The Fear Of Loving Someone

i have always had the fear of loving again . Everyone has their experiences about life but mine is just too heavy on me .
May be its me or not that has the problem.i have never had a sincere relationship,  i mean ,i have always loved the wrong person and i don't know why.
However nairaland has the whole answers sometimes to my argue-able views but not all the time . To the guys out there , being  a player is very easy but choice and greed is what affects us and fear to fall in love .

i really wish i could find a  sweet girl (fair on the other side ) knowing fully well that the world is fiiled with imperfection , and we break up to make up for what we lack in our past  life. i hope i find it soon .

i don't want posters or viewers to be offended by this but  i think i m relieved a little,
thanks  nairaland because u ve been of help to me .