When I was younger,nothing frightened me than d thought of dying because I loved life a lot & looked 4ward to what my future held but right now,I just wish death wud come & take me away..At least, no one wud miss me & if it(death) doesn't come Naturally in few days or weeks from now then I'd induce it..life no longer holds meaning to me..

Judge me ,castigate & insult me if u like,I expect nothing less..

The best advise you need is already on your profile picture...

Some people had gone through even worse situations but they still turned out better than their wildest imaginations...

CheedyJ:
When I was younger,nothing frightened me than d thought of dying because I loved life a lot & looked 4ward to what my future held but right now,I just wish death wud come & take me away..At least, no one wud miss me & if it(death) doesn't come Naturally in few days or weeks from now then I'd induce it..life no longer holds meaning to me..

Judge me ,castigate & insult me if u like,I expect nothing less..

Please take off your mind off those thoughts. I don't know what you are passing through presently, knw that tough times don't last.. whatever smokescreen clouding your judgement now, know it's just temporal.. they will be gone soon. Don't give up life, and speak positive things to your self.. it helps.. U won't give up.