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5.4.2009
Went to church with T and it was a long mass because theres a procession on the process. .
After that we both met with Wale and we three went for breakfast together in a Chinese Coffee Shop. Wale and I were having a debate about the difference between the Muslim God and the Christian God. I was trying to tell him that no matter what the religion is, the God is the same just that they are many people with different mentalities and different people tend to misintepret religion all the time and he said that different religion have different God's because the teachings are different. typical us. wale and I have always had many debates whenever we meet anywhere. . .
Wale went to work (he works in a catering company here in Malaysia) and T and I went to the market to buy groceries for our house consumption for 2 weeks. I wanted fish cause fish is essential and it will avoid somene from getting tyroid but T rather stick to chicken and beef for the time being cause fish is so damn expensive, . . Recession and all. . . I agreed and we just got chicken and beef and hopefully when we have extra money, we will buy fish someday.
We went back home and T worked on his project online while i am waiting for one of my student to come by to give Piano lessons. Am happy cause when the student came, he came with a cheque to pay for his class. He is such a good student and a good pianist for that matter just that he aint got much money and its been 3 months he has not paid his class fees. I did not want him to stop the classes considering he has this talent in him. . . Oh well. . . In time. . . in time. . .
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6.4.2009
My friends Sylvia, Sandra, Esmund, Callen and Jimmy came over to visit me at my house. We had a chat and Sylvia brought some pictures and as I flipped the album there was one picture in particular which almost made me fall from my chair. Its a picture of my couisin April's boyfriend and in that picture, her boyfriend seem to get married to another lady and when I checked the date of the picture, they got married last year in October 2008 yet my cousin April has been dating this guy since the year 2007.
April told me that Christopher, her bf is not married but engaged. He had problem with his fiance so he has to break it off with her but for some Malaysian culture, to break off with your fiance, you are required to pay a certain debt and must come to terms with the fiance's parents and family so its a long process but he did not tell her that he is married. . . I asked my friend and she said, yes thats Christopher and he just got married last year. She also mentioned to me that Christopher told her that he is getting married and he has a gf but his gf doesnt know about it.
I seriously dont know what to do. I got so angry but I did not told my friends that that gf is my cousin sister. I just kept quiet. I must do something about this before my April ends up with a lunatic bafoon!
T told me that its best to tell her but with that picture in hand before she even end up marrying to that dude. . .
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I lost my Identity card. . . I cannot find it anywhere. . . I've look through the whole house and I couldnt find it. . . T told me that next time its best that I get a string and tie the IC on my neck for the rest of my life. And he said he can add a bell to it!!! I was upset but that statement made me laugh so I told him to be serious or else I will not friend him. And he said oh please baby. . . friend me ok? friend me. . Ill be your good boy, I promise and he makes that cheeky smile which made me laugh again. Hmmmm. . . what will I do without him?
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Cook some chicken and beef curry with rice for dinner. I cook extra cause I wanted to save cooking for the next days's lunch but T's friends came over and they ate the whole pot finish. . . They even licked the pot that for a moment there I thought I dont have to wash the pot anymore cause it looks spotless clean. . .
oh well. . . T told me that I should just leave it and he will do the cooking tommorow. He will cook some jolof rice for us for lunch. I'm like. . . Oh thank God. . . What will I do without him? I was happy cause I know I would be tied up with work the next day at work so I gave him a long long long long kiss and say thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you!!! What would I do without you?
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« #2 on: April 08, 2009, 01:39 AM » |
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7.4.2009
Oh My God. . . I should declare today as a Horny Bastard Day!!! Seriously! T had to travel to the city today and Im somehow a little worried cause he is quite rough and clumsy and hmmm. . . but I think he is improving. I send him to the airport and than I went back home. Chatted with a few of my nairaland / pals and one of them said he wanted to see me on webcam so I switch it on. And than he told me that he wants to see me standing up. I just give in and he told me to make a turn and stuff like that. I didnt want to but Im tired of arguing with him ooo. . . and than he showed me his webcam and all of the sudden, this dude dey become horny! i mean hello. . . Are you that horny to be true ashewo? Anyways, he wanted to show me his privates and bla bla bla. . . I know in the end we end up fighting and soon he called me a child and I called him a pervert and he said he does not want to talk to me ever again and i said fine! so thats the end of it.
And then suddenly my friend came by (we use to go to primary school together) and he came in straight to my room and took off his pants! Im like What da hell!!! and then he told me not to freak out so for a moment there I thought he wanted me to check out something. . . Like maybe he has a growth or sumthin (In my hometown, whenever people has a health problem - a minor one, they would come to my house and talk to me and I usually tell them what to do. I told them many times to go and see a doctor instead of asking me cause I'm no doctor but they still come and ask me ooo. . . Humans and pets problem. . . ) I dont know ooo but I got use to it I guess.
So this friend of mine called Terence he told me that he wants me to look at his privates and he wants me to touch it. I froaze and I could not say a single word. Than he said that its his dream to see me touch it and than I told him to get out of my room this instance!!! He begged me and I told him that I would scream very loud if he doesnt go out. And I told him that my sister and brother is in this house and if they see him here like this, they will repor thim to the police. Than he put up his pants and he said maybe next time. . .
Maybe next time??? SHAIT! What is wrong with these people. . . Arent they embarrass or sumthing. . . As if his privates looks that great! EWwW! disgusting! Dispicable! groSS!!!
Ok, now I feel like puking
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« #3 on: April 09, 2009, 03:42 AM » |
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8.4.2009
I got up at 6.00am and took my shower and than get dress and makeup. . . 7.00am. . . I look at the time and so I made my bed and open all windows and I kneel down while facing to the windows looking out to the skies and said a very short prayer. I went to the kitchen and cook some eggs, sausages and beans and toast bread. Set up the table and waited for the rest of the family to come and eat breakfast.
Went to work and T called me and he didnt sound right. I know there was something wrong and I asked him. . . He said that Im correct and that something was wrong and he would talk to me tonight about it.
5.00pm, I went home from work and I set up the music room for the band to come by and do some practise. after the practise is over, T called me and he said he was going to bed. He sounded really sad and I'm really worried. I ask him what is wrong? What is going on? And he told me this:
T: baby, please. . . I need some space right now. I really really miss you right now and thats why I called but at the same time, I actuaqlly dont want to talk to you right now.
Me: Ok, I'll give you space. Please do take a good rest and when you're all better, I want you to know that you can always talk to me. Am all ears for you all the time and you know it. I hope its nothing serious and if you need anything, please do tell me. . . You know I'll always try my best to help you no matter what happens.
T: And thats why I dont really want to ask from you cause you are a very stubborn girl. Even if I ask you for your teddy's, I bet you will give them to me while crying deep in your heart, isnt it?
Me: Well. . . Uhm. . . Yeah. . . Thats how much I loive you
T: I will tell you everything tomorrow babe. I rpomise.
We close the phone and I kinda got worried about him cause the problem is that I dont know what happen and he is in the city and Im in the island. . . I could not sleep the whole night. . .
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« #4 on: April 10, 2009, 02:14 AM » |
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9.4.2009T called me and said he was sorry about yesterday. Business was not going smooth. Someone duped his money so he is like almost broke but he will be able to rise up. He made me promise not to do anything for him apart from supporting cause he believes he can get back to track. Do all the usual stuff and went to work. I had a full day interview session as we are hiring a General clerk. Thank God today the applicants mostly could speak in English. . URGHHH! Its not that Im against people whom could not speak in English but my boss always prefered peeps whom can speak English. I found 3 applicant which is suitable so tomorrow I will call them for the 2nd interview. 5.00pm I went back home, get ready for church. Its the Holy Thursday. OH SHAIT! seriously. . . Could the choir suck anymore. . . The last few days I have been very angry with the choir groups. . They took away all of our practise space and yet tonight when they sing, they suck big time. Amen t that!  Am fedup when they keep doing this. . . Seriously. . . Tomorrow will be Good Friday and we will be singing in the choir. I hope everything turns out well condering to thefact that wer have no practise space and have been practising at home. . .
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« #5 on: April 11, 2009, 02:23 AM » |
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10.4.2009As usual, woke up take a shower, get dress say my prayer make breakfast and went to work. its a good Friday but in Malaysia, its not being declared as a Public Holiday because we are under Federal Territory. those Malaysian states which is not under the FT has a holiday on Good Friday. Than suddenly my boss told me that all Christians should work half day today so that they could go to church at 3pm for Good Friday. Thats good cause I applied for a half day leave today as I'll be singing in the choir for Gpod Friday but since my boss has declared today as a 1/2 day holiday, I therefore pull back my application for annual leave. Announce to all employees that today is a 1/2 working day for only Christian Staffs and also have sent a memo to them. Went back home at 12pm and took a shower. Get ready for church. I went to church with my sister and her husband. We set up the microphones and the laptop, the projector and slide show. Because this mass is a very long one, therefore theres two groups of choir. My group will sing in English while the other group will sing in indonesian Language. in my hometown, the church where I go, we have so many groups as follows;- 1) Bahasa group (A group where they conduct everything in Malaysian language - Prayer meetings, seminars, workshops) 2) English group (conduct everything in English language - Prayer meetings, seminars, worshops) 3) Chinese group (conduct everything in Chinese language - Prayer meetings, seminars, workshops) 4) Legion of Mary (Those whom really fully worships Mother Mary and they are the one whom will conduct Novena's and Rosary's) 5) Woman's League (They are the ones incharge of problematic children or children with problems or crisis) 6) Indonesian group (Because they are alot of Indonesians here, therefore they have their own group. This group focuses on welcoming other Indonesians into their fellowship) 7) Philippine group ( There are alot of Philipinos here as well)  Youth (For those age 13 - 45 but usually teenagers and middle age peeps will join this. They will have alot of activities like cleanng up the church compound, music band, drama's Youth Day and also they will get in touch with other youths from other churches) 9) Golden Age (Those whom are 55 years old and above could join this group. They usually will be in touch with the selling of food and items to raise funds for the church) 10) Alter boys 11) Wardens group 12) Children Liturgy (For children but the leader has to be a youth) And finally. . . 13) G2 and Gang means Gabry and Genie and Gang - My sister and I will be incharge of almost anything related to music and also events concerning to the church to raise funds. So for Good Friday, we took turns to sing. First our group sing and then the Indonesian group. because of lacking of microphones we had to pass the microphones but the Indonesian group refuse to take the microphones. They said they prefer singing without it. When they started singing, I got shocked out of my life! Its true, they do not need any microphones. . . They are bloody loud!!! They are soooo powerful that even outside the church, everyone could hear them sing. Amazing!!! And they had like 4 voices. It was really wonderful and even a few of the songs they sang made me almost cried. It was obvious that I was touched by it. They had about 20 people in their group and the amount of men and women singing are balance. Like my group, theres only 10 of us. 3 guys and the rest are females. I sing 2nd voice and my sister sang 3rd voice and the rest are all first voicers so my sister and I had our own microphones so that the voicing will be balance with the 1st voicers. Overall, it was a solemn mass. The songs are being sung without any music instruments and with voicing. It was a great occasion to remember of Our Lord Jesus Christ death.
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« #6 on: April 12, 2009, 09:53 AM » |
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11.4.2009T called me last night to tell me that he will be unable to call me left alone message me cause he had to wake up very early in the morning and start doing his shoot. He only told me that when he is done, he will call me after that. I did all of my normal routine but it came to a point where I waswaiting for his call till the evening and he still did not called. I got a little upset and frustrated cause he does this kinda thing lately like even when he calls, it would be a very very short one. . . Something like this: Iyawo, how are you? Im so sorry these few days. I have been running like a headless chicken but I'll be fine. Everything will be for the best soon, I promise. You will just have to bear with me. . . Pleaseee. . . I love you. And thats about it.  I did not want to call him or message him cause then I know I would come out with harsh words due to my emotions and at the same time, he did told me that he was going to be busy for these few weeks. . . And I know business for him is not going so well like before so thats just it. I went to the music room and I setup my classical guitar (I havent played it for so long. . . . .) and I started playing all kinds of classical songs which came to my head. . . I use to play for concerts before untill the day I left for College, I completely stop. But now I only give classes but I dont really play em as often as before still. My fingers got sore and I still kept playing because I was missing T even more and I started crying while I keep playing my guitar. It was obvious that I felt distant from him at this point. And I felt useless when he does not allow me to help him up with the business. . . . . I played from 3.00pm - 11.30pm and there was still no sign from his call. I shut down my hp, took a shower and cried in the shower, blew dry my hair get dress, went to and Nairaland and made some replies while my tears falling down and went to bed. Even as I am typing right now, Im still crying. . .
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« #7 on: April 13, 2009, 01:42 AM » |
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12.4.2009Got up from bed at 11.00am. . . urgHHH!!! I have a huge headache and my eyes are swollen. , Cannot help it cause Im a cry baby but I dont show it to people not even to my family. . . If I cry, I make sure no one knows that Im crying. even if its a sad day like on someones funeral, I would hide it and hold it till I get home, head to the shower, go under the shower and start crying. when I come out from the shower, my eyes are expected to be not red and I will put a smile on my face. Its just me. . Heheh!  Washed my eyes with eye lotion and cool it down infront of the fan. . Oh no. . . Its not working. . . Ok, Looks like I have to wear a sun glasses the moment i step out of this room and tell them that I had an eye infection caused by dust. I went out to found out that theres no one at home. Seems like everyone has left. Oh thank GOD!!! Suddenly T called me. The conversation is as such:- T: Iyawo, what happen? Why can't I call you? Me: really? ehmmm. . . Maybe the line is bad (I lied to him . . . I switch off my hp cause I was upset but I didnt want him to know) T: babe, I know you were crying last night right? Me: ehmm. . . huh'? Since when? T: dont lie to me. . . when you make that ehmmm sound, I know you are lying. Me: Oh Oh    T: Babe, Im sooo soo sorry. . . I really am. . . I had to travel to Kuantan because the laptops could not be fixed here. You know how is it with traveling to Kuantan from here. . . Me: I know. . . Bad reception, bad line bad people bad everything! Its ok. . . I know. . . T: Im gonna make it up to you. Tomorrow i'll fly to Labuan and than the next day we go to KL. Me: What for? I will go to KL straight. why do you wanna drop here and fly to KL after that? dont you think its a waste of money. T: I know but I want to make it up to you and also your mom called me saying that I hardly visit her these days so I come over to chat with her a little. Me: Ohh really? Ok ooo but you know with the recession and all, we cannot afford to waste money unnecesarilly ooo. . . T: Yes I know but money comes and goes. We know it very well. . I might be spending money now but its not like its worthless. . . We are talking about your HOT MOM here (laughs) Me: Yeah. . . My mom is hot alright. More hotter than flaming fire! make sure you keep that to yourself otherwise my father will wollop you and feed you with bananas and treat you like his slave monkey! T; HAHAHAHA! U are too spoil. . . I spoiled you too much Me: yes. . . spoil me more and you wont regret it   T: yeye fowl. . . Ok babe, Kingsley and Wale send their regards. Please take care of yourself and always remember that I love you and miss you so much. Me: Ok, send my regards back to those two monkey banana heads. U love me and miss me so much ehn? Ok, we shall see cause I dont think so.  T: Ok, we will see. I will surely win. Bye baby. Me: Bye Bye to you ooo. . . Wapa bobo to le I felt such a relief. . . just hearing his voice makes me happy again. I was so happy that i did my gardening the whole day. Evening time i went to take a shower and that time my family was back. We got dressed and we all went for an Easter Family Dinner together with my brother's fiance's family.It was a nice dinner. I enjoyed it overall.
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Am tired jor. . . Pinot Meunier, Gerwurztraminer, beaudoux. . . Languedoc Rousillon. . . Semillon Blanc. . . Chardonnay. . . Carbenet Sauvignon. . . URgHH! especially carbenet sauvignon. . . and that pinot Noir. . . and suddenly peter Vella from Australia came out of nowhere! Am tired jor. . Am tired of the same freaking wines!!!
In the year 2001, my inspiration for Oenology has risen up to the top of its peak! who would even thought about Malaysia producing our own home made wine out of mangostene and pineapple?
I got so excited that I rushed to the wine fair just to have a taste and glance at this highly different creation of wine! It was the first I've heard of clearly made from something else apart from grapes! The moment i reached there. . . my hopes had been shattered and my inspiration had been flushed to the toilet bowl just looking at the dreadful bottle. . . Since when does a wine need a cap with the same design as a beer? Just looking at it made me doubt alot cause wines were covered with two types of cork. Oak or plastic. . .
Not beer bottled caps, . .
And why does the red and white wine all created under a white bottled design? Hmm! this is a disgrace towards the Oenology society!!! Anyways, the taste must be something else.
I told the sales person I want to try both red and white wine. The moment she poured it, I got a little angry. She poured half! and she spilled some on the table. . . And whats worse is when she open the cap, it goes with the "POP" sound. . . Im like URGH!!! What are you doing? Why are you destroying the orinal unique taste of the wine? Dont you know? Didnt someone tell you? Anyways, I did not scold her but I told her in a polite way on what is the effect of the popping sound and why should you do this and that and taught her the proper way.
(Why am I telling her since I already saw the bottle and the cap was a total failure to begin with?)
anywayz, I took a swirl and a sip and yes was I damn right!!!! The cap spoiled the entire flavour of the wine!!! SHeESHHH!!! Its gone rusty!!! RuSTY I tell ya!!!
I went back home and I brought the bottle back
Saw there was an email at the back of the bottle so I emailed them to tell them about my opinion.
Such a good idea of creating wines without using grapes should not be thrown in the bin.
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« #9 on: April 14, 2009, 01:32 AM » |
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[ 13.4.2009I got up at 5.00am, wash up and changed clothes. Went outside the house and do some stretches and I skipped on my skipping hoop 100 times. I dont want to do more. . . I dont intend on loosing weight at all. I love my prosperity flabs the way it is  and I dont wanna gain more weight as well cause like what I said, I love ma propsperity flabs the way it is. I always think that if people hates the way I look, its not me whom has a problem with it but its them whom is having a problem with theirself cause I believe Im perfect the way I see myself as. I went and take a shower and than got dressed. prepared some turkey and cranberry sandwiches for everyone to eat and I do an adiitional BLT Sandwich for T when he comes by. Wrapped it in a paper bag and i get ready to go to the airport. The moment I saw him I was so thrilled and happy. I ran towards him and we hugged each other and he kissed me on the forehead. I know. . . Everyone were looking at us and I know what is in their head cause many of them told me off to my face. . . That dirty look they gave me all the time. . . I remembered there were a few peeps whom came asking me this: Do you think Malaysian men have already extinct? Are there no more Malaysian men out here for you? Among all the men, you had to go for a black guy. . . Useless, . (They will talk to me in Malay Language and it comes along with that dirty look on their faces) It doesnt matter what people think of me. . . Im not bothered as Im use to it. I'll show them one day that its ok to be with another race. . . I'll show them . . T and I went to my work place. I gave T my laptop while I worked with the computer and he does his work there. He ate the sandwiches I made for him cause he has not eaten breakfast yet. Went home from work and we both decided to do face painting but we were lazy to prepare the items so in the end we ended up wresltling each other. He always wins. . . But Im determined that I will beat him one day. I cook suji and chicken stew for dinner. I cooked extra so that we could eat for tommorow but it got finished that night itself so its ok. T and I said the rosary before bed and we kiss each other goodnight and we went to bed and uhm. . . . . heheheh! |
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« #10 on: April 15, 2009, 07:39 AM » |
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14.4.2009Got up and went for a shower. Woke up T and pulled him to the bathroom and gave him his towel to take a shower. Gosh. . . I guess I will loose weight ooo if Im going to pull him out of bed and into the shower everyday. I got dressed and T came in and did his crunches, sit up and pumping. As for me, im exercising my eyes just looking at him. lol As I got ready i wanted to carry our luggage out of the room as we will be travelling to the city today. T: GABBY! I told you I will carry the luggages. What is wrong with you? Me: Im no tofu hia ok? T: I did not say you are but its quite heavy dont you know that? Me: yes I know but so what? Im free now so I fit carry jor. . . Leave me alone Yahoo Boy! (He took the luggages off from my hands and took the luggages to the car.)Me: I no friend you oo. . . You just wait and see HMM! T: If you dont want to friend me, i will friend your mother ok? (chuckles) Me: Anyways, my father sent us to the airport and we got on the plane and flew to the city. Took us 3 hours to get there and also for a drive back to our house another 2 hours. Got home and cook some lunch and we ate together. I had to split the beef knuckle to the left side of the plate and the beef meat at the right side and the rice in the middle cause T eats the knuckle while I eat the beef. I suggested to him that its time we use our own plate to eat instead of sharing because i tend to drop or spill food all over just by eating with him using one plate. He disagrees and he says that we are cleaning the house anyways so its not big deal. I know I know. . . he always says "theres love in sharing". I get his drift. But its been 6 years we have been together and 6 years we share food and drink and dont you think we should start having our own plate? (sigh)  Went to the football field to watch T plays football but I did not concentrate as I brought my laptop over and I was more focusing on chatting, , Naijagroove and Nairaland. Prince, one of T's and my friend came to my side and told me that he got a job. I was astonished. he told me that he met this singaporean girl and she has a business in Malaysia and she is offering him a job in the company. He looks so happy cause its not easy for a foreignor to get a job in this country. . . Im glad that he has something to look forward to.
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25 June 2009
Went to work as usual and I just could not concentrate in my work. All I ever think about is Mr T and Alexander, my Cello. I seriously need to get Alexander a stand, a hydraumeter and soon I might upgrade him to a fibre glass bow. If I save up, I might even get him a mahagony fibre glass with 4' wheels hard case and also a case for my bow. I need to travel to the city to get all of these things because where I come from, no one has ever heard of a Cello. . . . . Simon (he is a guy which I use to know when I was a little girl. He plays the bass guitar with my father and uncles and now he is touring Asia just playing the bass guitar) told me that if Im good and I pratice hard, he would do a recording with me let me perform on tours and expose me to the music world. I told him I want to but I have my jobs. . . . . He told me that I should not waste my talents like that. I told him I will think about it.
He got me a few sites and books to learn about the Cello. He plan on buying a cello as well and learn it too. Im like great! Now all we need is someone whom wants t learn the Viola. Cause my sister is learning the violin so with 4 strings, this would be excellent.
As for Mr T, Im kinda worried about him. I dont know what is he trying to do really. . . . . . He told me not to spend unnecesarily for the house and that we needed to save money and so on but now he is buying new furnitures and new this and that and he got me another IPOD and a Big stuff teddy dog! I mean whats that all about? When I buy him something, he told me not to waste my money and to keep it but when he buys me something, it seem to him its all good, . . .
I told him about it and he said that because he is a guy. What does he mean by he is a guy? Like what? And he said because he is a man and should behave like a man. I told him I still dont get his point and he said this: Babe, please let me do my job ok?
I just kept quiet after that. . . . . . . Anyways, to those whom are reading this, I need your opinion especially to the guys here on what do you think he means by this?
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« #12 on: June 29, 2009, 02:03 AM » |
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27.6.2009
Got up and went to work. I came back at 12.00pm. By 1.30pm I went to church to do a choir rehearsal for church tonight. Went back at 4.30pm and took a shower and got ready. Byu 5.30pm I went to church and sat at the choir seats. We sang our heart outs and I was doing my thing. In the group, my sister is a tenor singer and Im an alto singer and the rest are all sapranos so its obvious that the both of us had to sing a little louder. When we finish the mass, everyone was clapping their hands. Its obvious that they enjoyed the choir alot. And I feel happy when people came up to us and said well done or good job and such lovely music, such heavenly sounds amazing and etc etc. It really makes me happy everytime I go to church just to sing.
After church I got a message from the company I work saying to meet up at Grand Forsett Hotel. There will be a Barbeque Party to celebrate the closeing of the Tendering Project. I rushed there and my colleagues and boss's are all there.Join in the party and chat chat chat and eat eat eat away. It was fun! Came back home at 11.00pm and practise my Cello / Viloncello for 2 hours. Had a back ache, finger aches, arm ache, neck ache. . . GOSH!
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28.6.2009
Got up and its a Sunday! Took a shower and went for Brunch. Than I went to the shopping mall with a bunch of flyers. Waited for my friends to come. This flyers is to promote a Show / COncert which I will be organizing this 22nd August,. Its to raise funds for the church. The show has like famous Malaysian Artist, Dancer, Magic shows, Clowns, Lion Dance, people playing music instruments and Musical Drama's. My friends came and we divided ourselves into three groups. Group A would give to each shop owners the flyers. Group B will give to the public coming in and out of the mall and Group C will place all flyers to the car at the parking basement area. When we're done, we had a drink and than I head straight back home. Took a shower and get change and rush to the Courteron Hall. Its a hall where people would do dance practises. I went there to meet up with the dancers whom will be dancing for this 22nd August. Amazing dancers they are! Seriously!
Went back at 6.00pm and took a shower. Got dress and went to Manikar Beach Resort because I promisee my friend Terance and Raymund, they both are DJ's that I would help them out with their beach party event. I went there and I saw Terence and Raymund playing some music and doing their strut.
They wave at me and I wave back. Do my thing which I always do. Check the floor plan, the sound systems, the PA systems, the mics, the instruments, the food, beverage and staffs running the show that night. Everything was in order. I went and greet with Terance and Raymund and I head back home by 11.30pm.
Went and practise my Cello / Violoncello for 3 hours. I got frustrated when I could not get 2 bars right in between. Simon told me that because my fingers were to short and my hands were too small. Yes, I know!!! But does not mean I cannot play right? Am not giving up. I just started learning this instrument by myself since May. It has only been a month or so. The next time Simon sees me, I would be on stage playing with him!
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« #14 on: June 30, 2009, 06:44 AM » |
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29.6.2009The usual, went to work and my boss is out station which gives me every opportunity to turn the music loud and dance and sing! YEAAAA! ;DT told me its not good doing that while Im working but I told him it keeps me motivated to work and he said nope, it keep me motivated to be more playful. Ok, maybe he is right Came back home and my friend Claudine from the City called me and she said she will reach to my hometown in 1 hour time and hope to meet up for dinner. Im like WHOT!?!? I took a bath and got dress and picked her up from the hotel which she was staying and brought her to a nice restaurant which I used to work for before. I had a Fish Broth Rice Noodle with prawns, beansprouts, Fried Tofu and cucumbers and she had a burger. She gave me some candles. She still remembers how much I love candles. We had a drive around my hometown and than she wanted to see my house cause she has never seen it. I brought her home and gave her a tour and then before I sent her back, I gave her a bottle of Bailey CHoc Mint Liqueur as a gift. We than call it a night. Before I slept, I called T and this is our conversation: Ring Ring Ring T: Hello Baby Gabby: Wassup ma half chinko half dudu handsome macho man? T: Yeye babe, look who be chinko? Gabby: Heheh! U no be chinko abi? The last time I check, u dey yarn in Chinko language jor. T: Hmmm. . . Yes, u are right. So how's your day been? Gabby: I went out with Claudine today. She drop by Labuan. T: Nice. Is she preety? Gabby: Yes, veryyyyyyyyy preety and thats why she is working for the Airlines. T: Ok, in that case, can you tell her that I wanna meet her and bring her out for clubbing? Gabby: Hmm. . . Well, I will give her your number so that she could call you ok? T; No nononono. I just want you to pass the message. Is that possible? Gabby: Ok, sure but you have to pay me money to do that cause I am broke. T: Ohhhhh. . . So now my babe is so smart to find money right? Including snatching money from her husband. Gabby: Who's my husbnad  T: Me of course!!! Dont u know that? Gabby: LOL! You are my husband? HUH! Very funny. Go you yeye fowl! T: So u dont love me abi? Gabby: U kiddin me? Of course I dont love you but I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE YOU! T: Funny girl. (laugh) Gabby. . . Gabby: Wetin? U want to fart abi? T: HAHA! How u know? I just did one a few secs ago!!! Gabby: EWWWW!!! U nasty boy! Ok babes, I just wanna tell u that your babe here is very very very very sleepy and she needs a beauty princess sleep. DO you mind? T: Beauty Princess Sleep ehn? Than the next thing I found out, u tell me u slep like a log or like a pig. What kinda princess is that? Gabby: Heheheheheh! Ok ooo. , . . Ok babe, Night Night. Cannot wait to see you. What you wanna have for lunch when you reach here? T: Can u please cook Jolof rice please? Gabby: Ok, sure. T: Thank you. Goodnight and sweet dreams. I love u baby. Gabby: Goodnight and sweet dreams to you too. Love u too handsome. Bye T: Byee my Queen. Send my regards to all your teddy's. Gabby: Ok, send my ragrds to the boys in da house. Tell them to be good or else Mama Ngozi Gabry will vex. T: LOL
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« #15 on: July 01, 2009, 01:55 AM » |
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Gabry (f)
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« #16 on: August 03, 2009, 06:16 AM » |
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Its been long since I posted here.
Have been busy with work and my projects and my recordings. . . Christopher Pereira wants to rap on stage with me. I told him I can rap but I aint good with words. He said he would make some dope lyrics for me and see if I could do it and Im like ok. . . But dont force me as Im doing this for the fun of it and not as a profession. . .
Anyways, my bf told me that I should reconsider having a career in the music industry but I told him to leave me alone. I have so much things up my sleeve and the last thing I wanna do is add another one (since he has complaint that I spend lesser time with him these days). . .
Im sorry to say but I chose love over my career. Its a fact. . If my husband is not happy, I am definitely not happy at all. Thats just it. Ive made up my mind to choose love/family over career. (My grandma and my mom would kill me I know but this is not their life, its mine. If I did anything wrong, at least its for me to regret it and learn from m y mistakes)
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« #17 on: August 04, 2009, 01:04 AM » |
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« #18 on: August 05, 2009, 08:52 AM » |
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I miss his smell and I miss his humour. I miss touching him and I miss his kisses. I miss feeling his hair and I mis massaging his head, shoulders and back. . . He is here but I felt distant. Its my fault and I know it. Ive been working like mad and I did not spend as much time with him lately and now this is my punishment. He went off to the city to work for a day and thats when I really miss him alot. . . How could I be this selfish? When he is not around, I suddenly felt like crying and I did. I didnt want to call him cause he might be busy but I couldnt help it. instead I message him. I message him telling him that I miss him and that I havent been spending time with him much and I will make it up to him. He then called me. . . Tony: Baby, why can't you call me to tell me this? Me: I dont want to bother you (talking with a shaky voice) Tony: DO you know how does it makes me feel? Me: Im sorry I didnt mean to Tony: U are crying right now and to be honest, Im very sad right now. Me: I didnt mean to make u sad. I swear Tony: Please talk to me. Dont keep it all in yourself. U know I dont like it. Me: I just dont know why I really miss u and I want to have you and all but I dont think I can Tony: I understand how u feel babe and infact, I feel this same emotions like all the time for you just that I express it in a manly way. Me: Manly? What do you mean? Tony: I always tell u I really miss u and I want you now now now! U dont remember? Well, thats how I express myself. U wont want me to cry abi? Im not a girl Me: But its not wrong for a guy to cry. My brother always cries. . . . . . . Tony: Your brother is a School boy. Thats just it. A man willnot cry cause a man has got to be a man Me: Ok, I hear ya Mr Hunk. Im sorry for being emotional. Maybe Mr Red is coming soon I guess. . . Tony: Yeah, I predicted it. Its ok, When he comes, I will talk to him ok? Me: U yeye ooo!!! HAHA! Tony: Im glad you're laughing right now. Anyways, we talked on phone for 2 hours 20 mins or so. . . And after that I felt much better and I slept well till morning. |
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Gabry (f)
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My father doesnt want me to be with any guys. . . He wants me single. He says that I should take care of him and my mother when we grown old. Even if I ant to get married, I shouldnt get marry to a foreignor and that I should get marry to a local guy.
They introduced me alot to man local guys but I feel any spark with them. I dont love them and I dont have feelings for them like the way I feel for Tony. They make it seem like Im some kinda machine whom will get use to any guy which comes my way. . . It doesnt work for me and to be honest, I just feel disgustd looking at any other guys. . . Even if I do, it will be just for playing around as Im kinda famous for my yeyeness anyways. .
I told my father that Im not interested and that I have life to live and they have theirs. I told them that its not fair for them to choose what kinda future Im going to have since they get to choose their life. . . My father got upset with me and he said that Im a dissapointment to him. . .
Tony told me that this will happen as it has happened to his sister before but he has to face it sooner or later no matter what and he will face my father. I told him that we both are very stubborn cause both of us are born in the Month of May and we willget what we want and we shall live the life which we want to live.
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Gabry (f)
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So this is Gabry's Diary right? lol!!!! Shit! U speak the truth here. . . HAHAH! Sis, your story is lame!!!! U should not have embarrass yourself posting your real stories here. LOL! Anyways, let me drop sumthin here for GAB! Gab, as a brother, I would just like to tell u that I loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee playing around with you its because you are so playable! I love bullying you cause you are so Bullifle. I love teasing you cause you are so teasible. HAHA! Ok thats all. |
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My brother told me that I have too many friends and they are really good ones and really bad ones but he doesnt know why the bad ones has never took advantage of me. I told him that the reason why they dont its because I dont think that they are bad. He did not understand what I mean by that but I did not bother to even explain its because I myself do not understand what I mean by that. And he told me that I have too many NIgerian friends and I should be careful of them and that they might scam me. I told him that I will get scammed if its meant to be. . . And he ask me what do I mean. I did not bother to answer him and just smiled because I myself do not understand what am I talking about He complain to my mother saying that I talk like riddles and that Im confusing him. My mom told me to explain to him and dont confuse him and I say, when he is ripe at the right age, everything will come into place and I smiled at her. My mom looked sooo confuse there for a moment but she did not bother to ask me further. I went to my room, lie on my bed and close my eyes. My father came in and talks to me about the recession and how worried is he. I could not be bothered to even open my eyes and so I ask him this question while still closing my eyes: Have you gotten ready an umbrella before it rains? And he is like huh? What do u mean? Im talking about the recession and u8 are talking about the weather. And I told him: Dont worry dad, I have gotten ready an umbrella before it rains. Am good at collecting umbrella's. He paused and I think he left because I did not hear anymore rantings from him after that. Such a lovely day   |
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« #22 on: August 30, 2009, 12:07 PM » |
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Gabry (f)
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BLA!
« #23 on: August 31, 2009, 05:35 AM » |
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Gabry (f)
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« #24 on: September 12, 2009, 03:58 PM » |
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Gabry (f)
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:(
« #25 on: September 12, 2009, 04:26 PM » |
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Gabry (f)
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Single ?
« #28 on: September 22, 2009, 03:15 AM » |
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I feel like being single. I feel like breaking up with him. I just dont think I should be in a relaionship in the first place. What am I doing? I promised myself a long time ago that I woud be single for the rest of my life and continue to run my family's tradition and cultures. What am I doing with this man? What? Seriously, I think everything which I have done in this few years is a bloody waste of time and space. I should have listen to what my father told me and look what I have done now? I have messed up BIG TIME! BIG TIME!!! I nscrewed up and its not like me to screw up like this. What happen to me before? Love was never suppose to be in my dictionary. never! Why did it came? This love is by force abi? I dont know what I want!  |
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