Help! I Feel Really Terrible Now:

It's 4.52am and sleep is gone on a far distance journey.

I cant share this with my bf but might as well share it with the eagle eyed and the rabbit eared Nlanders, egba mi o (come rescue me o)

I'm sure a lot of you might want to sing 'ki ni big deal?' but temi yemi ( I know what i'm on about)

Being a victim of sexual assault from childhood, i'm so disgusted by what happened barely 5hrs ago.

My neighbour (Musa) is finally moving to 9ja after his PHD at the UNi and he paid my ticket to see me b4 he finally leaves for his business. As he is a good massager, I asked him to give me a last massage. ehmmmmmmn.

Of cos he enjoys it n so do I. Please guys, should that be a turn on---twasnt the first time afterall

He gave me this massage to the extent that I slept off and woke up only to find my full briefed pantis almost folded into half while he is still vigorously massaging my back, I feel disgusted rite now

I told him it was aiight n cudn't really bullshit him. This is some massage turned nightmare, A massage from hell,

I tell me bf everything, how do I live not letting him on on this after all his warnings about this awoof massage, aw do I sleep- it's morning already.

I feel like av got a diseases, my body itches. perhaps I should see a doctor too, Whadyu think guys?