Can You Remember Choosing It

i wonder why gays are being treated like creatures from the devil, Can you remeber ever choosing to be STRAIGHT? obviously no because i cannot remeber.
that means that it is not a sin being gay but allowing your feelings to guide you is a sin,

I am bi i have wanted to commit suide sevearl time because what i am is not acceptable in our society, it is ver hard to contruoll our feeling just like it is hard for u STARIGHT to look at a girl without admiring, i cry evey night because of what i am, sceintist are trying to figure out what make sus what we are i hope they do so that beinjg gay becomes a sicknes we can cure, then shall beibg become a sin, there are also [programm to help adjust our feeling, please accepting us in to the society is a help you can render to us,  your brother maybe gay, even your own child, i am only 17, then the society shall do to him what u are doing now,

@deyaredum

Yeah, I really wonder why you have to repeat same topic?  

Anyway here's a post I sent to the other one:


U're not alone in ur condition. Here's a post I sent to a similar thread sometime ago:

It's not easy pin-pointing when one actually comes to terms with his or her somewhat "weird" sexuality like being gay, bisexual or stuff like that. You just keep having feelings that u know are unusual, but u just can't help it! Such feelings persist but overtime it just dawns on you that there's little or nothing u can do to change who u are and how u feel - U just have to accept yourself the way u are!

I think all through my childhood I noticed that I took special care in making sure that whatever I did was beautiful and done with style. If it's not extremely pleasing to the eyes I wouldn't be satisfied. That, I have come to realise is one of the attributes of gays/bisexuals. They tend to like things that are really exotic and eye-catching - things usually associated with the female sex; but get aroused by a good-looking and appealing member of the same sex.

I began to seriously question myself when in pry and early sec sch I would often play freely with the girls without one bit of sexual attraction to them. In fact some of my male pals believed I did something to such girls at some corners of the school, but I would just innocently shrug off such comments. Meanwhile I would usually get attracted to some 'beautiful' younger boys around.

It wasn't until I read in some magazines about gay sex, sodomy, fellatio, 69, blow jobs etc that it dawned on me what kind of feelings I have been having all along.

Even till today, I take one look at a boy - young or grown up - and I can almost certainly say this guy will be attracted to someone of the same sex. I almost always know from their eyes, looks, movements, etc. I know because I am one of them. And I have done some good research on these issues. Most times it's just pure instinct. I have had sex with a few boys at the first approach just because I was damn sure the person would like another boy; and I was right!