What Will You Do If It Is You?

I am a man of destiny, I will roll it like this and i would want all well meaning posters to give me cogent advice on this by putting him/her self in my shoe.

I finished Secondary school in 1999, and I gained admission to the Ebonyi State University to study Masscomm but due to financial restrain I couldn't keep it up .2001 I wrote another JAMB and gained admission to Nnamdi Azikiwe University to study Educational Administration but due to same problem I backed off (Though I did partial registration).2002,my JAMB was not released.2004 I applied but was not admitted to UNILAG(because I did not meet up with the cut - off mark) I scored 235 and cut off was 288. 2005,I did UME again now UI and I was admitted to study English of which I have done clearance and just to resume my elder brother died and I have to travel home for his burial and when I came back i do not have the financial muscle to keep up and i backed off once again. I opted for Lasu School of Part time Studies, then NUC came with her problem.

Now I am in a dillemma---what do I do? Do I forget my pursuit of being an educated fellow?
Do I take another UME? WETIN MAKE I DO OOOOOOOO?