Seriously I've noticed that. Money is both self love and love for others.

I'm a craftsman and one in a while I go broke but what supprises me the most is that any time I'm broke, I tend not to fancy anything about me and around me. I find it even difficult to eat even though I still have enough for feeding. I find it extremely difficult to buy any petty thing for my self even though I could still afford it. My self esteem always reduce drastically for me... Like my fellas will be singing our usual national anthem

boss how far na?

to me, and I will be like are these people mad ni
I've also noticed my love for my girlfriend always goes to zero level at those points... I mean, I won't call or text. If she even managed to call, it's always a brief strict talk of any important thing at the moment; no romantic lengthy talks and all that. Most especially I don't allow her to visit or I even cancel her scheduled visit

But on the contrary, whenever I'm on cool cash, I feel fly. I always see reasons to be addressed as boss even though my guys know nothing about the money in my hand... I call babe every time and talks for hours... I turn to a real-time glutton, I call babe to spend days with me. Like my life when I have money and when I'm broke are just opposite.


Is it only me abi I dey with some fellas here??