I Love Them Both

i need to know whats is going on with me. i a m currently in two relationships, though i am in love with both of them, but its sure i like one far more than the other, the first never really show how much she cares but i know she loves me, she refuses to have sex with me and  though she is not a virgin,i aske dher why and she told me she does not want to do a mistake, i like i said earlier i like her so much but i can't fall deeeply to someone i can't have sex with. the other one is a lovely gurl, i met her a virgin i told her i wont fall deeply inlove her if we don't have sex, i explained to her the way i did with the first gurl, after a long while she believed and accepted and we made love.i don't want to hurt her by leaving her and also don't know waht to do with the first.i love them both but i love the second more than the first. i don't want to break hearts because the first is a friend of my cousin.
its not that i am a sex freak but i always want my gurl to believe and know what i can do and what i can't. the first one does not believe me. should i crucify her . i don't want to lose on both end. they are both INLOVE.

I NEED ADVICES OR ANSWERS

Boy

You do not love girl B more than girl A, what you're mistaking 4 love is strong lust

Once you have cannal knowledge of girl B, the feeling will diminish to the same level as girl A

Gbam