An abridged version of my love story...Get your candy and come along!

So, I'm in my mid-twenties, not doing badly for myself.

As a church boy, I grew up not having too much emotional/sexual dealings with girls. I had so much activities to attend to: school, skills acquisition, music classes, hence, the urge, time and thought of doing shitty stuff were minimal, but of course, some soft spots existed for some unique girls.

I had a couple of female friends, largely, school mates, two of which I developed inexplicable likeness for.

The first, Tina was perhaps my first love, she really got me stunned by everything she was. My childhood innocence found expression through her...Those thoughts are still fresh, funny and fascinating. Real moments of sharing, trust and deep talk. We were about 12/13years then. I remember visiting her house, and then we cuddle...I felt good [15/16]. Do I still crave them? Yes & No! Why? First, times and people have changed...My mental physical picture of her in the future back then, isn't what I now see. Not sure I can keep up with it.

I'd envisaged she'd grow to become a tall slim lady, now she's just a opposite. That aside, the babe is still good anything; brain and 'bodily'.

Oh! Did I tell you? I'm a sapiosexual.

My second, Linda was also beautiful and brainy. Secondary school mate as well, but didn't get too close until about final year and after. We just got bonded. Long talks, exchange of ideas, some light kisses and cuddles...The babe was everyone's wish but I had her without any bargain.

She got wedded of recent, don't know how she introduced me to her husband but I decided to finance a unique part of her wedding ceremony. I just enjoyed her company, she was calm, smart, unassuming, and beautiful. Everyone thought we'd get married to each other...But my small self, wasn't even thinking of marriage back then.

All of this was age 17...22+

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Age 22 or there about, marked a new turn in my existence.

Bham! It was my first exposure to porn, howbeit, the life and innocence exhaling ones.

I recall with vividness, the line up of unclad women with dangling boobs, smashing ass and enticing figures, all on one of my Uncles' iPad who had come visiting. As a techy young man, it wasn't unexpected to always reach out to people's device and explore...That was simply my intent, but the result turned out to be more than I bargained.

Honestly, the sensation from the screen was unusual, satisfying and 'needed'. My moral being compelled me to close my mind and the device, but the arousal and hormonal reactions were more dominant.

At 22/23, that was my first encounter with porn...It turned out to be a terribly yet needful experience. Since then, I've been an active consumer of screen porn...Terrible me!

Day after first encounter with porn

The mental stimulation from the previous day's porn encounter was still fresh on my mind. I realise my dico was feeling unease. So I got in the bathroom and gave myself a pleasing hand job...Mehn! That was a good start to a bad something, you say? Maybe, maybe not.

Again it's my first experience with masturbation. It felt good no doubt, my brain reset, my nerves calmed and shower did a cooling job.

Since I enjoyed the feeling, I got back to it almost every other week, at least 2 times each week.

Favourite spot was the bathroom, I blow out in the bathtub and flush it away, then, relax and bathe.

With the passage of time and the intense urge to do more, two things happened;

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abeg shift for me..i get popcorn

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I Don port o

Na this kind story I dey
like



No be spirikoko type of story.

Op don lie I swear. How you go say na 22 you for see your first porn .. 22 don dey act porn na

You come well...Take your seat.

henrydadon:
tori don land

I need too oooo

henrydadon:


abeg shift for me..i get popcorn
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Interesting, but that's my story, hence the title "Incredible adventure...".

I hear other people's story, look back at my life and just smile at my growing up. Quite unique!

More interesting stuff coming up shortly.

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Op don lie I swear. How you go say na 22 you for see your first porn .. 22 don dey act porn na

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Op don lie I swear. How you go say na 22 you for see your first porn .. 22 don dey act porn na

I just dey look am

My first exposure to porn was one filled with shock though.
I think I was in ss2or3 and Internet cafes were just starting to be a thing.

I was surprised to see someone pissing on someone's face.
It was only later I knew what cumshot was.
What I thought was pee was in fact semen

OK...seems like I need a seat...this story is gidigan

What happened, you ask?

One, I had a sweeping conviction that I'd become a man, since I could now 'feel myself' from start to finish.

Two, I felt terrible about myself, especially, after downloading...This got me worried about my relationship and service with God and everytime I'd have to plead extra forgiveness and blood of Jesus. That feeling of depravity was and still deep.

So, here I am getting extremely deep in porn usage to the extent that every afternoon I'd be alone in my flat, consuming different spikes of porn on my blackberry device.

If you ever used a blackberry phone back then, (original one ooo), you'll know that most people usually tick the option to share their media (what they're watching and listening to) with other BBM contacts. HAD MINE TICKED ALSO. So, in my evil enjoyment of porn, thinking no one was aware, little did I know that virtually everyone on my BBM knew I was watching porn, 'cause they get media update. I only got to know months into the shit, when one of my secondary school mates, chatted me up and said, when did I become a IndecentStar. I feigned ignorance of his thoughts until the guy sent me screenshots (munch) of all the update of my porn usage he's been getting.

My brain waved, but I till denied the knowledge...The guy has bad mouth, he call the world on me for that, so, I denied. We sha close the matter after much back and forth...But I was thinking how many people go don dub me IndecentStar and didn't reach out to tell me. Yet another worry over porn, right? But that still didn't stop me from using porn, I only had to adjust my phone settings and ensure more privacy.

Weeks and months after, my porn usage got higher...Higher to the extent, I was feeling a huge emptiness within, which nothing but porn could fill...I detested it but I just couldn't help it, so I'd always be at it again.
Children of God, run away from sexual evil ooo.

MY biggest worry was the fact that I felt porn and masturbation were taking me away from God, spiritual and religious activities, social functions and essential stuff.

Confidence was dwindling, motivation was dropping, productivity was low, outlook was becoming terrible...Now I was getting really tired, didn't know what to do but I still got back to porn and masturbation...and the circle continues.

Who do I tell, how do I explain this?

My life is almost falling apart through porn and masturbation...

Oh! That's the reality. Our experiences through life will and must vary. Growing I had a fantastic knowledge of sexuality and sex (sex education).

School and church didn't spare me the luxury of (not) learning all these things at the earliest stage of life.

Once I heard about them, they actually didn't thrill me much even if I saw them. I used the cyber cafe several times while growing up, but porn usage was the least of my interest.

Sadly for you, you first got raped online by an unknown fella.

buffalowings:


I just dey look am

My first exposure to porn was one filled with shock though.
I think I was in ss2or3 and Internet cafes were just starting to be a thing.

I was surprised to see someone pissing on someone's face.
It was only later I knew what cumshot was.
What I thought was pee was in fact semen

tolajay:
Oh! That's the reality. Our experiences through life will and must vary. Growing I had a fantastic knowledge of sexuality and sex (sex education).

School and church didn't spare me the luxury of (not) learning all these things at the earliest stage of life.

Once I heard about them, they actually didn't thrill me much even if I saw them. I used the cyber cafe several times while growing up, but porn usage was the least of my interest.

Sadly for you, you first got raped online by an unknown fella.

Lol

@buffalowings
Why you continue that your diary? Abi your "ordinary life" don stop?

tolajay:
@buffalowings

Why you continue that your diary? Abi your "ordinary life" don stop?

Wait.

I will update

@buffalowings

Tales of a tingle-tanda...I dey gbadun you.

Buh, you need a girl o. How much are you now? Sorry, how old?

https://www.nairaland.com/3398201/ordinary-life

tolajay:
@buffalowings

Tales of a tingle-tanda...I dey gbadun you.

Buh, you need a girl o. How much are you now? Sorry, how old?

https://www.nairaland.com/3398201/ordinary-life

Lol.. 27

Hi fam...Trust you're good.
I'm revisiting this narrative again. Continuing soon!
Stick around.