I'm sitting in a dark corner, wondering and pondering
how i let my greatest treasure slip right through my grasp
its been a while since i last heard her voice
but her memories provide comfort like a blanket during the cold
and with the last sip of my guiness stout
i stagger to get up on my feet
but my steps are weak and i quickly fall on the leather seat
i thought i was a playa and i thought i was a pimp
runing game every day, acting wild through the streets
she told me a lot of times that she was feeling lonely and sad
but to me it was just nagging and i'll calm her down with lies and deceits
sometimes i'll never call her for a whole day
other times i'll bring back them shorties to bone when she was working her night shift
sometimes she found wrappers of rubbers underneath my car seat
other times she found victoria secret draws that belonged to a next chick
but she still stuck with me like a warm sweater during the cold weeks
she told me time and time again that she was fed up and she'll leave
but i thought she would never because her love was so real
and my swagger was so mean from da streets to my chick
so one of them days when i was hanging with them feens, acting like a dcik
came back 2 da crib expecting a nice home cooked meal
but there was silence eerwhere and it was empty, she packed her thangs!
she left a note up by da chest of drawers where i kept my car keys
it read, "baby i'm sorry, but i just have to leave, you betrayed my love and you hurt me, fcuking wit them little b*tches but i was too blind to see, now i found my courage, i was weak, now stand on my two feet and i'm gone, you're a b*tch"
then it dawned on me that i weren't really sh*t and i just lost my best chick
here sipping drank after drank and smokn till i'm sick
baby now i see you were my sun rays that made my everyday a beautiful day
and i can't let u go baby because u just 2 fine and your da reason crayola exists!!
2fine4u
