Taking your Life won’t solve the issue, it will only transfer your current emotional trauma to ur parents. Calm ursef down, we all make mistakes but what matters is if we agree to make a total change. As long as there is life, Hope exists . Your dream is still valid .

I would have love to drop my number so we could communicate but its a public blog , so if you read this and feel you need help , kindly drop your mail and i will contact you. Please avoid being alone.

I await your response

One guy is at America right now, having similar issue

He thinks his life is over not knowing that if you were in his shoes you will be adored by your family


All because of location, this world get as e be

DMerciful:
You knew your family invested and depended on you to succeed yet you blew it. Yeye son, if you like kill yourself. Nonsense!

What’s your point ?

DMerciful:
For every action there is an equal and opposite consequence!

Lol
Thanks for clearing my doubts

Divoc19:
Call home and let them know how you feel and why you wish but you can't come home for now.

They may have forgiven you and moved on. There's nothing like family.

Also try getting a companion where you are too. Life is too short to stress abeg

listen to these advice

palsenator:




Let me teach you forex trading for free. I mean absolutely free. I won't ask you a dime up until you master it....

My brother please I beg you to teach me. I have passed through a lot in life. Please. Awaiting you reply. Thanks

Sebastine1994:
When half of my neighbors have travelled, I am now left alone in the compound. every year it is only me who remains back, I am ashamed. I can't go home. I offended my family so much.

I was deported from South Africa for drug trafficking, my father spent all his life saving to send me abroad, I went there to do drugs,

Now I have my freedom, but my heart remains in chain, seeing my family struggling financially because of me and the failed investment on me. I am depressed because of this.

I can't call them, I don't know what to do. I may take my life if the emotional torture becomes much.

There's nothing new under the heavens. Let them know your situation and be ready to work to recover all they have lost. Many have towed that path and are successful today. Find something to do, no matter how lowly. Rebuild yourself to reprogram your life. Learn a vocation if you can't immediately go back to school. There are some NGOs and government owned centres that can be of help to you. If you're religious, find out opportunities available through the Church or Mosque.

It's just a bustop in your life. Everyone has a past. Move on to greater things by God's grace.

Sebastine1994:
When half of my neighbors have travelled, I am now left alone in the compound. every year it is only me who remains back, I am ashamed. I can't go home. I offended my family so much.

I was deported from South Africa for drug trafficking, my father spent all his life saving to send me abroad, I went there to do drugs,

Now I have my freedom, but my heart remains in chain, seeing my family struggling financially because of me and the failed investment on me. I am depressed because of this.

I can't call them, I don't know what to do. I may take my life if the emotional torture becomes much.

go take your life idiot, you no see computer buy make you start hustle but na only drug you fit try. die and life goes on joor

Shellsploit:
Am traveling tomorrow, I no mind to lap u for GIG to owerri

why are you laid is?

Vickiebam:
Hell is real o
No try sucide
Na trip to hell
First of all give ur life to Jesus
He will see u through
He loves u

Lol
You wan dey preach hell to person wey dey depressed?

Preach hope to him. Tell him why the life is still worth living, and don't try scare him with hell.

Sebastine1994:
When half of my neighbors have travelled, I am now left alone in the compound. every year it is only me who remains back, I am ashamed. I can't go home. I offended my family so much.

I was deported from South Africa for drug trafficking, my father spent all his life saving to send me abroad, I went there to do drugs,

Now I have my freedom, but my heart remains in chain, seeing my family struggling financially because of me and the failed investment on me. I am depressed because of this.

I can't call them, I don't know what to do. I may take my life if the emotional torture becomes much.

In fact you have to be very lucky that you were given a second chance if you are in Saudi Arabia by now you have already been executed. I know some people they did not make it alive in Thailand for selling drugs. One of them we went to the same school together, the guy just wasted his life

Don't worry bro...suicide is a way the enemies wanna stop you from seeing the goodies of life that awaits in future. Hit me on watsapp let's talk down your internal crises.
09028514597

Jesus to the rescue. Cry to Jesus and ask Him into your life AS LORD and SAVIOUR.Look for a true Bible believing and seek counsel from him. This is one of the reason Jesus came. God bless.

Sebastine1994:
When half of my neighbors have travelled, I am now left alone in the compound. every year it is only me who remains back, I am ashamed. I can't go home. I offended my family so much.

I was deported from South Africa for drug trafficking, my father spent all his life saving to send me abroad, I went there to do drugs,

Now I have my freedom, but my heart remains in chain, seeing my family struggling financially because of me and the failed investment on me. I am depressed because of this.

I can't call them, I don't know what to do. I may take my life if the emotional torture becomes much.

Just know that you are not the only with this experience. Face your family once and for all. The shame and blame will pass in just 1day and the next day they start loving you.
Go home.

RedPanthar:



Break your phone. Cmon get lost

Break my phone for a dingbat

That you made a mistake doesn't mean you should pay for it forever my brother. Go, be a man, beg your family for forgiveness and go into the streets to Hussle and wipe their tears away someday. Draw close to Jesus Christ. That man fixes anything and everything. Assemble the friends you know that are doing well, plead with them to help you get on your feet to redeem your image from your family. Don't give up. You are alive, you are still a treasure waiting bloom. Many have done worst but realised their mistakes and make huge changes in their lives and are back on their feet. Please don't take your own life.

Please suicide is never an option keep such thoughts away from your mind. The first step is to forgive urself and get rid of self guilt then go back to your family and explain situation of things to them. Eventually they will forgive you and you can move on with your life. Nothing like famille!!

Sebastine1994:
When half of my neighbors have travelled, I am now left alone in the compound. every year it is only me who remains back, I am ashamed. I can't go home. I offended my family so much.

I was deported from South Africa for drug trafficking, my father spent all his life saving to send me abroad, I went there to do drugs,

Now I have my freedom, but my heart remains in chain, seeing my family struggling financially because of me and the failed investment on me. I am depressed because of this.

I can't call them, I don't know what to do. I may take my life if the emotional torture becomes much.

In as much as I think you were one of those giving us bad names and you deserve what is coming your way now.


It is better you go home, tell a white lie and move on with your life... Are you not even worried that your mom would be in pains for not seeing you for long or probably they think you are dead.

Make peace with yourself and move on with your life

You are a total waste to ur family, better commit sui*ide. When people out there wish for a family like urs u just wasted there love and resorces, baskkkkkkkkkarddddddddddd.

I know a man who was deported from South Africa do to some crimes similar to yours, but he did not allow the incident to slow him down.
Today he is happily
Married wit kids

Sebastine1994:
When half of my neighbors have travelled, I am now left alone in the compound. every year it is only me who remains back, I am ashamed. I can't go home. I offended my family so much.

I was deported from South Africa for drug trafficking, my father spent all his life saving to send me abroad, I went there to do drugs,

Now I have my freedom, but my heart remains in chain, seeing my family struggling financially because of me and the failed investment on me. I am depressed because of this.

I can't call them, I don't know what to do. I may take my life if the emotional torture becomes much.

Brother every money invested by family is dash you own no body rada. Go to them, family go absorb you na family ebee

Shellsploit:
Am traveling tomorrow,
I no mind to lap u for GIG to owerri

lol

This generation sha... Any small thing, na to dey threaten people with suicide. How did we fall this low?!!

I keep asking... Who is raising these weaklings?!! Even during the Great Depression in U.S and other parts of Europe, people thought more of forging ahead than taking their lives.

It is well with you Op... Honestly can't say more for now.

...And what is with you people and travelling or congregating in villas for Christmas?!! Dem dey remote una?!!... Some even use their entire year's savings for such inanity. Smh.

Bro go back to your family, you still have a long and better way to go in life, firstly you have realized your mistake and had suffered for it, stop torturing yourself, go back home, they’ll be happy to see u, I bet

Sebastine1994:
When half of my neighbors have travelled, I am now left alone in the compound. every year it is only me who remains back, I am ashamed. I can't go home. I offended my family so much.

I was deported from South Africa for drug trafficking, my father spent all his life saving to send me abroad, I went there to do drugs,

Now I have my freedom, but my heart remains in chain, seeing my family struggling financially because of me and the failed investment on me. I am depressed because of this.

I can't call them, I don't know what to do. I may take my life if the emotional torture becomes much.

Bro go and see your people, they will be happy to know you are alive. Do not commit suicide , it is not the best. Believe that the future is Bright.

Bros hussle and make your family proud, they say success has plenty family members, when a door closes, a window is open somewhere

Some people in my compound believed this is my position right now, as they have not seen me doing the Xmas travelling.

Whereas I am good and in good relationship with my few family members back home.

gambia:
What exactly is your problem Op? I doubt your story, because same you narrated the below story recently.

l knew he is lieing

Hypocrites everywhere, person wey u suppose to Cansel, see ur life.

DMerciful:
You knew your family invested and depended on you to succeed yet you blew it. Yeye son, if you like kill yourself. Nonsense!

Oluwapluto:
There is nothing special in HOME

Another homeless child, sorry only God will protect the orphans.

Kigaxid142:
Color

Scammer