I wonder what would have become of me if my mum had died. I may have become restless, gone out to steal to continue betting and may be get lynched or arrested. Those no longer under their parents, i wonder how they cope once bet9ja virtual drains them. I had just 300 naira today i should have used to buy bread and pepsi yet squandered it on games. I got home and luckily, eba and groundnut soup was already served, awaiting me.

I will let you in on what my mum does to make things okay.......

I remember one time i stayed with someone not related to me. It wasn't funny at all. I had little or no source of getting money. He was always not around and so the pot was mostly empty. My mum was generous enough to send down soup and stew to me from where she was.

I messed up during my time with the philantropist sha. This is someone that could have linked me up to get a good job. I carried out some clandestine acts in his house i always denied.

I remember seldomly using his groceries and properties as collateral to collect money to gamble. I once used one of his expensive belts, a lap of chicken [you heard me right], umbrella, his babe's chain etc. The chain was the last straw that broke the camel's back.

Last last, na mumsi pay. I do feel remorseful at times though. I'm human. I will try to always wash plates and run errands for mum as my sign of gratitude since there is no sign i will make money to take care of her

Guy, you never still repent? 2019 is almost over o!

I remember how you started the year with plans and tips on how to quit gambling

Gofwane:
Guy, you never still repent? 2019 is almost over o!

I remember how you started the year with plans and tips on how to quit gambling

hmm.. My guy it's easier said than done. Our needs are numerous and the economy bad. Gambling is our only hope of making it big

ChildOfDoom:
hmm.. My guy it's easier said than done. Our needs are numerous and the economy bad. Gambling is our only hope of making it big

I think you should open a thread in the diaries section instead of opening new threads about this same stuff every time.

I hope you find true happiness.

revenge001:
you're truly unrepentant son of doom

yea. But when life is on, there is hope for a change. Thank God i am not useless as a grown man with children. Still young. Hopefully, more criticism [from me, you and others] can help me buckle up. Oyibo call am 'constructive criticism.'

ChildOfDoom:
hmm.. My guy it's easier said than done. Our needs are numerous and the economy bad. Gambling is our only hope of making it big

Gambling is one of the characteristics that relegates you to a poverty mindset. There are a tonne of legit ways to make it in life. Stop Gambling!

Is it that you have a gambling addiction or what

Give your phone to your mother and get yourself to an addiction treatment centre osiso

And get your pastor involved if you have one

I don't think you're ready to quit gambling, I have a friend the Voluntarily did his was so bad he gambled with his school fees, provisions even sold his socks to do so.

Why don't you be honest and admit you don't really care if your mum lives or dies? It would unfortunately give her rest from you if she dies.