Although it hasn't been recent
but i could describe how i
noticed her in a sporting event
She was cute and so decent

she wore a beautiful yellow blouse with a fitted skirt
passionately supporting thunder house like she had a bet

i walked up to her and told her
your house will lose, no matter who they choose
will not know what technique to use
i was expecting an abuse
but she crossed her leg showcasing her boots
she then offered me a fruit juice

and told me "sit here"
i then sat there on the chair
then she said "my prayer will work this year"
i have no fear i swear

omg she was charming
she must be a magician was all my thought
i was starving
so i started eating the biscuit i had bought

let make a bet she said
if we win you will buy me your type of biscuit
what if you win? she asked
I said you will give me a kiss

she agreed

i started praying within
"Oh God i know its a sin but Don't Let This Girl win"
because she had the sexist lips i have seen

lucky for me

her house finally lost
she was trying to kiss me as if she was forced
then i heard something sounding
woke up and saw my alarm disturbing the surrounding

took my bath ate my food rushed to school
saw her in class sitting at the front
"when will i get to talk to her" i thought

i was loving her in silence
her character was priceless
truth be told you can't match her qualities
no matter how big your foot is
she have this policy
she always perform her duties

i signed up for her NGO so we became best of friends
with her by my side i made amends
we usually stay together through the weekends

i was still sacred to ask her out
it was a sure "NO" i had no doubt

i got a call from home
my mum was admitted and she needed a kidney
my hands shaking i just dropped the phone
close to me was natella sidney
she asked what was the problem
i told her and she promised to help

her NGO raised money for the surgery
they flew her to germany
to the experts certainly

i was so happy that my mum was okay
the following month she passed away

no one to sponsor me
only natella heard my plea
she paid my school fee
and gave me food for free

i wanted to be a bigger boy

i tried to hustle
i met some guys who promised me riches
that i will never have to struggle

i joined them
i was feared
one girl matched jude my boss without a sorry
the next day she was dead
i started smoking and drinking
but too scared to be robbing and raping

natella never knew
i was still close to her
but she disliked my new friends
i was a brother to her

i promise to meet her parents soon

one day i started training to kill
we were given a mission to fulfill
we had a good deal
i don't have the zeal

i was given some drugs
i entered the car with the thugs

i wanted to do all the killing to prove myself
so i needed no help

we invaded the billionaire's compound
i promise to kill any human i find

i entered the house
i killed the target
right then i was heartless

i heard a noise
she had a familiar face
she was begging with a crying voice
i tore her gown
me and my guys took turns
i pulled my gun and gave her two shots
the next day i was listening to the radio
the presenter said "we lost a rainbow"

"natella sidney is dead
a woman kind enough to donate a kidney to the mother of her friend

her mother was in london and also died due to heart attack when she heard the news"

damn i stopped it
i don't wanna hear anymore

so i raped and killed natella? i killed her father and caused the death of her mother?
so she was the one who gave her kidney to my mother?
so that's why my mum wanted me to marry her?

i took my gun and pointed to my head
you cant withstand this pain i said
shoot me please i begged

then i realized i can go to the grave with regrets i begged God for forgiveness

i will preach the message against drug abuse and greed till i die

damn i killed the whole family that helped me

i reported myself to the police station
i gave them a detailed confession
i was kept in their detention

was it a Demonic possession?
i started asking myself some questions

my friends were sentenced to life imprisonment even with their parents influence
i was sentenced to 25yrs imprisonment

i wished i was innocent i wished i lived different

be contented don't do drugs
even if you are underrated never join thugs

its not worth it! it will be all pain no gain!


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