I swear with my very existence that am going to work extra hard to make it in life without betting. The earth bear me witness.

Am convinced without any reasonable doubt that devil is not the cause of my affliction but rather i am the devil in my life, there is a being that keeps whispering to me that Do i know what it means to win millions with N100. from there the circle continues.

ShackWes:
guy go die

guys pls read my signature

wicked

novice22:
Am convinced without any reasonable doubt that devil is not the cause of my affliction but rather i am the devil in my life, there is a being that keeps whispering to me that Do i know what it means to win millions with N100. from there the circle continues.

exactly. I wonder why i only buckle up when in trouble. Sheer waywardness, Desperation and unwillingness to let go is what is killing me. I want to try a new method of no more going to a bet9ja shop, for whatever reason. Evil company corrupts good manners

For 3 straight days i didnt pertake in any form of betting...the result was amazing, i always have cash on my posession but its as if i wanted to die, my life was void of purpose, i was sad and unhappy, its as if my source of happiness was taken away. Life becomes boring and empty to me.

so yesterday i decide to book just a game of #100 and i decide to play just one virtual game of #150 to win 7500, i was stunned and trilled when a single goal prevented me from winning it, i decided to try again, before i knew it i ended up losing #3500 that belongs to a friend in a bid to recover it i borrowed 6k from my manager in my jan salary, and i won 13200 in total, then a thought came to me to make it 15k and i ended up losing the entire money.

Just because of a booking of #100 i ended up losing 9k.., i dont know if am cursed or not but i have made up my mind never to stick to real games only but to quit sport betting for good.. right now am at home, so down and depressed, i wondered why did i came to this earth in the first place...imagine since 2015 i keep making similar mistake and always fail to learn from it.

Pathetic

okay today i resume work and at the close of today virtual collected diesel cash of 4000 meant for my company .

i dont know what else to do but i will neverindulge in betting anymore. oh God if i do may i be poor forever, may nairaland bear me witness.

i feel like drinking sniper but i wont.



THURSDAYS 28 2021..........The day i vowed to quit betting weather it is spiritual or not. pls nairalander pray for me.

My mate are buying cars and am addicted to virtual at 24.

my stupidity is top notch.

swapping my future on computer game.

i hve leant my lesson, its better late than never.

Guy shey na only you? Ur village ppl strong gan o