WHAT IF I DIE TODAY?

I feel a sharp pain in my chest
Is it real or my imagination?
Am i sick or is my mind messed up from all the happenings in this nation?

I've always wished to see 99
But now I'm scared of never reaching 29

The line is thin
I see the other world clearly, I'm standing on the brim

Today I'm sounding healthy
In the next moment I'm feeling sick
3 am in the consul
This feeling is scaring et sickening

But I'm not scared about the life beyond
Maybe only worried i will have to leave while I'm still young

But what if I die today?

What if you wake up to the news that I'm nomore
Different thoughts flying through your mind
Regrets and mistakes

Moments we should have shared
Memories we should have made
Regrets that should have being corrected

What if i die today?

Will you flood your timeline with my pictures
When you've barely called my phone

Will you write a long epistle of sweet smelling lies about how we joke and smile

Will you maybe shed a tear
But you haven't extended a hand of friendship all these years

Will you only withdraw from your store of love to shower on me only when my account is close?

What if i die today?

No!! Not tomorrow, it will never come

What if i die at this moment
Will you celebrate the life i lived when you mourn?

What if i die today?
Cos death seem very close
Don't wait till I'm gone, mate
Better you start treating me like one of your very own

©JayromDahHypeman