I Miss Him And Its Really Killing Me

I dont know what is wrong with me lately. . . I dont even think this is normal. . . I have been working alot and have been traveling alot  lately and because of this, I spend time with my bf lesser compared to before. But I tried making time for him and I thank God he understands. Last week I felt like half of me is missing and when I realize, its because he is not here with me and I havent seen him for a month. My heart started pounding but I didnt want to tell him cause I didnt want to bother him. Suddenly he called me and he says that he has a feeling that Im missing him so much and I said yes I do. Than he says that he will fly to my place the next morning. I was so happy and he came and we spent 2 weeks together. Than he left and now its been 2 weeks gone that I dont see him.

I dont usually miss somneone like that as Im use to it not even missing my family when I go to study or go to work but last night was very strange. I saw the towel which he gave me where I placed it at the side of my bed and immediately I broke down to tears. I cried hysterically and I wonder when is this going to end. I had a bottle of his perfume in my bag and I sprayed it on the towel he gave me and hug it the whole night. I didnt want to call him its because its 9pm, Tuesday and I know at this time, he is watching his wrestling match and I dont want to bother him. I cried and I said a prayer to God and told me to give me a sign., Suddenly i can see this light and it hit me! Like a voice telling me to be a vegetarian for 3 months to protect my bf and to bless him. I promise to be a vegetarian for 3 months if its for him.

And the minute I made my last sign of the cross that night, I suddenly stood up from my bed and I was in shock., I was thinking to myself. what is going on? What just happened? Is all of this for real? But I do know I really miss him but is the vegetarian part for real? If it is, I will do so. I will! But have you guys ever encountered this before? I hope Im not mental or crazy     

*yawn*

Go to sleep child. Its past your bedtime 

7pm? Ok. Sorry, my bad. Guess its not that you are sleepy but maybe my topic bore you. 

Didnt mean to come out with this topic, just that I cannot help it. I miss him 

So you believe such things will happen? Like Goid has the time to tell me to be a vegetarian?

I hope Im not crazy oo 

 

Ha!u dey jealous. . . ok come let me give u sweet. . .

She's an old member I've been trying to get her tell me her old name.

The way she writes is so similar to the way   writes  can't say because she'll get mad at me.

I see. Thats cool. Abeg oo, leave her alone. I love it when someone is mysterious and keeps everyone guessing. Thats the spark of life!  

This love has taken its toll on me   
She said goodbye too many times before ohohohoh! 

Yo Listen to Maroon 5 " This Love" Hope that makes you feel better

how bout
BOB Marley's "Is this Love"

lol

im @ work bored as shit, lol
i feel you on that gurl, aint yall living in the same city or sum?