My heart palpitates faster than before. I'm gripped by fear every now and then. I become more and more petrified with the gloomy happenings within and around me. Hmm... I'll let you in on some

Good health is something i can't remember when last i enjoyed. It has been from one scare to another. Today, it's my blocked trachea, another day urinary problem, another seizure, disorientation and so on. With people dying everyday, i can't help but fear for my own life. Any new attack scares the sh*t out of me. You need to see how relieved i am when i open my eyes after sleeping for a while. It's like i won a million dollars

There's no food security. As you see, you eat. I'm always scared of our foodstuff running dry. That would worsen my predicament. I eat without manners [swiftly and without etiquette]. I can't help it. I grew up seeing good food as a privilege and not a right. When i eat, i eat almost everything available because i fear the next meal might not be guaranteed. This sometimes lead to constipation or diarrhoea. What kind of psychological disorder is that guys?

i'm sure this is livingfree 's alt

Anytime you are financially broke, you come here to lament to use pity to get something out of nairalanders. Becareful.. What you wish for yourself can be channeled towards you through energy manipulation. If you or your people can't take care of you, go and jump inside a canal

My mum is my only pillar of support. I'm not physically-fit to work well and shoulder the financial responsibilities. She cooks for me, buys me boxers, soap, tissue paper, towel etc. Please pray for God to keep her for me. I remember one time she travelled to see my sister but didn't reach her destination. No one heard from her. My heart skipped. Thank God, she reached out later after parrying to safety. Any day she doesn't come home early, i get scared she's been attacked. If anything goes wrong, i'm finished. I have no other helper any where. Although what she gets is small, it goes a long way

While growing up, i passed through a lot. I was bullied, robbed, undermined, condemned among other things. This has shaped my thinking. I can't stand up for myself or stand up to anyone. I fear i'm not good enough. I condemn myself every time i speak.

The fear of the unknown has also enveloped me. I hear a sound or door open and my heart skips. I feel like i'm about to be attacked. I go into a task with pessimism. Hmm.. It's almost as if i'm not living my own life

I wonder what excessive fear is called?

Guy, go get a life!
You could help me advertise my wigs, you know? Something to keep you busy.

LivingDead:
There's no food security. As you see, you eat. I'm always scared of our foodstuff running dry. That would worsen my predicament. I eat without manners [swiftly and without etiquette]. I can't help it. I grew up seeing good food as a privilege and not a right. When i eat, i eat almost everything available because i fear the next meal might not be guaranteed. This sometimes lead to constipation or diarrhoea. What kind of psychological disorder is that guys?

Gluttony.

You need 10 sex doll in your life

samysmoothfresh:
i'm sure this is livingfree 's alt

nope. I'm not a lady

Goddyss:
Anytime you are financially broke, you come here to lament to use pity to get something out of nairalanders. Becareful.. What you wish for yourself can be channeled towards you through energy manipulation. If you or your people can't take care of you, go and jump inside a canal

hmm... I won't react because you're entitled to your opinion

LivingDead:
nope. I'm not a lady

Just like livingfree! is not a man

UyaiIncomparabl:
Guy, go get a life!
You could help me advertise my wigs, you know? Something to keep you busy.

hmm... May the Lord bless the work of your hands

samysmoothfresh:


Just like livingfree! is not a man

I inspired him

Admin401:
Gluttony.

oh... I didn't reason it that way

doctore212:
You need 10 sex doll in your life

hmm.. Not even sex can quench my fears and insecurities. After the sex, my fears will resurface. The environment i grew up in has really affected my mind

samysmoothfresh:

Just like livingfree! is not a man

k

LivingDead:
hmm... May the Lord bless the work of your hands

LivingDead:
hmm.. Not even sex can quench my fears and insecurities. After the sex, my fears will resurface. The environment i grew up in has really affected my mind

So you still have strength to even have sex? It's encouraging that your body can still produce sp3rm and attain erection. Take solace in constant sex or masturbation

LivingFree:

I inspired him

debunk their claim

LivingDead:
My mum is my only pillar of support. I'm not physically-fit to work well and shoulder the financial responsibilities. She cooks for me, buys me boxers, soap, tissue paper, towel etc. Please pray for God to keep her for me. I remember one time she travelled to see my sister but didn't reach her destination. No one heard from her. My heart skipped. Thank God, she reached out later after parrying to safety. Any day she doesn't come home early, i get scared she's been attacked. If anything goes wrong, i'm finished. I have no other helper any where. Although what she gets is small, it goes a long way

Your own better, you get mama wey dey help you.

It seems you want something evil to happen to her with this senseless post.

Oyindidi:
Your own better, you get mama wey dey help you.

It seems you want something evil to happen to her with this senseless post.

the fear of something happening is what i'm talking of

LivingDead:
the fear of something happening is what i'm talking of

Don't be afraid, God will protect her.