I am not holding anyone responsible for what I'm about to do, nor
am I blaming anyone who may happen to be reading this.
Furthermore, I want to avoid any feeling of guilt or upset. There
was no way you could have saved me, nor was there a way you
could have possibly known; My mind has been set and I am
determined to achieve this end result. I will disguise my plans quite well, I just need to find the right time and the right way, and now that you are reading this, it seems that I have found it.
I don't want anyone to feel that I did this because I was weak
and tired, no I just felt out of place, like a burden, or more like a
failure; constantly feeling hopeless and more often than not,
experiencing loneliness. But the feeling has been, until recently,
quite blunt... And to think, the only thing that has stopped me
attempting suicide earlier was the feeling of uncertainty... Once,
I believed that things would get better, but then adding to that, I
hated the thought of waking up to the knowledge of a failed
suicide attempt.
There came a time when I felt unsure if I wanted to do this,
whether this was the right way out... I was taunted by a burning
question buried in the back of my mind, why should I struggle?
I was scared to discover who I really was inside. It seemed that
the 23 years that I lived through have shaped my thoughts into
suicide; nonetheless I have grown a lot, not just in height but in
maturity aswell. I have been through ups and downs; gaining
and losing friends along the way and most importantly, learning
who my real friends are. But that didn't help me keep strong,
surely all that I have gained was a little bit of wisdom.
It came to the point where, without a lie, I could have been
optimistic but I was just tired of making everything seem like
an opportunity, and acting as if everything was worth it in the
end. Yeah, sure it might get better but chances are that it will
not. In the end, we realize that trying to impress someone or
oneself usually ends up giving quite the opposite result, and so
seeing this effect, I decided to stop trying.
I lived out my life caught in a lie; keeping mostly to myself;
hence why I haven't told anyone of my upcoming plans. I guess
I was afraid to burden them with the feeling of guilt. Just know
that the only person to blame for this is me; as there is only so
much that one person can take.
Good bye

Hmm...is this poetry? Or should somebody be concerned?

Arva: I am not holding anyone responsible for what I'm about to do, nor
am I blaming anyone who may happen to be reading this.
Furthermore, I want to avoid any feeling of guilt or upset. There
was no way you could have saved me, nor was there a way you
could have possibly known; My mind has been set and I am
determined to achieve this end result. I will disguise my plans quite well, I just need to find the right time and the right way, and now that you are reading this, it seems that I have found it.
I don't want anyone to feel that I did this because I was weak
and tired, no I just felt out of place, like a burden, or more like a
failure; constantly feeling hopeless and more often than not,
experiencing loneliness. But the feeling has been, until recently,
quite blunt... And to think, the only thing that has stopped me
attempting suicide earlier was the feeling of uncertainty... Once,
I believed that things would get better, but then adding to that, I
hated the thought of waking up to the knowledge of a failed
suicide attempt.
There came a time when I felt unsure if I wanted to do this,
whether this was the right way out... I was taunted by a burning
question buried in the back of my mind, why should I struggle?
I was scared to discover who I really was inside. It seemed that
the 23 years that I lived through have shaped my thoughts into
suicide; nonetheless I have grown a lot, not just in height but in
maturity aswell. I have been through ups and downs; gaining
and losing friends along the way and most importantly, learning
who my real friends are. But that didn't help me keep strong,
surely all that I have gained was a little bit of wisdom.
It came to the point where, without a lie, I could have been
optimistic but I was just tired of making everything seem like
an opportunity, and acting as if everything was worth it in the
end. Yeah, sure it might get better but chances are that it will
not. In the end, we realize that trying to impress someone or
oneself usually ends up giving quite the opposite result, and so
seeing this effect, I decided to stop trying.
I lived out my life caught in a lie; keeping mostly to myself;
hence why I haven't told anyone of my upcoming plans. I guess
I was afraid to burden them with the feeling of guilt. Just know
that the only person to blame for this is me; as there is only so
much that one person can take.
Good bye

so you have time to create thread

better take your phone along aswell
greet my grams for me too

PS:i didn't read your write up

I only read the topic but bro whatever it is, don't take your life since you will still die. Just be patient. Impatient people take their life!

Seriously you have not said a thing that I have understood so far.Quit playing with our minds.

Sounds like poetry, buh if this were true state of ur nind, puhleaase reconsider. You only want to add to the lie by doing this. Because the truth about you is that you are here to fulfill a purpose. Dont even think it.
I know about a person whom we thought was joking when she wrote her suicidal note, before we realised, it was late. Puhlease o.

OP, bye bye. Greet Elua for me. Since Elua die, nobody dey sell good weed for us again. Zanga just dry. B4 u die, tell me if you get big yansh. If you get, abeg no waste am. PM me make I come chop small. If you waste am, na thunder go roast your dead body.

and you think killing yourself will make things better?

Suspicious sha

assfreak: OP, bye bye. Greet Elua for me. Since Elua die, nobody dey sell good weed for us again. Zanga just dry. B4 u die, tell me if you get big yansh. If you get, abeg no waste am. PM me make I come chop small. If you waste am, na thunder go roast your dead body.

you wicked o

It's quite an irony how many sick people in the hospitals are trying so hard to survive.

While others manage to pull through, others can't.
And there is someone who's supposedly got not just good health,
but a good brain and the luxury of having a phone to type with.

Taking your life isn't worth it, sometimes we win, sometimes we lose
But at the end, we come out victorious.

A little patience may be all you need to have a fulfilled life.
Whatever the worry, just hang on. You will be just fine.

Don't do it. While suicide is no joking matter,don't make a stunt of it.You've got our attention. Spill it.Why would a beautiful person like you even post about suicide?

assfreak: OP, bye bye. Greet Elua for me. Since Elua die, nobody dey sell good weed for us again. Zanga just dry. B4 u die, tell me if you get big yansh. If you get, abeg no waste am. PM me make I come chop small. If you waste am, na thunder go roast your dead body.

thats too harsh bro!
Op, take am easy oo.. Suicide shldnt be an option at all.. You ar givin up on urself simply because u'v not heard about others ordeal.. Life is nt a straight nd smooth path as it seems..you just hv to strive to get to ur destination so dat ur destiny will be achieved..
You are a pretty girl nd i believe intelligent too..jst hv a re-think nd give ur life a shape.. Nobody wil carry it for you, you jst hv to face it squarely.. NO TO SUICIDE..
Life is beautiful..

OP is just joking because if she really mean it, we won't be seeing this post but her obituary.

OP u stil get time open thread.. Abeg if u reach ure destination greet 2pac, da grin and biggy for me.. Safe jorney OP!

please don't do dis.u got 1 reason to live.

Op,you didn't say anything about what got you to this point.Perhaps if you share,we will be able to help you through some of your challenges.You spoke about experiencing loneliness,you won't be lonely on this forum.
Hope to hear further from you.

Don't do that! Sorrows comes at night but joy comes in the morning. Everyday is a new beginning.

dejt4u: thats too harsh bro!
Op, take am easy oo.. Suicide shldnt be an option at all.. You ar givin up on urself simply because u'v not heard about others ordeal.. Life is nt a straight nd smooth path as it seems..you just hv to strive to get to ur destination so dat ur destiny will be achieved..
You are a pretty girl nd i believe intelligent too..jst hv a re-think nd give ur life a shape.. Nobody wil carry it for you, you jst hv to face it squarely.. NO TO SUICIDE..
Life is beautiful..

op is just.joking, its a.poem

Can still remember the days i had this suicidal thoughts
Life meant nothing

How did i pull through again??
I don't really know
But i think my friends will take credit for that


I think your post isn't serious
If it is..
Think about the good things life is yet to bring your way
Embrace whoever you believe in
Either God or whoever
Peeps have seen worst days but they got over it
Live,love and Pray

Una just dey comment weda d op don kick d chair we no know. Lolz anyway I for like bliv sha but just dat naija no be like oyibo. No body wan die here everybody dey fite to survive so make u try anoda trick

!

Stories that touch!

rozzay: Una just dey comment weda d op don kick d chair we no know. Lolz anyway I for like bliv sha but just dat naija no be like oyibo. No body wan die here everybody dey fite to survive so make u try anoda trick

Hahahah..Rozzay, u remembered when dey said we should bath with water & salt? How people rushed that, just because know one is ready to die

izaray: Hahahah..Rozzay, u remembered when dey said we should bath with water & salt? How people rushed that, just because know one is ready to die

My sis God go bless u, like now if d op was crious she for take d next flight to eida sambisa or liberia were death iis a guarantee abi I lie

Babe, please don't kill urself, its a lot better to live than to die

No matter how bad ur condition is, there's someone out there wishing and praying to be like you

#ponder on that#

rozzay:
My sis God go bless u, like now if d op was crious she for take d next flight to eida sambisa or liberia were death iis a guarantee abi I lie

Na true my dear

This Isn't Arva's. She Probably Copied It From Somewhere. Btw, Why Commiting Suicide When It's Certain That You Will Never Make It Alive From This Sh|t Hole Called Life. Seek Solution To Whatever Is Tiring You Apart. My Dear Life Is Too Sweet To Die At 23.

Arva: I am not holding anyone responsible for what I'm about to do, nor
am I blaming anyone who may happen to be reading this.
Furthermore, I want to avoid any feeling of guilt or upset. There
was no way you could have saved me, nor was there a way you
could have possibly known; My mind has been set and I am
determined to achieve this end result. I will disguise my plans quite well, I just need to find the right time and the right way, and now that you are reading this, it seems that I have found it.
I don't want anyone to feel that I did this because I was weak
and tired, no I just felt out of place, like a burden, or more like a
failure; constantly feeling hopeless and more often than not,
experiencing loneliness. But the feeling has been, until recently,
quite blunt... And to think, the only thing that has stopped me
attempting suicide earlier was the feeling of uncertainty... Once,
I believed that things would get better, but then adding to that, I
hated the thought of waking up to the knowledge of a failed
suicide attempt.
There came a time when I felt unsure if I wanted to do this,
whether this was the right way out... I was taunted by a burning
question buried in the back of my mind, why should I struggle?
I was scared to discover who I really was inside. It seemed that
the 23 years that I lived through have shaped my thoughts into
suicide; nonetheless I have grown a lot, not just in height but in
maturity aswell. I have been through ups and downs; gaining
and losing friends along the way and most importantly, learning
who my real friends are. But that didn't help me keep strong,
surely all that I have gained was a little bit of wisdom.
It came to the point where, without a lie, I could have been
optimistic but I was just tired of making everything seem like
an opportunity, and acting as if everything was worth it in the
end. Yeah, sure it might get better but chances are that it will
not. In the end, we realize that trying to impress someone or
oneself usually ends up giving quite the opposite result, and so
seeing this effect, I decided to stop trying.
I lived out my life caught in a lie; keeping mostly to myself;
hence why I haven't told anyone of my upcoming plans. I guess
I was afraid to burden them with the feeling of guilt. Just know
that the only person to blame for this is me; as there is only so
much that one person can take.
Good bye

instead of all these stories, you would have just written your SUICIDE NOTE
and get it done with....you even have time for stories

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If you are serious, please don't do it. No matter what the problem is, there are people who can help you.
If you are not serious, ya head!