Michellekabod1:
As I speak my heart is festering, I am in pain.
Even as a Christian I prefer to have the company of non theists as friends because the theists(mostly Christians) do nothing but make my life miserable.

As an introvert with social insecurity I'd rather stay in low-key.... I do things in my pace and space...love my company most times.i don't follow the modus operandi. I love to be myself and I also give people the chance to be themselves....
But all I get is shamming from them.

I am being abused,used and misused...being exploited financially, emotionally and almost sexually ...to avoid all this drama I chose to shoo off all churchies(except few like my beloved Emma) from my life but they come again.
Sometimes with threat of hell,or other stuffs....
I am fed up!
Imagine getting 25 missed calls from your pastor, you blocked the number,he uses another number,you block it again then he uses a private number....
My female pastor friend bumped into me whilst strolling to follow her to church,I told her I wanted to urinate and then she said there is toilet in her church, told her not just to urinate but change my pad,she told me she has pads with her,told her I don't collect pads from people and she said their normal mantra "I pity you..."

I can't even have good sleep now,a church behind my house...the noise is eardrum banging.

Currently I am being pestered for money,by them,tell them I don't have but they still keep coming....I need to breathe!
I am about running nuts!
Cc:Hahn, CAPSLOCKED, budaatum,jesusjnr,iamsabrina,martinez39, hardmirror,seen,johnnydon22,zither,raptex,lordreed,happypagan,ihedinobi3, frosbel2

Michellekabod1:
As I speak my heart is festering, I am in pain.
Even as a Christian I prefer to have the company of non theists as friends because the theists(mostly Christians) do nothing but make my life miserable.

As an introvert with social insecurity I'd rather stay in low-key.... I do things in my pace and space...love my company most times.i don't follow the modus operandi. I love to be myself and I also give people the chance to be themselves....
But all I get is shamming from them.

I am being abused,used and misused...being exploited financially, emotionally and almost sexually ...to avoid all this drama I chose to shoo off all churchies(except few like my beloved Emma) from my life but they come again.
Sometimes with threat of hell,or other stuffs....
I am fed up!
Imagine getting 25 missed calls from your pastor, you blocked the number,he uses another number,you block it again then he uses a private number....
My female pastor friend bumped into me whilst strolling to follow her to church,I told her I wanted to urinate and then she said there is toilet in her church, told her not just to urinate but change my pad,she told me she has pads with her,told her I don't collect pads from people and she said their normal mantra "I pity you..."

I can't even have good sleep now,a church behind my house...the noise is eardrum banging.

Currently I am being pestered for money,by them,tell them I don't have but they still keep coming....I need to breathe!
I am about running nuts!
Cc:Hahn, CAPSLOCKED, budaatum,jesusjnr,iamsabrina,martinez39, hardmirror,seen,johnnydon22,zither,raptex,lordreed,happypagan,ihedinobi3, frosbel2

Michellekabod1:
As I speak my heart is festering, I am in pain.
Even as a Christian I prefer to have the company of non theists as friends because the theists(mostly Christians) do nothing but make my life miserable.

As an introvert with social insecurity I'd rather stay in low-key.... I do things in my pace and space...love my company most times.i don't follow the modus operandi. I love to be myself and I also give people the chance to be themselves....
But all I get is shamming from them.

I am being abused,used and misused...being exploited financially, emotionally and almost sexually ...to avoid all this drama I chose to shoo off all churchies(except few like my beloved Emma) from my life but they come again.
Sometimes with threat of hell,or other stuffs....
I am fed up!
Imagine getting 25 missed calls from your pastor, you blocked the number,he uses another number,you block it again then he uses a private number....
My female pastor friend bumped into me whilst strolling to follow her to church,I told her I wanted to urinate and then she said there is toilet in her church, told her not just to urinate but change my pad,she told me she has pads with her,told her I don't collect pads from people and she said their normal mantra "I pity you..."

I can't even have good sleep now,a church behind my house...the noise is eardrum banging.

Currently I am being pestered for money,by them,tell them I don't have but they still keep coming....I need to breathe!
I am about running nuts!
Cc:Hahn, CAPSLOCKED, budaatum,jesusjnr,iamsabrina,martinez39, hardmirror,seen,johnnydon22,zither,raptex,lordreed,happypagan,ihedinobi3, frosbel2

Michellekabod1:
As I speak my heart is festering, I am in pain.
Even as a Christian I prefer to have the company of non theists as friends because the theists(mostly Christians) do nothing but make my life miserable.

As an introvert with social insecurity I'd rather stay in low-key.... I do things in my pace and space...love my company most times.i don't follow the modus operandi. I love to be myself and I also give people the chance to be themselves....
But all I get is shamming from them.

I am being abused,used and misused...being exploited financially, emotionally and almost sexually ...to avoid all this drama I chose to shoo off all churchies(except few like my beloved Emma) from my life but they come again.

Michellekabod1:
As I speak my heart is festering, I am in pain.
Even as a Christian I prefer to have the company of non theists as friends because the theists(mostly Christians) do nothing but make my life miserable.

As an introvert with social insecurity I'd rather stay in low-key.... I do things in my pace and space...love my company most times.i don't follow the modus operandi. I love to be myself and I also give people the chance to be themselves....
But all I get is shamming from them.

I am being abused,used and misused...being exploited financially, emotionally and almost sexually ...to avoid all this drama I chose to shoo off all churchies(except few like my beloved Emma) from my life but they come again.
Sometimes with threat of hell,or other stuffs....
I am fed up!
Imagine getting 25 missed calls from your pastor, you blocked the number,he uses another number,you block it again then he uses a private number....
My female pastor friend bumped into me whilst strolling to follow her to church,I told her I wanted to urinate and then she said there is toilet in her church, told her not just to urinate but change my pad,she told me she has pads with her,told her I don't collect pads from people and she said their normal mantra "I pity you..."

I can't even have good sleep now,a church behind my house...the noise is eardrum banging.

Currently I am being pestered for money,by them,tell them I don't have but they still keep coming....I need to breathe!
I am about running nuts!
CC: ihedinobi3

Martinez39:

I hope jesusjnr is not giving you trouble? If he is, expose him here. I will personally handle him.

Martinez39:
Most of the meanest, most wicked, full blown hypocrites, fraudsters etc. I have encountered in my life are those that claim to be christians or muslims. Dem boku well well. Atheists can be like but the self-identified theists are so many and worse. What makes them more dangerous is the religious label that acts like a cover for something sinister on inside. You don't see their craftiness and wickedness coming because, thanks to naivety, you don't imagine a self identified christian doing certain things.

Worse is when you are the type that takes the forgiveness message of Jesus seriously and you practise the act of forgiving. If you do this, you are finished in the hands of these people. They will exploit your forgiving nature to get back into your life and get favours from you despite doing something terrible to you in the past and worse is that they will keep on doing it and expecting you to forgive them. Stay away from toxic people.

I hope jesusjnr is not giving you trouble? If he is, expose him here. I will personally handle him.

jesusjnr:
Lol! Handle me ke?

Wonders shall never cease!

Who knows you here personally here?

Whoever does it's would be well obvious that knowing me would be a huge upgrade!

So keep clutching at straws for whatever I've shown here cannot be pretended.

So even my worst would much better than you at your best, for maybe that's why you'd rather be where you would not have any restrictions, for a christian could be called a hypocrite, but what would an atheist be called?

You can personally fill in the gap for me, because I know it would remain empty.

#aGodzombieisagoogolplextimesbetterthanasatanzombie

Michellekabod1:
As I speak my heart is festering, I am in pain.
Even as a Christian I prefer to have the company of non theists as friends because the theists(mostly Christians) do nothing but make my life miserable.

As an introvert with social insecurity I'd rather stay in low-key.... I do things in my pace and space...love my company most times.i don't follow the modus operandi. I love to be myself and I also give people the chance to be themselves....
But all I get is shamming from them.

I am being abused,used and misused...being exploited financially, emotionally and almost sexually ...to avoid all this drama I chose to shoo off all churchies(except few like my beloved Emma) from my life but they come again.
Sometimes with threat of hell,or other stuffs....
I am fed up!
Imagine getting 25 missed calls from your pastor, you blocked the number,he uses another number,you block it again then he uses a private number....
My female pastor friend bumped into me whilst strolling to follow her to church,I told her I wanted to urinate and then she said there is toilet in her church, told her not just to urinate but change my pad,she told me she has pads with her,told her I don't collect pads from people and she said their normal mantra "I pity you..."

I can't even have good sleep now,a church behind my house...the noise is eardrum banging.

Currently I am being pestered for money,by them,tell them I don't have but they still keep coming....I need to breathe!
I am about running nuts!
Cc:Hahn, CAPSLOCKED, budaatum,jesusjnr,iamsabrina,martinez39, hardmirror,seen,johnnydon22,zither,raptex,lordreed,happypagan,ihedinobi3, frosbel2

Martinez39:
This one na initial gra gra . Let Michellekabod just confirm that you are one of those troubling her for money and church programme attendance or that you sexually...... I will show you pepper. Hot pepper. It might look funny now but just wait until I start dealing with you.

In the meantime,

jesusjnr:
I usually don't do this, but em....i think the foolish stupidity of your ignorance is worth my laughter in advance.

Michellekabod1:


U Don chop liver ba?you!
Not shocked as I saw you comment in the ashewo beer parlor thread

Bia,no make martinez39 vex o,if not I go join hand with him finish u

jesusjnr:
I usually don't do this, but em....i think the foolish stupidity of your ignorance is worth my laughter in advance.

jesusjnr:
Thank God finally at least now someone can breath.

So feel free to express yourself, for it's your God-given right.

I chop clear conscience and e dey sweet me for belle.

Jesus preached in a lot of ashawo beer parlours and so did I.

barapistis:



Uhm, some of the people you cc cannot give you good answers,only a few can do this

Secondly,your text shows you don't understand many scriptural principles

The principles of the scripture most times help filter the crowd that comes around you

The church you attend,your first outlook on societal problems,your conclusions,
Been Christ like is a must for all Christians but the real definition of that is a close relationship with the holy spirit

I have borrowed a scammer money because I was greedy,

God specifically told me not to do it but I did it ..I even told God I don't want to suffer hunger so let him allow me double the money...I lost it all,

I understand spirituals to some extent as I personally know that money is connected to time which is connected to live(blood),
So proposed in my heart to have the guy coursed but I was stopped by God who said I didn't follow instruction therefore ,I lost through disobedience Rather than scam

I still feel the pain even after elven years(Gods real intention for obedience is for us to have good memories)

So if you getting hit by people from every direction and seeing attitude not befitting of a christian ,

Then its because you are still a babe(Paul called it nepious or something like that

The more mature you are in the things of God,the better covered you are

From my personal walk...I have seen grace in three dimensions for Christians

The general grace on every Christian professing Christ

The grace that comes out of study and fellowship with the spirit

The grace of the sons ....these is where God wants us to be

Just like Jesus said when been arrested(he could have called an heavenly legion to have the soldiers arresting destroyed but he didn't out of understanding

Elijah didn't have that time...he called fire from heaven and lives were destroyed

Martinez39:
Okay. Let Michelle just report you. You will see pepper.

jesusjnr:
I usually don't do this, but em....i think the foolish stupidity of your ignorance is worth my laughter in advance.

barapistis:



Uhm, some of the people you cc cannot give you good answers,only a few can do this

Secondly,your text shows you don't understand many scriptural principles

The principles of the scripture most times help filter the crowd that comes around you

The church you attend,your first outlook on societal problems,your conclusions,
Been Christ like is a must for all Christians but the real definition of that is a close relationship with the holy spirit

I have borrowed a scammer money because I was greedy,

God specifically told me not to do it but I did it ..I even told God I don't want to suffer hunger so let him allow me double the money...I lost it all,

I understand spirituals to some extent as I personally know that money is connected to time which is connected to live(blood),
So proposed in my heart to have the guy coursed but I was stopped by God who said I didn't follow instruction therefore ,I lost through disobedience Rather than scam

I still feel the pain even after elven years(Gods real intention for obedience is for us to have good memories)

So if you getting hit by people from every direction and seeing attitude not befitting of a christian ,

Then its because you are still a babe(Paul called it nepious or something like that

The more mature you are in the things of God,the better covered you are

From my personal walk...I have seen grace in three dimensions for Christians

The general grace on every Christian professing Christ

The grace that comes out of study and fellowship with the spirit

The grace of the sons ....these is where God wants us to be

Just like Jesus said when been arrested(he could have called an heavenly legion to have the soldiers arresting destroyed but he didn't out of understanding

Elijah didn't have that time...he called fire from heaven and lives were destroyed

jesusjnr:
My dear you have a very good point there.

People blame everything else but themselves when they get themselves into abusive situations and problems by themselves, even when they had been warned prior to that by God not to go into it, but refused to heed His warning.

So you have reiterated my point there.

Michellekabod1:
As I speak my heart is festering, I am in pain.
Even as a Christian I prefer to have the company of non theists as friends because the theists(mostly Christians) do nothing but make my life miserable.

As an introvert with social insecurity I'd rather stay in low-key.... I do things in my pace and space...love my company most times.i don't follow the modus operandi. I love to be myself and I also give people the chance to be themselves....
But all I get is shamming from them.

I am being abused,used and misused...being exploited financially, emotionally and almost sexually ...to avoid all this drama I chose to shoo off all churchies(except few like my beloved Emma) from my life but they come again.
Sometimes with threat of hell,or other stuffs....
I am fed up!
Imagine getting 25 missed calls from your pastor, you blocked the number,he uses another number,you block it again then he uses a private number....
My female pastor friend bumped into me whilst strolling to follow her to church,I told her I wanted to urinate and then she said there is toilet in her church, told her not just to urinate but change my pad,she told me she has pads with her,told her I don't collect pads from people and she said their normal mantra "I pity you..."

I can't even have good sleep now,a church behind my house...the noise is eardrum banging.

Currently I am being pestered for money,by them,tell them I don't have but they still keep coming....I need to breathe!
I am about running nuts!
Cc:Hahn, CAPSLOCKED, budaatum,jesusjnr,iamsabrina,martinez39, hardmirror,seen,johnnydon22,zither,raptex,lordreed,happypagan,ihedinobi3, frosbel2

CAPSLOCKED:


MY MAN YOU'RE A BASTĄRD LIAR!!

jesusjnr:
My dear you have a very good point there.

People blame everything else but themselves when they get themselves into abusive situations and problems by themselves, even when they had been warned prior to that by God not to go into it, but refused to heed His warning.

So you have reiterated my point there.

Martinez39:

Worse is when you are the type that takes the forgiveness message of Jesus seriously and you practise the act of forgiving. If you do this, you are finished in the hands of these people. They will exploit your forgiving nature to get back into your life and get favours from you despite doing something terrible to you in the past and worse is that they will keep on doing it and expecting you to forgive them. Stay away from toxic people.

barapistis:


Any christian not hearing from God in this age is not matured enough to be called a christian

The entire world is in deep deception,you cannot know the truth by listening to what you see and hear from people,its completely impossible

I say this as I have read a lot about wars,world wars

CIA operations,mossad,including such books as by the way of deception,wage thy war and many more

Aside this,I was in battle for many years and still in battles with demons like Osun,just in case you don't know ,she is thsame as ezewane in Igbo and the Greek goddess Diana
She appears with different names in different dispensations but her characters are still the same

This has mad me understand that there is nothing like been smart in the kingdom of God

You cannot be smart(you can only be wise) if you looking for a smart guy,checkout Lucifer
The guy smart die

There was a certain time I was told by God the he Lucifer dosnt just lie

He is lie( for he does not have the ability to say the truth)

But if you do hear the voice of the spirit of God

You are made

Remember, its not the action the spirit considers ,but the intent of a man,

The Spirit does not considers your works ,but your very intention regarding the work

So bro,I do hear from Him ,not as frequent as I want as I do get so engaged in daily activities


Another one was a yahoo boy that had wanted to use me for rituals

I was so determined to followed untill I was stopped by God

Me still lacking understanding told God I was going to get a job

Then He simply told me I would die(I have this deep faith then that I can't just die not by the hands of men,not by demons or Lucifer ,but here was I been told I was going to die)

If you do Talk with with God you will notice that the spirit of God can be both gentle in speaking and mean at other times

I just followed ,3 months later I saw same guy who had wanted to lure me into death by telling me he's mum has a poultry farm in Abeokuta where I can get a job driving a Toyota

I was feeding the same guy some few months back

Immediately I saw him...God spoke again about his real intentions

To buttress my point ,I Had preach just a little to this guy I knew from no where but was leaving with me

I had to do the preaching as I was probed by God when he showed me the spirit of the guy

It was complete darkness... Untill then,I have never seen the spirit of an unsaved man
Pastors have preached ,heard different sermons but none ever discribed it

I saw a kind something as dark as charcoal mixed in engine oil

An unsaved man is in complete darkness(that was my first sight of it) and I have not seen it again

IAmSabrina:

What do you call hearing from this god @bolded? How can we tell if it's not just your conscience or your imagination? How do you know the difference?

Cc. jesusjnr / jesusjnr2 / jjresurrected