Sad Movie!

For who could have thought i could be
This close to what everyone wants me to be
Your strong faith inme
Is eating so much inside of me

so scared i might let you down
So scared i might get you drowned
But still against my will
i struggle to take the wheel

Driving down your  thoughts of me
Wondering what you'll make of me
Bracing myself to tag along
Bringing myself to bounce along

So grateful for the thoughts of me
So amazed by your thoughts of me
Which makes all seem to me
The saddest movie u'ld star with me

I Don't!!! In your quest for alliterative and rhyming effect, you seem to have sacrificed substance for form.