Hi ladies & guys, how do you went about starting your first real love making with your bf/gf
I've neva really experienced a sex, but in what I'll call a love making,
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I was 19 then, I didn't think much of sex
after dvlopn interest in porno and watching loads of it over a month
I started acting awfully towards a girl nest to me
I started showing her not sign of love but lust, I started harasting her sexually. I can remember a day even infront of her dad on a fateful evening, I sat beside her then slid my inside her T-shirt and unhooked her bra. She didn't allow me to go any further. It was obvious she didn't like it, but she was well mannered she didn't want to put me into trouble so ,
With the urge still there, I continued harassing her after much disturbances,
unbelievably she allowed me my wicked wish with one condition,
I blame myself today I stuck to the condintion_I didn't penetrate
From then till date I havn't have another chance, I only masturbate poor me

May God forgive me sha !!