The Life Of A Nubian Queen as told to charles

hey charles, it prolly been quiet here lately
well was been up, not much i guess?, well i met this guy recently and for anyone that wants to know, i kind of cheated on my boyfriend with him. i don't feel guilty cause i found out this year that my boyfriend was cheating on me,  i don't know why im still with him, don't really kniow if im in love, well this guy that i jus met, i really like him but i don't want to make any decisions yet cause i ve been with my boyfriend for 3 years and i hate to see that  go to waste and deep down he is the only one i have here, since i have no member of my family close. so i think im scared that if we break up, i'll have no one to depend on in times of trouble

hey charles,
whatevr hapened to my journal, so sorry i neglected you, well as for that boyfriend of mine, he's now an ex, and to think that i couldnt survive here in florida without him, well its been over 2 weks now and counting and i don't find myself missing him as much anymore, i miss my dog tho, oh i forgot, i didnt tell u, we had a dog together that he took cause the dog was a gift to him, but i showed the dog more love than anyone else, well i ll have to admit that it would be hard to take care of the dog by myself ,well charles i gotta go, ill  update u on more later, gotta get back on this addictive nairaland.

here i got a pic of my ex too, damn he was fine, chei im still lusting