind of woman she was, suffice to say its 90% likely she's one of what her kind call "white thrash".
and the other, a 31/2 years old, from a marriage to a white American woman My marriage did not work due to her infidelity, and she finally divorced herself after she found out that her second born child does not look like her husband at all. She didn't even bother to come back home from the maternity ward. But, I loved her, and would have taking her back
Another sad experience with white thrash again. Its very apalling to note that she was cheating on you right under your nose that she didnt even respect you enough to be afraid to carry another man's baby right under your roof for 9 months.
What is even sadder is the fact that she didnt even bother to return to your house after the baby, she abandoned the baby and walked out on you . . . sir that is the worst way to walk all over a man's battered ego. Saying you still loved her and would have taken her back is enough to make a rational human wonder if you have any shred of dignity at all.
but marriage rarely works in a society where a woman feels and thinks she had to live against the biblical ordinances.
There are millions of marriages that work in the US. Marriages based on skin color, prestige, and low self esteem will always hit the rocks.
My problem is the facts that I have not been able to keep a relationship with any American woman.
Maybe because the REAL decent white chics you so desperately want are not looking to marry outside their race. It can be frustrating, pele.
I am a single parent, and have full custody of my two American children from American women. My situation is rare in the American society due to the concepts of CHILD-SUPPORT.
Your situation is not rare. You hooked up with female prostitutes who happen to be white. If both were upstanding responsible citizens, the best you'd get would be weekend visitation rights.
I suspect your REAL intention behind mentioning the term "american" anytime you reference your kids is to let us know they are half caste. . .
I came to America with my believes that the Almighty God would not put me through anything I cannot bear.
The Almighty God gave you black women, you claim to have a phobia for them . . . short of making you white overnight, there's really little the Almighty God can do for you now.
DOES ANYONE HAVE A SOLUTION TO MY PROBLEM?
Bros, you have psychological issues far beyond the scope of this forum.
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Although i think the poster's 1st child is full black?? May be wrong, couldn't really understand the whole post.
what da *(&^% do you mean by ignorant perspectives? in a forum @ lakanye were you not asked to come here and state your phobia about 9 j a women? ( you pick race comot) 
