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Been really meaning to start this, but the thot of keepin up steady always drowns me, n my procrastinative nature really doesnt help matters.
finally, am here,
lets see how it goes
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hmmm!!!!, really started out on a very 'pissful' note today!!!  i really thot my day was gon end up all messed up n stuff, but thank heavens, it didnot. IMPATIENCE - would i really say that's my major flaw? naaah!!!, i really av this thing wt impatience. i mean like i get very pissed very easily. Funny thing is, boyfie actually calls it ' temper issues' n he thinks i cld really do wt some anger management tutorials    but hell no!!, dats so untrue and unfair. At this point in my life, am so mad at certain ppl in my life for one reason or the other n d worse part is they just never learn. HUMANS, always tappin into their selfish side the most. i aint really one to judge, but as much as i try to be a good friend to my friends, i think they in return r just praise singers wu wld always be there cos there's somfin in it for them. so i am officialy searching for a best friend, n its really funny how av neva really had a best friend growin up. was always one kid wu loved keepin to herself not cos i am anti-social or somfin, its just me really. funny how i transformed to a mini comedian in my adolescent days, lol anyways, back to my day ---- rainy day which almost messed up my waka-jugbe from lere-festac-vi-lere, i sidon for bus sotay, my nyash run go inside, but seriously 2hrs in traffic for a journey which is supposed to be 45mins max, wasnt beans. But thank God my day went well, The future is bright. i believe, mo gbagbo!!! |
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jugz (f)
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i really have to hit the island again this morning!!, got some un finished business to deal with today n tomoro. Lord pls let this ASUU strike be called of na, so i can go round up my clearance n know am done wt scl for good, but wait oh!! i'll miss my baby sis's company cos she'll have to get back to scl when they call it off. awwww!!!  . anyway, make she sef become mini graduate like me. PRANK CALLS - - - hmmm!!! |
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Mehn!! Just leavin d island, Left v.i at about 4.50pm and this is 6.06pm n am still on eko bridge, Hmmm! Naija is really blessed.
I'm in a bus n its a really really annoyin ride, rangin from d guy directly behind me whose phone rings like a discotheque n has no phone etiquette at all to d 'health officer' woman who is sittin by d driver n spends d better part of d journey scrutinisin ppl hawkin stuff n their hygiene level,
So so hungry, only meal av had today is gala sausage n a cup of coffee, (perfect start to weight loss, lol), wit d rate at which d traffic n everyfin is goin, i doubt if i'll get home before 7pm. Make i no sha faint in front of my door o!!! Today was a really hectic one, had to sit put all day workin on a spot such that i lost track of time n all goin on around me. I didnt even get to facebook or chat on messenger (my daily essentials) at all, Well, they say 'all's well dat ends well', Here's to the hope that 2mao wil bring a bumper pay to compensate 4 al d wahala, else, I NO DO AGAIN!!!
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Finally, am done with the event av been running around tryna organise for abt 3days now, n phew!!! i thank God its over n it was a success. Now my life as a fresh jobless graduate continues. Dear God!! u know i really need dis job, i just wonder y d calls r not forth coming, is it somefin wrong or just d reality of being a nigerian graduate that is revealin itself to me??? I remain positive n keep my fingers n toes curled. PRANK CALLS!!!, IS IT REALLY WORTH THE STRESS/HEARTACHE?? an incident happened 2days ago. my cousin who doesnt live in lag came visitin me in lag n aparently, she has a boyfriend who works wit a multinational company here in lag. Sensing d guy was up to somfin fishy, or wld i say just followin her instincts, she drafted a friend of hers to chat him up, pretending to b some random chic he met at a function a week back. well, koko of d oro is dat d guy tripped n fell for it n ended up arranging hook-up wt d caller in d space of abt 1hr, My cousin was mad n so shocked . She ended d relationship instantly. Now i ask, is it really worth d trauma, i mean goin thru d pain of finding out thru a prank call? was she too quick in her decision? was d guy really showin his randy side or just being a 'SOJI' guy n plannin his away runs? i really av alot of questions on dis but i just cant get d answers. Where does trust come in here, i mean i thot it was supposed to b d foundation of a relationship. as for me, i'm speechless o  |
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jugz (f)
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Nairaland sha!!!!, person go jst wake up see one thing. I sha knew someone was excited about the front page, cos the rate at which topics of posts were being dumped there was suprising, to d extent that even topics dat dint make sense being there somehow found their way there. Now they've said d 'Front page experiment is over', let's hope so!! God!!! i wonder what naija is turning to?. my mum left the village since wednesday morning by 9am n is yet to get to lagos as at 10pm last night she called to say their bus was stuck in traffic at ore cos d roads are terribly bad n they had to crash up somwher n continue their journey today. Now that makes it two days on the road for a journey which is supposed to be 8hrs max  . I'm not suprised o. This country is so friggin messed up, that somtyms i just wish i wasnt a nigerian cos really there is nothing to b excited abt down here o i swear. But mehn!! come to think of it, my grandma's burial is next month n am supposed to go o  , yeepa!!! i don enta my own o, cos i dont see myself crashin on d road o. My only escape route is if i get a job before d end of this month, so i think i'll just work towards it. This isnt me being a bad kid o, its just dat i hate the thot of burials n av neva attended any cos i dont feel good abt them n dis bad road issue na major source of concern o, all d same i love my late granny sha n i wish her eternal rest. Anyway, my day begins right about now after i send this post n logout. its not lyk av gat anyfin in particular to do asides house chores, but then u neva can tell somefin may just come up. |
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Wow!!! woke up this morning to hear that ASUU has called off d yeye strike, but ssanu &ut d nasu r yet to do same cos apparently, Adams Oshiomhole only intervened in d ASUU saga. There is gon be a NEC meeting of ASUU $ ssanu dis evening n by next week there shld b a feedback, but d good thing is dat all parties av reached an agreement wt d FG. LONG THING!!!!I thank God my mum arrived safely yesterday afternoon, mehn!!! it was a horrible experience for her crashing ind bus n all dat n she sounded a note of warning, dat we shld prepare our minds for d same next month when goin for granma's burial. in fact she has already planned dat we'll leave 2days b4 d scheduled date, just incase d roads r still in d same state  WHICH IS VERY RIDICULOUS!!! i told her dat if i got a job, i wldnt be able to go, n she said 'for where!!' dat wateva it is dat will prevent me from going, dat she wil pray against it, GOD!!! y is she doin this to me na? wat av i done wrong eh?!! asides d fact dat i hate d thot of goin to dat borin village at dat time of d year, d thot of avin to crash up in a bus is HELLISH!!! i'm in a fix right now o, n i cant afford to rebel mt way outta dis, Dat aside sha, i think i woke up on d sad side of my bed today!!! am sick of lazying around all day at home wt nothing to do. d stupid ASUU strike is also part of my present predicament cos if they didnt start their dirty strike wen dey did, we wld av bin cleared for nysc by now but thanks to dem, we prolly wont b goin to serve till march next year, cos despite d fact dat we were able to write exams b4 the strike started, we cldnt do our final clearance cos d strike had started fully after exams. Been applying for temp jobs which i can do while i wait for nysc, but d jobs seem not to be comin n am really gettin impatient cos av been at home since July. Am even sick of ppl tellin me to b patient wen they r nt even willin to help, SHIOR!!! so i guess my idleness inspired my doing this. However bad it feels now, i know i'll survive this, its just a matter of time |
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NICOLE SCHERZINGER - HAPPILY EVER AFTER
I don't think I want this anymore, "
As she drops the ring to the floor.
She says to herself, "You've left before, "
"This time you will stay gone, that's for sure."
And he shouted something else
she drag her suitcase down the path,
To the driveway.
She had never gone that far.
Normally this would be
The time that she
Would let him talk her out of leaving,
But this time, without crying,
As she got into her car, she said,
[Chorus:]
"No
'Happily Never After'
That just ain't for me.
Because finally,
I know
I deserve better, after all
I'll never let another teardrop fall."
As she drove away she starts to smile, (yeah)
Realized she hadn't for a while.
No destination, she drove for miles
Wondering why she stayed in such denial.
She was laughing about the way he shouted something else (shouted something else)
To drag her suitcase down the path,
To the driveway (to the driveway),
She had never gone that far (oh, no)
Normally this would be, the time that she (yeah)
Would let him talk her out of leaving, but this time, without crying,
As she got into her car, she said,
[Chorus:]
"No
'Happily Never After'
That just ain't for me
(that just ain't for me)
Because finally,
I know I deserve better
After all
I'll never let another teardrop fall."
I'm done, I'm done, said I'm so done, (so done, yeah).
I'm free, I'm free, so free
Free to be me, yeah.
She inhales an air she'd never breathed before
the air of no drama no more.
she said " No
Happily Never After'
That just ain't for me"
"I know
I deserve, better after all
I know I'll never let another teardrop fall"
"No
''Happily Never After''
That just ain't for me"
Because finally,
I know
I deserve better, after all
I'll never let another teardrop fall"
"No
'Happily Never After'
That just ain't for me"
Because finally,
I know
I deserve better, after all
I'll never let another teardrop fall (ohh)
another teardrop fall
I love the song ‘happily eva after’ by Nicole scherzinger, cos the storyline is one I can relate to. Sometimes people decide to stay in relationships in which they r hurting, not becos they are stupid or blind, but cos they hope that someday things will work out right…. But at some point, they realize that its never gon b dat way anymore n that’s when they take d bold step n bow out….painfully tho, wit a resolve to get on with their lives.
I’m a young lady in her mid 20s, a fresh graduate of engineering from a university in lagos. I was born in d north after which my parents moved to lagos wen I was abt 3yrs n since then, they decide to stay put in lag. So most times, I really love to say I was born n bred here in lagos. I love LASGIDI (lagos) n cant imagine livin outside lagos cos its fun here, despite d struggle.
I grew up a very reserved, shy n ‘bookwormish’ kid, but lost some of those attributes somewhere along the line growin up by no fault of mine tho.
I love music wt a burning passion. I eat music, sleep music, work wt music, anyfin just name it. I listen to all genres, although rock still remains top on my list. I love computers n gadgets too, i love watching tv shows n series n I think I prefer that to movies sha!!!. I don’t like action movies, love thrillers a lot. I love beans and plantain a lot too.
Been in relationships, say abt 3 of them (presently d 3rd), d first was a very close friend of d family I didn’t particularly feel anyfin 4, jst dated him cos I was fresh from secondary scl n he was on my neck abt taking d friendship to the next level so I obliged him n I guess he later realized he shld av just let us remain just friends like b4, well, shit happens!! My 2nd relationship was awesome (well almost) in the sense that he was the first guy I eva fell in love with n I gav him my all, but these things aint always reciprocal attimes. We dated for abt 2yrs before we parted ways n after then I went into my shell.
I am presently dating a programmer, he Is everything a girl wld wish for, a best friend n confidant, just name it. But then he came around at a time I was broken n it took him hell to ‘fix me’ n get me outta my shell cos I really dint want any commitments but he made me realize his intentions were genuine…. I cld go on n on, but d summary is: its been crazy but I thank God for where I am now n for where I am headed.
Enough said for now guys, will continue some other time. Lest I forget, I got a call from one of d places I applied to come for a test next week, which means I gats study all thru d weekend cos am a bit rusty o!!
GOODNIGHT Y’ALL xoxo
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Been sampling some naija songs since i woke up dis morning, but emphasis on two songs which are; The first is 'Osondi owendi' which is a remix of a song originally done by late chief Stephen Osita Osadebe, d remix was done by mc loph ft. flavour (nabania). I'm really impressed with wat those guys did wit d song, they totally converted d song to a very chasis dance track which would really get u moving your body even if u dont want to at first. I really dig d track o   and i hope the late chief will smile when he hears it in heaven, lol  The second is igwe by Kelly Handsome. its supposed to be a diss track for mohits(wande coal n dbanj) n terry G. Now, i'm not particularly a fan of dbanj, but all d same i really dont get d point to d diss. i still dont get why artists should sing tracks in which they diss each other, for crying out loud if u dont av anything else to write about, y dont u take a chill n look for some sorta inspiration from elsewhere. anyhow sha, na dem sabi!!! me i no like d song sha  will really be doing a bit of studying today, God grant me speed o cos mehn!!! e don tey wey i carry book o. NICE WEEKEND Y'ALL xoxo |
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u guys cant guess d most hilarious request i got today!!!, my mum wants to join FACEBOOK!!!, LWKMD!, Can u just imagine that? it happened that she had always noticed how we were always facebookin on d laptop n on phone, n then she asked wat it was all about n i gave her full details, n then to my surprise she was lik ''PLS WLD U GUYS SIGN ME UP?''. I burst into laughter n myself n my sister had fun making fun of her n her quest, Service was great today n we had fun n lots of grub, cos yesterday was the pastor's buffdaei n he declared for us today after service. Nothing much really cos today was just a regular day like everyoda weekend, nothing much happened except a lot of gist wt my mama. expecting my pops today. kinda like weneva he comes around cos there's always cash to throw around (dat kain tin) |
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well, it's really been hectitc n all, but i thank God. some interesting stuff av really been happening of late. A very good friend of mine (i call him my juke box) n his chic r having serious issues n d guy is going sane. Myself n jukebox met last year, here on nairaland in the official naija music request thread in d music section. i request songs n he uploads them, somwhere along d line we became friends. we later got to hook up n we discovered we were from d same village n all dat, we became very good friends sha, A few days ago, i read one of his posts which was a public apology to d chic he was supposedly married to on fb, i then commented on it, he then buzzed me on msgr n we got gisting abt d issue wt d babe o. Apparently, d girl is goin thru a phase (u kno this indecisive kinda phase when your tryna make up your mind on stuff), n jukebox feels like he's being shut out. He's been apologising, calling, texting, visiting, all to no avail. d last time dey talked she said jukebox wasn't d cause of d issues theyve been avin, n he then asked dat dey shld go bk to d way things were b4 n she said no. Right now d guy is confused n in a mess cos he loves dis girl like mad n he didnt expect stuff like dis wld happen to him. I gave him my candid advice n told him to to take it easy n if its really meant to be, it will eventually be but if things go awkward, he shld take it like a man n move on with his life. But the hilarious part of it was when jukebox told me that he really liked me back then n wanted to ask me out, but he felt intimidated, i then asked him y?? n he said it was cos of my age . i am actually 4years older than jukebox. i laughed out real hard n loud cos i never really sniffed it one bit at all. i just saw jukebox as a nice young man who was fun hanging out with. When boyfie (Ben) n i were gisting about it, he said he had noticed all along cos jukebox was always ready to go to any length to do anyfin for me n dat was odd, but he didnt fret cos he knew jukebox didnt hav dat much guts!!! how come everyone noticed it except me? na wa o Finally, today was d d-day for the test, it was supposed to be for 10am, but i got there by 9.35am but d security man refused to let me into the premises cos he felt i came too early to the venue, i had to go hang around in an eatery till it was 10am prompt. I went on for d test n it went fantastically well, i knew all d questions n finished all except one, i thank God sha, n they said they'll get bk to me, God na your hand i dey!!! Went to chill out with a friend at the galleria afterwards n we had so much fun window shoppin n we ended up filling raffle tickets for noki promo, hopin to win d E71 we had both been dreaming off. lol we r still hopeful sha. lets see how it goes, lol lol lol I thank God for everything sha cos i believe it is well o, |
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LET IT GO By T, D. Jakes There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. The bible said that, they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us. [1 John 2:19] People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead, You've got to know when it's dead. You've got to know when it's over. Let me tell you something, I've got the gift of good-bye. It's the tenth spiritual gift, I believe in good-bye, It's not that I'm hateful, it's that I'm faithful, and I know whatever God means for me to have He'll give it to me. And if it takes too much sweat I don't need it. Stop begging people to stay. Let them go!! If you are holding on to something that doesn't belong to you and was never intended for your life, then you need to, LET IT GO!!! If you are holding on to past hurts and pains , LET IT GO!!! If someone can't treat you right, love you back, and see your worth, LET IT GO!!! If someone has angered you. LET IT GO!!! If you are holding on to some thoughts of evil and revenge, LET IT GO!!! If you are involved in a wrong relationship or addiction, . . . LET IT GO!!! If you are holding on to a job that no longer meets your needs or talents LET IT GO!!! If you! u have a bad attitude, . . , LET IT GO!!! If you keep judging others to make yourself feel better, LET IT GO!!! If you're stuck in the past and God is trying to take you to a new level in Him, LET IT GO!!! If you are struggling with the healing of a broken relationship . . , LET IT GO!!! If you keep trying to help someone who won't even try to help themselves. . . , LET IT GO!!! If you're feeling depressed and stressed , LET IT GO!!! OK GUYS!!!, i borrowed d above post from a friend on facebook n decided to share i wt y'all here on nairaland, i woke up today feeling 'funny'. its officially 7days to my birthday n 14days to my 2nd year in a relationship wt my present boyfie, now to the relationship part, is it odd dat u wake up one day n u hate your boyfriend n a second day u love him like u've neva? like d mixed feelings kinda thing. thats how i feel right now cos i cant really place my finger on what exactly it is. dont get me wrong, i kno i love n care for him n all dat, but sometimes i really feel like am overdoin it n i shld just simmer for a while, Lord!! i dunno wat to do cos am sick of fighting these feelings. or maybe its just a thing with today, cos truth is i didnt even feel like writing anyfin here today, even tho i had a lot in mind n even as i am typing, i still feel d urge not type anymore. I dunno, but sometimes i feel like am not havin enough fun in my life, like i need to go out more, see more guys asides my boifriend, make more friends n impact more in people's lives n really live a fulfilled life such dat wen i eventually settle down in marriage, i wont feel like i've not seen it all. I hate d thot of my birthday comin so close cos i begin to do a whole lotta reflection on my past years, like have i been better than previous times?? what do i need to change n stuff like dat, My one prayer to God most times is dat i 'get it right' cos truth is once uv missed it, u'll always live wt some bit of regret n mehn!!! dat can b sooooo sooo bad. Anyways, i'll just try to make myself happy n not ponder on anythign dat'll bother me cos truth is i'm not getting any younger n d sooner i realise dat n live my life to d fullest, d better it will be for me. Life is too short u know n time no dey wait for any man oo R.I.P NICHOLAS ANUKANTI, may your soul rest in the bossom of the lord. |
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ok pple, this diary is supposed to be abt my life, everyday as it comes, so don't blame me if it gets boring from time to time, e dey happen like dat o!! I had a sorta educating day today, as i tagged along with a friend (in form of an assistant) to an Insurance firm to get some added info abt d firm as regards a software application he was gonna build for them. so!! first port of call was d head of technical's office, when we got there d guy seemed so busy with his laptop, dat he hardly even looked us in d face while offering us seats, like ten mins after we sat down, he eventually left d laptop to attend to us. Then my seat kinda shifted n i got a good look at his laptop, lo n behold!! our dear oga was facebooking o!!! call it gbeborun or wateva u like, but am like, wat on earth i dis elderly man doing on facebook? ? too bad i didn't look well enough to see his name, else i for don go add am sharp sharp o!!!! just for curiousity sake, lol, FACEBOOK?!!! its funny what it does to a large percentage of its members, myself inclusive o . But realy a friend of mine once put up a status which read "FACEBOOK = REDUCTION IN PRODUCTIVITY". Dat topic really sparked up lots of debates n reactions n we had a good laugh, fights n fun wt it. But really o, to think of it eh, does facebookin during work hours distract one from achieving some pertinent goals and targets??? So d meeting wt baba facebook went well, n urs truly learnt a whole lot about insurance n its benefits. But meanwhile, there was dis guy from d IT dept who was there with us for d meetin, mehn!! dat guy is a hunk, i had to steal glances from time to time, i mean like handsome, clean shave , tall dark dude casually but smartly dressed in a shirt n pair of jeans. Geez! i gbadun d guy jare o cos i gat a thing for smart IT guys. Anyways, my liver could only allow me look but not TOUCH, hehehe On d homefront, i'm kinda pissed at stuff which av been goin on of late. My cousin came around from d east, actually she is gon b around for a while cos she's on IT. Now she is d definition of FAT n she loves food n chops, n really feels doesnt watch what she eats (as per FAT chic). my mum is some one who cant stand FAT young ladies especially d unmarried ones, cos accordin to her, d guys wld look over your shoulder cos u really wont make an inital lasting first impression (yeah right!!!, anyway, dats her old school theory) The thing is, my mum n elder sister (who i wldnt call anything close to slim) have taken to a new hobby which is dissing my cousin n tabling her matter after my cuz leaves for work. this has been goin on for weeks now to a point dat am tempted to lash out at d both of them, but am still keeping my cool. My issue wt it is dis, if u feel she is too fat n becomin unappealing, y not sit her down nicely n talk to her about it, for crying out loud, d poor girl may not even see anyfin wrong wt her size o!!! E dakun!! E bami be won o!!! In my quest to be a berra person, i wanna start keepin track of d cool n uncool things i do everyday. i'll start with today Cool - i took a challenge n did somefin new n different today Uncool - left some vital issues unsorted out, delay could be dangerous at this point oo!! Heart issues at stake o |
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'Part of the list' & 'stop this world r two songs which have really rocked my day. Ne-yo!!!, mahn! dat guy is out of this world, he just knows how to do dem songs right. i love his style jare,
had a very cool day today, hung out with a friend i met on facebook (i call him my Eseries boyfriend). D guy is kinda cute, but he's kinda petite, anyway i had fun gisting n gettin to know him. From there, i waka go my church friend bridal shower o. it was my first ever, i really enjoyed myself n trust na, enough chops dey kampe. Yours sincerely no slack o,
Uncool - i lied to someone dear today, not cos i wanted to but cos i wanted to play safe, i swear!!! i no go do am again
gudnyt
xoxo
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still loving my songs from yesterday,
I'm posting d lyrics here for no reason asides d fact dat i love d song
Stop This World Lyrics
Okay
I woke up in heaven today
She kissed me I floated away (away)
Never felt anything so great
(mmm)
Alright
Now I brace myself for the fights
Somethin' must go wrong, cause it's way too right
I’m light as a feather tonight
(yeah yeah)
Cause I can’t feel the ground
Someone let me down
I've never felt so high as I do now
It's too good to be true
I don’t deserve you
I've never felt a love strong enough to
Stop this world from spinning
Stop this world from spinning
(yeah yeah)
And I see
Heaven when she looks at me
In her smile is the most amazing dream
And in her eyes I fall asleep
(woah-ah)
And I hope (hope)
Hope that she can see through the smoke
Of my imperfections into my soul
And my heart where she has control (she has control)
Cause I can’t feel the ground
Someone let me down
I've never felt so high as I do now
It's too good to be true
I do deserve you
I've never felt a love strong enough to
Stop this world from spinning
(Hey hey hey)
Happiness like this can never last (can never last)
Turns into the memories of the past (turns into the memories of the past)
Here today and gone just as fast (oh, gone just as fast)
And I can’t feel the ground
Someone let me down
I said I’ve never been so high as I am now
Its too good to be true
I do deserve you
I've never felt a love strong enough to
Stop this world from spinning (hey, hey, hey)
Stop this world from spinning
My baby sis runs back to scl today with d hope dat d ASUU stryk is gone for good, Its really gon get much more boring cos she was my only companion at home since i came back home from scl. My own school has started its own internal strike, so scl cant even resume for us to get our final clearance done, *sighs*, it is well
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Happy birthday to Jugz
Happy birthday to jugz
happy birthday, happy birthday
happy birthday to jugzwell its my birthday today n i'm very grateful to God cos e no b beans marra o!! D day started quite as expected wif lots of calls, texts, inboxes n wall posts on facebook n on my phone. Sotey even first bank send me buffdae msg, i wonder wen dey started being customer friendly n all dat Anyways, i feel kinda odd being a year older cos truth is i'm still reluctant to face some of d challenges ahead of me. sometyms i always feel like i'm neva gon get things right. i hav issues, a bunch of them really, n i'm tryin real hard to ease dem off, but mehn!!! sometyms i feel lyk i cant take anymore. call me stupid, but i dunno y i still cant get over my ex. i really liked d guy n all dat but we had a lotta communication issues, until it finally broke down totally n we both parted ways. i was hurt n all dat but managed to move on wt my life, which i did. in my very angered state i wrote some nasty things about him here on NL n somehow he came across dem, n a whole lot of hateful stuff went down. somethings av been happenin of late n find myself bein drawn to him again but deep down i kno dats drastic. shit happens tho, n i gats deal wt it mahn!!! anyways, since am hell bent on not dwellin on how issued i am by rantin abt it, i'll just use dis opportunity to just start afresh on a clean state n put all d crappy fins behind me. i really need to make d best outta my life cos dats wat we here for innit?!! To all those who made my day today, i wanna say thanks a bunch n may d lord reward y'all accordingly. i love u all n i appreciate u guys. thanks
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my song of d day is WARNING SIGN by COLDPLAY, Coldplay is anoda group i love soo much, alongside nickelback (i've actually been silently wishing dat Chad kroeger of nickelback, will be at my wedding to sing me a special number,, crazy huh?!!! i can imagine d weird looks dat will be on d guest's faces , my mum inclusive, lol!!. thats when she'll believe that dis her pikin has finally flipped, like she had been suspectin all dis yle. Among some other crazy stuff i imagine abt myself is dat on my wedding day, i wldnt wear d same hairstyle everyone wears these days, u know d same old style of weave-on n stuff, i'd rather do a crazy cut like one of those dat rihanna wears. i'm a sucker for any hairstyle dat has to do with trimming, i.e. take a bow n d likes. on d local scene, i've been digging d song SHAWTY by BRYMO, i love the 'bata so mi were were' chorus anyway my post here today isnt gon be in any particular order, thus my title for tonite. as i am posting this, my family n i are watching d u-17 match btw nigeria n germany, those small oyinbo boys r just killing our 'over-aged looking' players (apologies to patriotic football lovers ooo) but mehn!!! it doesn't feel like they r playing a match o. i dont blame my neighbour who says dat since 'Yaradie' became presido, we've not won anyfin in d football arena. But really its not our fault na, when things no dey ok for top, how d body go dey alright? anyway dem don score o!!! up naija, lol! Had an exciting post-birthday outing wt my boo. Went to see the move ‘the ugly truth’ at e-centre…. It was a very funny movie featuring Katherine Heigl n Gerald Butler. Imagine Gerald Butler when he’s not shoutin….SPAAAARTTAAANZ!!!, TOOOOONIGHT WE FIGHT!!, LOL. anyways, I really enjoyed d movie, n next on my list is ‘The figurine, cos I heard its sooo interesting. It was an exciting week all in all, n I thank God for evryfin. He has always been there for me when I least expect. Still expectant of that “phone-call” from my employers, dat I shld com pick up my letter n I am positive dat it’ll come this week max…. Gotta get back to my match o!!! its getting kinda interesting considering d fact dat am not a football fan….lol. |
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A warning sign,
I missed the good part then I realized,
I started looking and the bubble burst.
I started looking for excuses.
Come on in,
I've gotta tell you what a state I'm in,
I've gotta tell you in my loudest tones,
That I started looking for a warning sign.
When the truth is,
I miss you.
Yeah the truth is,
That I miss you so.
A warning sign,
You came back to haunt me and I realized
you were an island and I passed you by,
You were an island to discover.
Come on in,
I've gotta tell you what state I'm in,
I've gotta tell you in my loudest tones,
That I started looking for a warning sign.
When the truth is,
I miss you.
Yeah the truth is,
That I miss you so.
And I'm tired,
I should not have let you go.
So I crawl back into your open arms.
Yes, I crawl back into your open arms.
And I crawl back into your open arms.
Yes, I crawl back into your open arms,
my song - Warning sign
ami jobless??? yes i am o! n sleep isnt forthcoming
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as usual, wide awake!! n watching a naija movie/browsin on my laptop. d movie is kinda wack sha, but i cld still manage to enjoy a thing or two abt it. these past few days, i never get to sleep till abt 3am o, n its scary I got a lot of things to thank God for. Today marks my 2nd year in a relationship with my bobo  its mixed feelings for me, cos its been hectic. I thank God cos every single experience has helped in grooming me into a responsible yong lady. Granted, i have my flaws but God has been faithful. i have learnt a whole lotta stuff n i feel like i never stop learning everyday. Thank u God for evrything, n to you my dearest Bobo, God bless u sooo soo plenty n thanks for all u've been. i know its been tough n all dat, but d lord is our strength n i believe he'll see us thru evry step we take n he'll perfect all things within us. love u dearie, seriously tho, i wake up evry morning n somtyms i loose track of how gracious d lord has been to me. sometyms am even selfish n grumble abt wat i dont av or wat i expect dat i deserve but dont have. Lord i wanna say i'm truly sorry for those times. i do appreciate everyfin uv been n done for me, even tho my human selfish nature takes d better part of me somtyms. help me to love u more Lord. Anyways, i'm looking forward to my day with my dear bobo today, wldn't miss d fun for anything. kash ya larer!! |
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« #19 on: October 28, 2009, 10:42 PM » |
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i'm worried o, what can i do wif myself o? ? feel like am wasting o!!! too much sugar intake!!!! red flag suffer-head days r almost here need something to do as soon as possible, kinda liking some weird songs of late got very pissed yesterday, n stopped being friends wt one of my supposedly close friends, she's a pain in d butt, n just doesn't wanna grow up. i'll talk about it in my next post. but really, i had to delete d texts i sent to her from my phone cos they wre scary . Jugz!!! ogini ka i na agho dis days?? but mahn!! i was damn pissed. i'm tryna deal with my temper issues, even tho i've always denied havin it. Lord, na your hand i dey o |
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hmmm!!!, i really miss being a 'lepa' oooo. its not dat av become an excessive 'orobo', just dat am really beginning to gain some flesh here n there n its really annoying. i've always loved being slim n i try my best to stay dat way, but i guess it comes wt d age thingy, n coming from a family where there's no record of any lepas, i wonder where dat leaves me. but seriously tho i really need to do something abt is sharply!!!! wow!! really can't believe Bode George made it to jail, n with no fine option!!! mahn!!! dats gangster o, i kinda feel for d guy now o, so na for jail he'll relieve his grey days. hmmmmm been taking all dem 'jobless ppl quiz' on fcbk, cos these days, i dunno wat to wif my tym as a jobless girl anymore |
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i'm not particularly one who's unpatriotic, but the state of things in nigeria is nothing to write home about. Truly, it seems llike everyday d devil keeps taking more possesion of our leaders, i wonder if they ever sit back n watch things going on, asides what their yeey advisers tell dem. This country is in a total mess n no-one seems ready to fix anything or look around to see dat ppl r really suffering in dis damn messed-p country, i step outside my house n i see a lot of traffic, not becos ppl r movin around but because d queue at d filling station is crazy, n ppl r running helter skelter wif kegs n all-what-not in preparedness for the deregulation shit or wateva it is called. i can imagine what d price of t-fare wld be by monday morning. i mean, as i speak right now, they'v stopped selling fuel, claiming it is finished. but i'm so damn sure they've hoarded d remaining somewhere thus causin artificial scarcity. i really hate this country!!! i swear i do. i remenber d days when i still used to av faith dat someday things will b berra n all dat, but truth b told, nigeria is dying slowly n its only God who has d solution to your issues o. forget wateva any idiot is saying o, cos they r all d same o. i mean, they barely just called off d ASUU strike, n now dis how long wld we really continue like dis? how long will we continue to b livin like slaves in our own country? how long will ppl need to keep running away in search of greener pastures, as if our country isn't green enough?? for how long??? Gosh!!! its saddenin dat come october 2010, nigeria will be 50 years n what do we av to show for it!! i'm really so sad, bitter n angry at all dats happening. God abeg o, if its something we've done wrong, forgive us n come to our rescue. |
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.....ORIN
« #22 on: November 01, 2009, 09:56 PM » |
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yaaaaaay!!!, i finally found it, after diggin all this yle. i mean dis cute song 'orin' by ADOL. just love d lyrics, its kinda calm. dunno but dats d best word i can use to describe it, ok, PHCN or NEPA has decided to put us on 'simply active' package (noon - midnight) this month, as against d 'simply sleepy' package (midnight - noon) we were on last month. well, i noticed d trend since i got home in august, n these r my observations: August - simply sleepy September - simply active October - simply sleepy November - simply active n judging by my permutation n combination, by xmas we wld be on 'simply sleepy'. well, wetin man go do. so i'd av to move all my serious work to d daytime. so i'm guessin its more sleep at night, at least my mum will b happier now cos she feels i av a problem cos i dont sleep at night. she says she doesnt understand how a normal human being wldnt be sleepin wen others are doin so. well, na she sabi!!! Thinking of using this my idle time to learn how to drive, well at least it's being productive na? better than lazying around idly. well lets see how dat goes. it seems all my old agbalagbaish toasters r just re-surfacing from space. seriously, 3 of 'em in 3days. E be lyk say na winsh o!! lol!. Can u imagine o, cos dem don hear say i no b dat undergrad babe anymore, na marriage proposal dem wan use toast their 'pikin' mate. wats wt all dese old men sef? abeg o!! if na winsh, i bind u wt d blood of lamb! get behind me SATAN!! LOL service was great today!!! no sermon, just praise n testimonies, n also some 'supreme fun blast' after service to cool d hot sun, lol! thank God for d day generally. wasn't soo odd, bt i had fun in my lil way. miss my kid sis, even tho she neva calls anyone, but i kno she's fine. LEAVIN NOW, BUT MAY B BK SHA!! XOXO |
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i'm happy for a certain someone, cos things are really turning out positive for him. this is someone who's made a lotta sacrifices in d past, despite being mocked by a lotta ppl n being called stupid. well, i thank God for him n i pray say e go continue to dey better dey go o!!!
I started my day with a very inspiring post from Linda Ikeji's blog, n mehn!! it really helped me stay positive today. i feel lighter n more determined to keep being positive, no matter what i am going thru presently.
had a lovely day today, went to a part of lag i rarely go to - IKEJA!!!, cant believe i'v been there only thrice. well, e dey happen sha. had fun hanging out, i think i shld do dis more, lol
really expectant this week, God na your hand i dey o!! no forget your pikin abeg.
now, i've got some panks to play. wil b right bk here wt all d juicy info
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ok, i'm chatting wt an ex-classmate of mine on yahoo msgr about the latest trend going on these days, which is 'most of my female classmates getting pregnant n then marriage some 6months after', n he's like 'whatsup wt me?, when am i getting my own spiral flow? . i tell him dat in say 2-3yrs from now, n d yeye boy bursts into an embarassingly long laughter which makes to stop to check if there was anything wrong wt my answer. ok, seriously tho, i wanna settle down in abt 2-3 yrs from now cos i really am not in a rush. i'm kinda taking my time cos i want to be comfortable wt my choices. i dont wanna go head-long into marriage cos everyone i know is getting married or becos i think my boyfriend n i have perfect chemistry or something i think is close to dat. Given 2-3yrs time, i wld av finished my nysc, gotten an ok job n shld b fully ready to take up responsibilities as someone's wife. well, SO HELP ME GOD!!! still on msgr o!, hmmm! ewu a tala m igu n'ishi o some ppl dont just get d fact dat they r so boring n it takes d grace of God to leave dem on your msgr list. there is dis guy on my list, well he buzzed me from NL some 2 yrs bk, n i added him to mu list. this guy is a definition of boring with capital B. most tymes he comes online, n keeps sayin 'wasup', 'how r u' until u either log in or go invisible. ok o! na so i login today o, n left msgr to do some stuff on FB., I get bk to msgr n see some funny msgs like: HELLO
BUZZ
I KNOW SHE WILL NOT ANSWER
BECOS U THINK SAY U FINE, MAKE EVERYBODY GO DIE ABI?
LEMME TELL U, SOMEDAY your BEAUTY WILL FADE AWAY O,
SHAKARA OLODE!!
U BE GOD?!!!
STUPID GIRLat first i was like 'u've gotta b kiddin me', i wanted to just close d tab n forget wat d stupid dude was sayin, until d guy resurfaced n was continued rainin abuses on his 'elder sister' like he knew i was bk on msgr but i thot of it dat mehn!! i needed to giv d guy his low-down, n yes, i did insult him bk n i did it honourably. see me see wahala o!!! is it by force to chat. when its obvious someone doesnt wanna talk to u, y not check urself or let d soul be? ?? shior!!! funny thing is i wasnt even ignorin him on purpose o in my usual mood jare, n am so loving chad kroeger of nickelback n i just hope he's gearin up for my wedding?!! my special song for today is if today was your last by nickel back. love d song to bits, tyte reflective lyrics. My best friend gave me
The best advice
He said each day's a gift
And not a given right
Leave no stone unturned
Leave your fears behind
And try to take
The path less traveled by
That first step you take
Is the longest stride
If today was your last day
And tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past
Donate every dime you have?
If today was your last day
If today was your last day
Against the grain
Should be a way of life
What's worth the prize
Is always worth the fight
Every second counts
'cause there's no second try,
So live like you'll
Never live it twice
Don't take the free ride
In your own life
If today was your last day
And tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past
Donate every dime you have?
[ Nickelback Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]
Would you call old friends you never see?
Reminisce of memories
Would you forgive your enemies?
Would you find that one you're dreamin' of
Swear up and down to God above
That you finally fall in love
If today was your last day
If today was your last day,
Would you make your mark
By mending a broken heart?
You know it's never too late
To shoot for the stars,
Regardless of who you are
So do whatever it takes
'cause you can't rewind
A moment in this life
Let nothin' stand in your way
'cause the hands of time
Are never on your side
If today was your last day
And tomorrow was too late,
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past
Donate every dime you have?
Would you call old friends you never see?
Reminisce of memories
Would you forgive your enemies?
Would you find that one you're dreamin' of
Swear up and down to God above
That you finally fall in love
If today was your last day
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funny title!!! well i dint know wat words to use to summarise my post in a title. first of all, i'm kinda pissed. i wonder y ppl cant take a lil joke, its d same ppl who'd complain when your all quiet n moody n keep askin 'whats d problem?? well anyway, i've learnt my lesson!!! no more 'clowning' around unnecessarily, anyone who needs to laff had better go n meet basketmouth n his cohorts. on a lighter note, i thot it was only females who had d total license to expose some skin down below? ? of late i've noticed a fashion trend among some set of non-females!! CONDUCTORS!!!! i was in a bus to festac today n mehn!! my eyes were almost poppin out. this particular conductor was wearin a very loose pair of jeans, he had no belt to support it, n damn!! whenever he stooped or tried to sit, all his KAYA was displayed for all to see. d guy no even try wear boxers!!! na wa, dats not even the first time i'm witnessin such. Lord!! wetin man nor go see for dis lagos?? CONDUCTORS ABEG MAKE UNA DEY TRY WEAR PANT OOOOO lol i've gat an interview tomorrow, some job thingy. well i hope to give it my best shot n expect d best. all d best to me!!! |
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well, its some minutes past seven, n here i am chatting away on facebook n watching smallville season 9, n to think dat i've got an interview for 10. well its till kinda early, but i'd hav to leave on time to beat traffic.
will talk abt how i killed someone's crush in my next post, prolly later in d day
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Did d unthinkable yesterday - walked out on an interview i had been waiting all this yle for. dunno y i did it, i guess i just realised i wasn't dat into d job, d environment n all dat wasn't very appealing to me, so i thought to myself 'y go thru d interview if u aint willing to take d job?'. n then today, as if d heavens wanted to play karma on me, i was turned down during another interview for a job i was longing for. funny how things happen abi?!!! i was so mad that i said some very hurtful n undeserving things to myself, LORD!! pls forgive me for every single unworthy thing i said and thought in my heart today, i never meant to say them one bit, it was in d heat of d moment but even at that i don't av any excuse to do such. pls forgive me LORD. i've really had it with my mum in my life o!!! pls who wants to exchange mums for real? ? she really drives me nuts. ok, here's the scenario: i'm home, don't have a job yet n don't really go out much, phcn doesnt really try for us at all, so most times i spend d better part of the day sleeping. now, whenever she calls, n i tell her i was sleeping, she starts askin me questions like, r u alright? is there somethig wrong with u? n all dese irritating questions which are pointers to the 'r u sure your not pregnant?' i remenber a certain tym when i had a 'food poisoning' attack in scl, i got home n told her abt it, n she started monitoring me n checkin for signs, she even had to ask me if i vomited? at what time? n how it looked? as if dat wasn't enough, last month i had an issue wit my stomach (excessive pain in my lower abdomen) n d first question she asked me was 'if i just had a D&C recently? for crying out loud, i've never even had sex before, not to even talk of getting pregnant. i'm really dissapointed at her cos she hasnt particularly been the best example of a mum, most tyms i even wish she wasn't my mum!!! as odd as dat sounds, its true. I cant even talk to her when i have issues cos she is always suspicious of every single thing, if she notices u recievin a call for more than 5mins, she starts to question u abt it n who your talkin to on phone. she doesnt even wanna hear of d fact dat u have a boyfriend, or dat a guy comes arnd d house to look for u. thing is, i think i've taken enough trash from her growing up, n i'm counting down to her last days cos truth is one of these days i'm gonna giv it to her 'raw and undiluted' n i dont care wat d hell comes out of it. i've been dreading talkin abt her in this diary for fear of being misunderstood, but truth is i really dont care anymore, anyone who reads this can think wateva they damn well please, its my diary!!! its my mum!!! its my life!!! |
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its a bright sunny day perfect day, perfect for movies, popcorn n icecream, lol well, i woke up a stronger person this morning, lol!! seriously tho, i have a resolve to remain positive no matter what i may be goin thru, or no matter whats goin on. i'm gon b strong for myself n make myself happy no matter what. i have a lot goin on right now which i can't pen down, but d lord is my strength. i'm gon make d most of the last days of 2009. |
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''Cute’s good. But cute only lasts for so long, and then it's, Who are you as a person? That's the advice I would give to women: Don't look at the bankbook or the title. Look at the heart. Look at the soul. Look at how the guy treats his mother and what he says about women. How he acts with children he doesn't know. And, more important, how does he treat you? When you're dating a man, you should always feel good. You should never feel less than. You should never doubt yourself. You shouldn't be in a relationship with somebody who doesn't make you completely happy and make you feel whole. And if you're in that relationship and you're dating, then my advice is, don't get married. Get out of it and find that person that brings you complete and utter joy with who you are at the moment.'' - Michelle Obama, speaking on relationshipsI love the above piece, its very on point. This woman too gbasky jawe am so happy WE won d match o  , n immediately d final whistle was blown, it started raining heavily in my area, like d heavens too wanted to celebrate with us. UP NAIJA!!! thinking of going to start AUTOCAD classes, but make i gather my pepper first, lol, seriously tho, its like new skills + kill time yle i wait for service. lets see how it goes sha.
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....Jugz
« #30 on: November 10, 2009, 01:39 PM » |
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been seeing some very funny names on NL these days, last night i saw someone signed up with d name 'optimization', it reminds me of a course i took in 500level 'process optimisation', mehn!! d guy is a lecturer who came from OAU ife, n showed us hell, he made evryone write notes cos he said he was gon use it for Continuos Assesment, u need to see awon big boys n bigz girlz writin notes like pry scl pikin, . even when exams came around, he sent a message that he was gon giv us objectives, after preparing like mad, lo n behold d guy brought theory, mahn! we wan protest for hall die. we later called n he promised no-one was gon fail n true true nobody did (at least dat was one word he kept) i wonder where nairalanders like HR HOTNESS, GAMINE, NUBIAN Q, TROOE, ALMONDJOY n d rest of them are, i remenber when they used to rock NL, dat was wen i was a JJC on NL, but now i don follow become landlord for hia i remenber following GAMINE & HR HOTNESS' diaries back then, i guess they kinda gingerd my 'diaring' swagger, lol me is loving some paparazzi by lady gaga, her voice reminds me of GWEN STEFANI's. used to love gwen when she was in 'active service', right from d days of NO DOUBT til she did her solo thingy. |
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Not been able to do reasonable stuff online for 2days now, reason being…PHCN n my connection aint taking it easy with me, n itS really annoying o, but I’m here now so lemme make d most of it. Hmmm, i'll start with gbeborun i heard from a reliable source, dat my ex-boyfrnd's crush is getting married later this year. But d hilarious thing is dat she isnt getting married to 'him' this chic was one of d major reasons we broke up. Dont mean to recall d past, but he made it seem like she was d answer to his prayers n dat his life wld suck without her (in d words of Kelly Clarkson),u kno when a guy starts acting like a mumu around a certain person like say dem don cook OFE VEGETABLE give am chop!!! Eheeeeen!, u kno dat kain tin, so I had to let him be!!! Anyways, i'm just curious to find out what happened afterwards (as in between him n d isoko chic), lol!!, jobless me!! Been listenin to this kinda weird song all day FIREFLIES by OWL CITY. The song is really kinda weird wt odd lyrics, but i'm sorta enjoyin it oooo. Saw d kelly handsome's 'igwe' video, IMHO, it’s kinda wack, but at d same time hilarious, his depiction of mohits, especially when wande was gettin his butt flogged in public was kinda funny, hmmm!!! dat guy sef…. My mum n elder sister travelled on wednesday morning for my granma's burial. I was asked to stay back home to nurse my elder bro, who is too busy working to do so, lol thank God for journey mercies. Now i gat d whole house to myself mayb i shld throw a party, lol. Funny thing is as much as my mum has a way of getting on my nerves often, I do miss her prescence now dat she’s away (pls don’t ever tell her I said this), lol D LASU saga lingers on, with no resolution in sight, at least they shld pity ‘we’ dat are due for service, it’s bad enough that we missed out on ‘November batch’, make dem no let us miss out on ‘February batch’ oooo. Cos av been hearing this gist that if our names r not sent by Dec 12th, we’ll be left out. God abeg o, na your hand we dey….save us!!! Went for a very funny interview on Wednesday, d interviewer was more than amazed at how much I had in my head. What d hell was he thinking?, dat I’d come for the interview unprepared. Can u imagine d guy tryna coerce me into a marketing post? I told him bluntly dat marketing aint my thing so I had no business with it, n duuuuh!!! He shld av gone thru my application again to be sure of what post I applied for, before tellin me rubbish. So sad I missed d live match, I really wanted to watch it but as at this morning, tickets were elling for as high as 2grand…haba!! Where dem want make I see dat kain money, after I don budget only 500naira, lol. Anyways, I enjoyed watchin it live from my TV n seeing the freworks from my balcony (I live close to the stadium) n I’m so so glad we won. Dat’s d much I have for today, looking forward to an interesting weekend o! Gat some sweet plans…hmmm! |
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