alexistaiwo:
This is the blunt truth.
If you want to conquer your suicidal thoughts and gain back the control of your life.


Stop punting.

Chiadikaobi:
Good morning Great Parents of this forum. Many who know me might be wondering why I'm making this post in this section because I've not had a comment or topic here but do visit regularly to checkout parental guidelines and advice. I'm here this time as a son now seeking the same counseling and help he do read about others in such state.

Dear parents, I can boldly say that things are no longer working in my life and all my thoughts day and night are suicidal as I see myself being worthless. My friends here would be surprised seeing this post because I'm well known as a jovial, friendly and funny character since I joined this forum in April 2011. I've lost my happiness ,I've lost my pride, I've lost my joy.

I was once a helper, making people smile by my generous act, now the reverse is the case. I beg to eat and solve minor needs that I wallow in Ocean of debts. Everything I lay hands on seems to be going south.
Nothing is going in my family as things are in coma. No need dropping a long boring epistle in that aspect because that should be a topic to discuss later.

Please my people, I need your input because I'm totally clueless, confused and depressed. Please help me waive away this unholy thoughts of ending everything because I've never been in such a state before. I see nairaland as my second home where I derive love and happiness, and I can boldly say that since my 7 years stay as a member, none can point or accuse me of fraud or any dubious act in any form. I've maintained a clean slate and I don't feel ashamed posting with my respected username which I've been known for.

I come to you as a beloved member that needs care and pursuit of happiness. Insults and bashing are so much welcome because that would get me busy to erase bad memories.

Blessings.

Lhimeet:

Shut up Alex, shut up

Where in his post did he say he wants to end it all cause of punting?

So he can't be facing other issue? Because he is a punter, it's automatically means punting caused it?

Your oversabi no go kill you..

alexistaiwo:



Why does it have to be you bro?
You know me na.
I for like go full throttle if na another person insult me like this.
Anyway nothing spoil

I don't know what is the cause of his current predicament.
I said that he should quit punting because the stress associated with punting will only escalate whatever he is going through.

Depression and punting is one of the worst combinations in the world.
You will just be raising your hopes of a better tomorrow unnecessarily which will only lead you deeper into the abyss of depression.


Hope you grab now?

funnynation:
Do good and good will follow you! You actually made me to cry one day when I started my funding business, now life has turn around.


I forgive you anyway! Go and sin no more!

funnynation:
Do good and good will follow you! You actually made me to cry one day when I started my funding business, now life has turn around.


I forgive you anyway! Go and sin no more!

pfpmoderator:
Seek the help of a counselor

funnynation:
Do good and good will follow you! You actually made me to cry one day when I started my funding business, now life has turn around.


I forgive you anyway! Go and sin no more!

iamsirmichael1:

Where can one be found?

HaileSelassie:
Same phase here..
I've made up my mind.. My story is complicated, might even stir up anger, the few I told made me feel more worthless.. Now I've bottled it all up, waiting for the perfect time. .
I just keep thinking about my only sis..
It will break her heart... But I've got to cut this short. Can't deal with waking up with so much pain, so much depression you can't even tell d next man. Life itself is a mirage. Watched my dad struggle to clothe and educate us, only to die when the time was ripe to eat! I tire I swear

Chiadikaobi:
Good morning Great Parents of this forum. Many who know me might be wondering why I'm making this post in this section because I've not had a comment or topic here but do visit regularly to checkout parental guidelines and advice. I'm here this time as a son now seeking the same counseling and help he do read about others in such state.

Dear parents, I can boldly say that things are no longer working in my life and all my thoughts day and night are suicidal as I see myself being worthless. My friends here would be surprised seeing this post because I'm well known as a jovial, friendly and funny character since I joined this forum in April 2011. I've lost my happiness ,I've lost my pride, I've lost my joy.

I was once a helper, making people smile by my generous act, now the reverse is the case. I beg to eat and solve minor needs that I wallow in Ocean of debts. Everything I lay hands on seems to be going south.
Nothing is going in my family as things are in coma. No need dropping a long boring epistle in that aspect because that should be a topic to discuss later.

Please my people, I need your input because I'm totally clueless, confused and depressed. Please help me waive away this unholy thoughts of ending everything because I've never been in such a state before. I see nairaland as my second home where I derive love and happiness, and I can boldly say that since my 7 years stay as a member, none can point or accuse me of fraud or any dubious act in any form. I've maintained a clean slate and I don't feel ashamed posting with my respected username which I've been known for.

I come to you as a beloved member that needs care and pursuit of happiness. Insults and bashing are so much welcome because that would get me busy to erase bad memories.

Blessings.

alexistaiwo:


With the way you are obsessed about "Alexistaiwo".
Wouldn't surprise me one bit if you create a suicidal thread one of these days.
Do well to mention me when the time comes, I might have one or two advice for you

alexistaiwo:
This is the blunt truth.
If you want to conquer your suicidal thoughts and gain back the control of your life.


Stop punting.

Enangson:
Mr. Low Odds,

When did you begin feeling like this?

Chiadikaobi:
Far from it bro. I can't remember the last time I typed a sportsbet url in my browser if not for the recent pfp qualification that gives me joy competing against each other.

Sometimes situations can bring out the worst in you.
Thanks for the kind words though. I appreciate

Chiadikaobi:
Will shoot you mail sir.

Chiadikaobi:
Far from it bro. I can't remember the last time I typed a sportsbet url in my browser if not for the recent pfp qualification that gives me joy competing against each other.

Sometimes situations can bring out the worst in you.
Thanks for the kind words though. I appreciate

procky:



Sent you a mail.. Reply...

alexistaiwo:



If you’re about to give up, read this.
Life will always have its share of bumps and delays. You wish to get something right away, but at some point you’ll just end up disappointed. You get lost in the journey. You get consumed by failures all along the way.
One thing that you have to remember is to see your struggles as a blessing. Why? Because that is when you become more patient. That is when your faith gets stronger. And that is when you become more human.
Whatever struggles that you have, they are just temporary. You will be healed soon. It will not hurt too much anymore. You will soon be able to flash a smile without faking it.
Please hold on. Never give up in life!


I believe in you

Enangson:
gloandgoldATgmailDOTcom

Chiadikaobi:
Good morning Great Parents of this forum. Many who know me might be wondering why I'm making this post in this section because I've not had a comment or topic here but do visit regularly to checkout parental guidelines and advice. I'm here this time as a son now seeking the same counseling and help he do read about others in such state.

Dear parents, I can boldly say that things are no longer working in my life and all my thoughts day and night are suicidal as I see myself being worthless. My friends here would be surprised seeing this post because I'm well known as a jovial, friendly and funny character since I joined this forum in April 2011. I've lost my happiness ,I've lost my pride, I've lost my joy.

I was once a helper, making people smile by my generous act, now the reverse is the case. I beg to eat and solve minor needs that I wallow in Ocean of debts. Everything I lay hands on seems to be going south.
Nothing is going in my family as things are in coma. No need dropping a long boring epistle in that aspect because that should be a topic to discuss later.

Please my people, I need your input because I'm totally clueless, confused and depressed. Please help me waive away this unholy thoughts of ending everything because I've never been in such a state before. I see nairaland as my second home where I derive love and happiness, and I can boldly say that since my 7 years stay as a member, none can point or accuse me of fraud or any dubious act in any form. I've maintained a clean slate and I don't feel ashamed posting with my respected username which I've been known for.

I come to you as a beloved member that needs care and pursuit of happiness. Insults and bashing are so much welcome because that would get me busy to erase bad memories.

Blessings.

merahki:
Hello Chiadikaobi
I am sending love, healing and life your way
I just checked your profile, while it is filled with betbetbet (no judging, I am surrounded by people like that, it's your hustle, and I won circa 10K during the World Cup- I even registered and I like betting sef, lol), something struck me while browsing you- your positive vibe, prayers, light humour, politeness, your general goodness- you even fund people's' accounts. I also noticed you care about your sister
The whole point of my post is that you "sound" like a good person, and I would like to help you medically, psychologically. I live very near your city so I can hook you up with these services (free). I want you to get well, God bless you