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|Pray For Me: My Life No Longer In My Hands by ChildOfDoom: 3:43pm On Nov 21|
Self-control, discipline, diligence, morality, responsibility, humility, accountability, reliability and so on. Most of the aforementioned qualities of a good child/employee, is alien to 80 percent of the youths in my generation. I find those virtuous traits difficult to attain, no matter how I try. It is more like I am living a predetermined life of evil, lust and pending doom. I find myself in a powerless situation where my body impulses reject what is right, and court what is bad or unhealthy.
Surprisingly, I mainly derive joy from these uncouth and unfavourable vices. Below are some obnoxious spontaneous acts I do often, which could lead to my downfall:
|Re: Pray For Me: My Life No Longer In My Hands by Uzomacharles: 3:46pm On Nov 21|
It looks like you want people to advice you or help you but why all these grammars
Me I no too understand them no vex
|Re: Pray For Me: My Life No Longer In My Hands by ChildOfDoom: 3:49pm On Nov 21|
Seems all the partial recovery I make from betting addiction is ephemeral. There is always an inner yearning to go back to bet9ja shops. Staying at home or going to work does not give as much joy as staying in betshops.
When at betshops, I am treated to comical and 'lively' interactions by my fellow frustrated bet addicts. We laugh away our pains for that moment. I get to sit comfortably under the fans there, charge my phone (standby generator) and watch the latest movies/musics. I won't lie, currently at a betshop in Warri.
When I manage to win at times (no matter how little), I get big Pepsi and Bread and eat well. The winning feeling is so good. If not that we don't know when to stop betting when on winning streak, it would have been good. The addiction then makes me and other lowlifes to gamble with money that is not ours, in a bid to recover our losses. This has always put me in trouble. I pray I always find a way out of using people's money, to avoid being tortured.
Who else has noticed that when hungry, standing behind those who win soccer virtual at bet9ja shop, can give you something to eat. A day, after losing all I have, I beg between 300 - 500 naira from 'temporary winners' which I use to entertain myself. Hmm. Penny wise, pounce foolish though
|Re: Pray For Me: My Life No Longer In My Hands by GodWrites: 3:54pm On Nov 21|
I'm grabbing a seat.. This will be interesting...
|Re: Pray For Me: My Life No Longer In My Hands by ChildOfDoom: 4:06pm On Nov 21|
*carbonated drinks addiction*
Since 2008, I find it hard doing without drinking sugary minerals. It's either Pepsi or coke. Any time I am excited, stressed out or need energy after chronic masturbation, I take pepsi, mostly with junk food. At the height of it, I take up to 3 Pepsi daily. My mum gate-crashes parties where she organises food and drinks for me. She brought three can coke from a burial ceremony. I took one last night and one this morning. I will likely take another one later today with whatever I eat.
It is always refreshing to take sweet things. I only eat sweet biscuits too (like pure bliss). I currently have some discomfort in the lower left and right side of my abdomen. I just pray I don't get diabetes or kidney problems. I urinate often and kind of feel numb in my lower limbs at times. I get dehydrated a lot and blurred vision.
Even when I take bitter leaf (as advised) to regulate my body, I still go back to sweet things. Hmm. Irresistible attraction
|Re: Pray For Me: My Life No Longer In My Hands by PenuelFarms: 4:07pm On Nov 21|
As your name is so you are.
|Re: Pray For Me: My Life No Longer In My Hands by ChildOfDoom: 4:39pm On Nov 21|
*the spirit of masturbation*
I have been masturbating for ten years now. I started off naively and experimentally. Now, it's hard to let go. The thought/fear of stopping the act, even makes me commit the act more. Before now, i used every little opportunity to jerk off. It started with sex chat on 2go back in the days. Now I masturbate to anything. My thoughts, a person I fantasize of, porn, phone intimacy etc.
I have done the act almost everywhere. On the bed, the toilet, parlour, office, at a friend's place etc. Before now, I only jerk off when I need to sleep or when I am frustrated from betting loss. No timetable again. The world is a bitter and cruel place. It's my only source of joy. Once I jerk off, I sleep to forget the pain.
I always look for an opportunity to get home for it. More like a stimulant for the day. I have used everything available to 'soapy'. Rocking pillow, bare hands, groundnut oil, Vaseline, saliva, hair cream, panties etc.
As a result, I have a weak erection. I know I may not be 'man enough' in my marriage, but I can't help it. I get pains around my pelvic region and back, coupled with blurred vision, loss of weight and balance.
What do I do? Youths of this generation are slaves to their addictions. We just keep pushing ourselves like that. Only God can help us
|Re: Pray For Me: My Life No Longer In My Hands by ChildOfDoom: 9:06pm On Nov 21|
Uzomacharles:pardon me. I use those dictions so it sticks to me. Practice makes perfect
|Re: Pray For Me: My Life No Longer In My Hands by NobleSeed(m): 9:09pm On Nov 21|
This your format Don too old Na bro ,what did you think?
Make well give you the latest one Na.
|Re: Pray For Me: My Life No Longer In My Hands by ChildOfDoom: 11:00pm On Nov 21|
GodWrites:my life is a joke
|Re: Pray For Me: My Life No Longer In My Hands by Ahmad62(m): 11:09pm On Nov 21|
Game of thrones season 9.. Lemme Grab my chair...
|Re: Pray For Me: My Life No Longer In My Hands by Meedon: 11:28pm On Nov 21|
It is your destiny.
|Re: Pray For Me: My Life No Longer In My Hands by Kirchoffs: 9:54am On Nov 22|
ChildOfDoom:I know you
|Re: Pray For Me: My Life No Longer In My Hands by Uzomacharles: 11:01am On Nov 22|
|Re: Pray For Me: My Life No Longer In My Hands by ChildOfDoom: 6:38pm On Nov 22|
|Re: Pray For Me: My Life No Longer In My Hands by ChildOfDoom: 7:27pm On Nov 22|
NobleSeed:just my life misfortunes, nothing more
|Re: Pray For Me: My Life No Longer In My Hands by Cerebellum: 7:37pm On Nov 22|
I wonder why u think ur life won't remain in disarray with this name you bear self
Dem swear for you,no..no,,telli me??
|Re: Pray For Me: My Life No Longer In My Hands by NobleSeed(m): 3:15pm On Nov 23|
ChildOfDoom:this misfortune is too much for ,so I'm sceptical if this is real or fabricated stories....
Is been long you started telling this your misfortune stories with different moniker. What happened to the advice,solution that has always being given to you on a platter of gold?
|Re: Pray For Me: My Life No Longer In My Hands by ChildOfDoom: 3:42pm On Nov 23|
|Re: Pray For Me: My Life No Longer In My Hands by ChildOfDoom: 6:07pm On Nov 23|
Meedon:ah. I sure hope it can be reversed. many youths in my generation have lost focus. Not only me
|Re: Pray For Me: My Life No Longer In My Hands by ChildOfDoom: 8:08pm On Nov 23|
Kirchoffs:oh I doubt
|Re: Pray For Me: My Life No Longer In My Hands by Kirchoffs: 8:20pm On Nov 23|
ChildOfDoom:You'd be surprised......Your name starts from D
|Re: Pray For Me: My Life No Longer In My Hands by 1beat(m): 9:07pm On Nov 23|
is oohkay ⤴️⤵️
No time for advice or praying for anybody to night I need to pray for my self. anyhow, the guy bellow will tell you how I feel concerning you
|Re: Pray For Me: My Life No Longer In My Hands by lefulefu(m): 9:09pm On Nov 23|
this childofdoom ehn
only u is a chronic gambling addict
only u is a chronic masturbating addict
na only dey eat and drink anyhow
one person with many afflictions
|Re: Pray For Me: My Life No Longer In My Hands by SILENTandSMART2: 9:14pm On Nov 23|
Start smoking weed in a slient place your brain go reset and tell you what to do
|Re: Pray For Me: My Life No Longer In My Hands by Meedon: 10:42pm On Nov 23|
Bro. It is not only you.
|Re: Pray For Me: My Life No Longer In My Hands by imagrg: 5:17am On Nov 24|
Your village people want to somersault your destiny.
Light red and green candles at midnight and call on God to cast hindrances away from you. Then quench the flame in a cup of pure water and drink.
All your problems will be resolved pronto and your financial undertakings would prosper!
|Re: Pray For Me: My Life No Longer In My Hands by ChildOfDoom: 7:18pm On Nov 24|
Cerebellum:hmm. the username stuck. it's analogous to my nomenclature. i can't even delete. forgot the mail's password. so, i always go back to this account, even when I say I will not use it again
|Re: Pray For Me: My Life No Longer In My Hands by Tony142: 7:32pm On Nov 24|
create another account and name it "ChildOfGrace"
|Re: Pray For Me: My Life No Longer In My Hands by Stephenmoka4(m): 8:54pm On Nov 24|
Scripted and writing promotion.
|Re: Pray For Me: My Life No Longer In My Hands by ChildOfDoom: 1:14am On Nov 25|
lefulefu:What more can I say? this life is a mystery
|Re: Pray For Me: My Life No Longer In My Hands by ChildOfDoom: 7:28am|
Tony142:hmm. Okay sir
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