Although I don't support her actions, I can relate in a way.
People who are depressed or have been before will understand that it's not so easy opening up to others. Especially if you have done so before and been used or misunderstood. At that point you don't want to hear about how other people are having a worse life, how lagbaja doesn't have money or Tamuku didn't get admission...that further pushes the person deeper because then self loathing creeps in and she begins to feel like she's the most selfish person on earth for not being appreciative enough.
I feel bad for her because she had to go down that path and there was no one there for her. Of course her friends wouldn't have noticed, she probably hid it well under a mask of makeup and fake halfhearted smiles. Probably someone tried but didn't get deep enough to draw her out of the pain, perhaps it's bigger than we all think. Who can tell now? She's gone already.
The painful part is, that Peace she sought is not what she would find through suicide.

This is sad...very sad...

Thicktemptation:
I can understand her pain cos I can relate to it. Around this time last year I almost committed suicide too. I had my bottle of sniper and was writing suicide note and crying when my friend came in and took the sniper away then alerted my parents. I had wonderful friends who were there for me and that was what helped me. Lots of people are depressed and even when they tell people, they don't even take them serious.

oh God babe are the one on your profile pic ?

Naughtysite:
What do you expect when the economy is dwindling and the only economic policy we have is fighting corruption

you must be silly Mr man. is suicide is expectations for dwindling economy? if that is so, why didn't you and the rest of your family take the suicide option since that's is the expectations. if

Suicide is never an option

Parents, please stop calling your kids witches or useless or saying they can't become anything in life.

You are your family members support system. If a person can't get support from his family where will they get it from?

And let's stop being greedy, entitled kids. She killed herself but had 12k minimum in her account. I know of people with less than that who started soft drinks business on campus to take care of themselves. They didn't kill themselves

Hmmm, depression is real.

[quote author=pascalbenz post=74208692] all die na die .....if you no die today you die tomorow why envy for next tomorrow ... If e tire you just backout [/did u evn read ma post ..im pro suicide..I was js trying to tell others d sweetest nd painless way to go..so js get lost man

A sin against.

GRAMMARJAMES:


what will I gain by lying!?? this may encourage someone!! our friendship has gone to the extent that she even knew my family!! we took her as our family!! show love to someone Bruh!!

I don't quite get it myself.

The use of a word like 'often' and something about visiting cinemas in the latter part of your post made the only narration sounded like something that happened way beyond 6 days ago.

Omooba77:


May be her mum's gene is dominant on her.
Mental illness is real, but we trivialise it in this part of the world.

Yes you're right...

Emzyme:
some parents are related to the devil

depression issa bad thing


suicidal thoughts creep up into my head all the time

maybe oneday i might become brave enough to take the step once more
i hate the people i should call Dad And mum

Don't let whatever your parents did or didn't do push you over the edge. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporal problem.

The fact that you are intelligent enough to write this and empowered enough to post it here shows you have the chance to erase the sad parts of your past and incubate a new and confident future. Be strong and decide to fight. You'll succeed

LOVEWORLD247:
oh God babe are the one on your profile pic ?

Yeah iam

vicardino:
I can understand that life may not be fair as we hope or expect it to be but death/suicide should never be an option, never. There's life after death and that's what we seem to be forgetting.
Please, never give devil the chance to paint death/suicide in gold for you. U are too beautiful to die now, too strong to commit suicide.

Thnx I appreciate

phenzy:


You re just too beautiful to commit suicide....please never leave us yet. we love you

Thnx I won't. Now I have reasons to smile

Fourwinds:
nawa oooo... The moment i saw ur moniker i was shocked...first time to see such...
Hope u have gotten over ur depression...

U can follow me ..we can always chat

I've gotten over it, thnx.

introvertme:


What was your reason?

They were much but I'm in a better place now

Thicktemptation:

I've gotten over it, thnx.

good to know...take care of yourself

Fourwinds:
good to know...take care of yourself

I'll, thnx alot

RexEmmyGee:
I know this lady since 2009, she has never shown any sign of depression of any sort. She is so energetic and full of life

That's sad really

ClumsyFlimsy:

I swear.

Depression will make death seem like luxury.

A true peaceful and restful place


May her soul rest in perfect peace

Amen

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footprint17:
it is readable to me

good eye sight or what?

R.I.P, but commiting suide isn't the best way out and she's almost a graduate! what a world.

This life sef is nothing under this government damn too cheap

mungoparks:
so Op?why you come dey sensor were the babe write password? na your sister?then as for this babe she really wanna die,now who's gonna cry for her now? and what the fcvk is she writing the letters,who cares to read them.

oga shut d fvck up abeg.. Mumu

Tonymegabush1:
If someone that has 12k in her akant can drink sniper I wonder about those that has barely 2k, well am not justifying her actions but to me the picture of this lady as I see seems promising

my dear all na packaging... U see some people looking lovely outwardly ...but dey are depressed inside

onwuakpachris:
suicide's d best way to go...why stay on and suffer terribly.. only that...you should av js used two cards of tramadol..dat one js feels as good as falling asleep..so painless..unlike sniper dat eats u up pretty bad..anyways bravo girl

ode

Too bad for a young lady as such with visions, dreams and aspirations to commit such despite her condition.
This is a lesson to us all, treat your children right.

Blyzz:
good eye sight or what?

maybe your device

Thicktemptation:
Thnx I won't. Now I have reasons to smile

Awwwn...glad to hear that

Rozaytee:
oga shut d fvck up abeg.. Mumu

you dis bitter cunt.