Just A Unit Of My Feelings Today

hi dearest diary sorry i couldn't chat with you yesterday,anyway i met an interesting person  yesterday that works with undp and is ready to help me with my dreams i just sent a mail to him. i'm in a very jolly mood today even though am as tired as can be. i really need to get someone to help me around the house but wont the guys think am lazy,but then i can't continue being the perfect lady and home maker when its killing me, to **** jere.
Nothing interesting at work on sundays just boring people lets hope monday bring interesting stressless people to my desk tomorrow.will talk to you tomorrow ah i almost forgot to tell i've an addiction problem.I'm addicted to eating clay(nzu/ndom/kasan calabar) i ve being off it for 2 days now but i simply must have it today.pray with me dearest diary that i can find the strenght to stop.
PRAYER:DEAR GOD AND SWEET JESUS PLEASE FILL MY WEEK WITH DIVINE FAVOURS THAT I CAN'T COMPREHEND,BEAUTIFY MY FAMILY AND I WITH YOUR GLORY AND PROTECT US FROM ALL EVILS AND SADNESS.MAY WE NOT DEPART THIS EARTH UNTIL OUR NAMES ARE WRITTEN IN THE BOOK OF LIFE.AMEN

hi dearest diary,
am so sorry i ve not being around to chat with you i guess i ve found a man to occupy me his so nice but am weary.today is  my 26th birthday n am happy so happy i chatted with my sisters for about an hour yesterday night or rather this morning,my friends ve being calling, calling n sending sms its being wonderful to ve so much love around me.i ve made up my mind today that no passenger will get to me,its a beautiful day n i intend to keep it that way,smiling through the day.am so grateful to God for my life am better than most of my peers because He loves me n watches over me in a very special way .i know am special to Him not just because all humans are special to Him but i know am one of the few people He's taken very special interest in ,even though i ve derailed most of the time He makes my punishment mild n calls me back to Himself n love me even more.Isn't He Awesome n i love Him.i prayed this morning that God should give me love again n send the love of my life quick but He said so clearly i couldn't deny it was God speaking to me that i should love Him like i want to love my man n even more then i wouldn't ve a problem finding the love of my life.My God is jealous n can't share with any man until i pledge full allegiance to Him which i don't mind as long as am happy ,not a bad deal i guess.
So this is my year of happiness n a beginning of a lovelife with my creator.i pray i can keep my own side of the deal because He is more than faithful.
PRAYER:GOD HELP ME TO KEEP MY OWN SIDE OF OUR DEAL N KEEP MY FAMILY N HELP THEM TO Accept YOU AS THEIR SAVIOUR,HELP ME WITH MY ADDICTION PROBLEM N I WANT TO BE MARRIED BY MY NEXT BIRTHDAY.I LOVE YOU JESUS
Thanks my dearest diary for listening,chat with you soon