Help: I'm Married But In Love With Another Woman

Alright.  I have a huge problem. Here's the background of the situation.  I'm a young man 20 years old married to an 18 year old girl.  We dated for about 6 six months and then I found out that she was pregnant.  All this happened during my senior year in high school and her junior year.  This is the problem I was forced to marry her because if I was not to marry her, her guardians said that they will take her back to Guam.  And I live in a state where if you become pregnant does not give you the right to become emancipated so she had no saying if her guardians were going to take her to Guam. Back to her parents.  So I married her.  But before we got married we took a 3 month break and I started developing feelings for her cousin.  and then we got married and things were great at first. But as the first year went on it started going downhill arguments everyday.  Then the 2nd year started going by and she started to get physical punching me throwing things at me.  and I understand sometimes it was my fault but it pisses me off when its not or when its something small.  Shes always yelling at me, she doesn't know how to cook, she'd rather me clean but I never do because I work 12 hours a day.  She needs me to do everything as for paying bills everything, she scared to call people so she has me call.  Now were just got done with our 3rd year and going into our 4th and she is still the sameway. I've talked to her a billion times about what I don't like that she always does.  She calms down for a while maybe a week and then its back to the sameway.  And as all this is happening almost every other day we visit her aunt and her cousin(the one I have feelings for) stays there.  And me and my wife's cousin are always talking.  And I think I'm starting to fall in love with her.  I'm trying to hold myself together but I think my feeling are starting to show.  But I really can't help it.   Her personality is really layed-back and that's the kind of person I am.  She loves watching my kids as for my wife she loves going out without the kids.  Her cousin cooks for me, loves talking with me.  and shes always telling me she hopes she can find a man like me.  and all that makes my feeling even more stronger for her.  I don't know what to do.  Can somebody help me,

U got a son? interesting. U want to play that game? i don't think u will survive it fully. Flee and don't look back. control your emotion and stop seeing her for Christ sake.

@poster trust me u are not d 1st,  i only hope your wife or any dat knos u or your wife is not here on nland,    ,  just go and pray,   

@poster oya na,  u don see free G$C   

@ poster
sounds like you tied the knot for the wrng reasons   if you think you weren't ready to give up the game and turn in your player card WHY ON EARTH WULD U play with sumbody feelns like that and marry them. n then turn around and have a baby. this is exactly why less and less women get married in the first place bcus dudes like u (christans like u) don't believe in, value or respect the sanctity in marriage. i strongly suggest you ask the lord for mercy and forgiveness and try love honor and respect the woman you chose to marry seriously u need to grow up man. life aint always bout what you want ta do but what you gotta do thats what u call being a man and accepting your responsibilities. word to the unwise handle yo business. good luck man God bless.