fresh out the oven
The InitiationI wonder why I never stiffened
Seeing all those pile of rotten evil
The mass of broken skull
Piling round the room from down to top

They called it ‘
The initiation”A passageway for a heart of destruction
I learnt the seven book of meditation
Lethal it was, even to alter the existence of my own creation

And I went through like a soul in a trance
Never mixing in the naked horror of the mass
The mass of friend that was with me
They never stopped believing they were in a dream

But I knew better
Knew what we had sworn ourselves to weather
Knew you would never serve the devil and live
This thought sat in the deep recess of my being

But it went on
The initiation amidst the devil’s drum
I drank two skull of blood
Chewed the heart of the new living born
Pierced the heart of my weaker mate
Sang their tunes with a voice so great
Saw the queen and gloried in her reign
Pulled out the third of my pumping vein
Got them all impressed
The executioner said I was the best
Worthy enough to dine with the queen
Cos I was the best student he’d ever seen

But I knew better

Knew my life was at it tethers
For no one could explain why
After all this years my mind would go wild
That I would wring the breath out of my own heart
And kill myself with the best of angelic smile

Maybe in a chance I would tell them in a haste

That there at the initiation dance, my heart was in a maze
And I was doomed for this day
To live and die by the act, what a waste!
