Am Crazy?

the only job that gives my joy is teaching (strange ehn?), i am happy when ever i teach and i am good at it too (no be say i dey make mouth, at least if i wan wake mouth no be on teaching ) but i know i am good at it because of my students testimonies and confession.
 i saw my self through high institution teaching extra morals and my students then still appreciate me till now (majority of whom are now in the high institution), among the females some of them are married now (those that married early) and i was at almost all their wedding because they insisted, not as if there was anything attached (other than that i am was their teacher.
During my NYSC i thought in a school , queen Elizabeth school ilorin, i thought Physics, when i was about to leave they (my students, teachers and the principal)all refused, they wanted me to stay (even though that it was 1. All girls School, 2. Muslim majority and i am xtian). the principal even made sure i got my appointment as a teacher in the state education board  so that i could be paid by both the school and the state, but i left all these and came back home.

Now i have a job ( the pay isn't bad, and i am precating my profession too) but the truth is that i am not happy, all i want to do is teach, just to watch the  expression on the faces of those folks turn confission to joy when i teach, it gives me joy when they understand what i teach, nothing is more enjoyable than teaching. but my problem now is, how do i leave my telecommunication job and make a living in teaching (get married, build a house, train my kids to my taste, buy a ride [i love BMW])all from teaching in this country. guy, i am confused. i am  trading my happiness with wealth, but then what do we do without money

man, hear me. one can only come to the place of his dreams by fullfilling God's purpose for his life. from what you have said, mm u may not be in the right place now. It better you resolve now in your heart to do the will of God concerning your life, that where the riches that you desire is, believe it.  DONT YOU THINk YOU CAN OWN SCHOOLS, NOT JUST TEACHING, THINK OWNERSHIP, be smart.
Finally, i sugest that you see your pastor, if u are a christian.

My Broda

Mathew 6 Vs 21 comes to mind

Where your treasure is ,  there your heart will be also.

From wot you have said so far, I conclude teaching is your life.  Forget the wealth making, _{and who says you can't make wealth from teaching}?  There is nothing like doing what you love doing, better than all the riches on this earth combined together.  Pray to God for Divine Wisdom and He will direct your path.

All the best for the future.

FYI - You are definitely not crazy