Do You Have Confidence? If So Tell Me:

Holy JESUS,  what did u say your problems were again???

If thats you in the picture, then you had better have a good reason for insecure about ur looks, 

That means you need to be clearer about wats the ish with you,

Hmmm,

I really understand you, and where you are coming from, 

I had the same experience growing up,  imagining growing up in a house were your were always being compared to ur junior one,  u r the foolish dumb one and she is the smart one,  cursed at everyday to the point you actually contemplate suicide,  yes! it got to that stage.

At the age of 16,  I O.D'ed on prescription drugs just in an attempt to end it all,

I have always believed I was ugly ever since I became self concious.

But I've passed that stage in life, 

You don't need people to approve of you,  My lifes motto is "I don't need to prove shit to you",

Spiritually, I'm totally disconnected,  I don't believe in nothing except God,  and thats where it ends.
Emotionally, I'm dead,  I don't feel shit, and I don't take nothing to heart,  That way I don't dwell on what people in my surrounding think or feel about me,
Mentally,  I'm at an all time high,  Despite all the shit I've been through,  I feel like a God,  I love my parents like never before,  because I believe that even though they don't realise how much most of the things they put me through hurt me, They actually did love me ,  and have given me the life I live today,

I'm always very positive in all situations and believe that there is always a good side to every event,  even death,

All you need to do is build up a new world of your own,  and move into it,  Disconnect yourself from all those feelings that weigh you down,  If you really hate your weight, then work towards getting trim,  but if you like it,  then enjoy living your life, 

Honey life is too short,  I could drop dead right now,  And it will really piss me off if I should die worrying over what someone else thinks,

Thank you very much Esss,
no i don't have a boyfriend

anyone willing to share their stories or tips???

^{Hmmm, I wonder what must have happened to this one. Uju, you still there?}