Curveball

Just when I thought
I had it all figured out.
Just when I thought
My footsteps were sure.
You show me just how wrong
All my thinking has been
And I'm left here alone.
Trying to learn to understand
But everything is left to churn
And my life is so confused
And maybe I was wrong
And maybe that's all this was
And all that it tried to be
And maybe I wasted time
Mine, Yours,
What used to be ours.
But isn't anything, anymore.
Maybe I did this to myself.
Maybe I was waiting for it.
For the bottom to drop out.
Because it always has
And maybe it always will
And maybe you don't understand
Me as I thought you did
And maybe you don't want to
And maybe I won't let you
I live in a world of maybe's
Of could-be's
And should-have-beens
And I'm left with nothing.

Thanks SweetnSour!