i heve been struggling on my own for some time now without help,often face with shame and disgrace but i always smile at it hoping it will be better one day.
i struggle to round off university in the year 2019 without paying two session school fees and have been hoping God will make a way for me to pay off so i can go for service so i can use the period and allowance to acquire some skills that will change my life for good, but since then i have been jumping from one construction site to another earning 2500 or 3000 naira which cannot solve my problem, i approach relatives that are wealthy but non are ready to help me out and time is running out as i am already 29.the only friend that is willing to help is asking for the impossible (joining a confraternity). by December I'll be 30 yet heading no where in life,going to bed hungry most time when there is no work to do,even the working is now affecting my right leg as the leg grows weak and am often face with pains in the leg but have to survive.
now the nysc list is out and 70 percent of my colleagues are moving .i had to exit our whatsApp group because each time i read about the nysc,it kills me the more knowing too well i need it more than many of them to better my life.i have lost sleep, can't eat because of what i am facing in life.i often feel like am the only person in this world and with the way things are going i am thinking of ending everything at once rather than dying slowly and painfully which is happening to me now.for those that have parent or relatives that are supporting you in life I'll say your lucky for i aften wish I was in such position. i don't know when but i feel i can't hang on again

Dear am sorry about your situation, you should know you ain't alone, if you believe in God, this will be your story when things gets better. Hang on and look within you, you're still young to call life a quit.

Pls my Darling don't do that thing inn your mind. Life is not to sweet the way you may think, but keep trying you must surely make it. Life sometimes treated me of such sometime and even now am still managing to live. Am 43 now with two kid. I even relocate from Abuja to my home town in NKANU East in Enugu state leaving only my wife and my kids in Abuja since 2018 hmmmmm the lord is our strength pls still try more you must make it.

To cut the long story short, you want to kill yourself abi. Very simple....so you don't know it's a Grace for you to even have a phone talkless getting data ...for being alive , there is hope for you. Suicide isn't the best option for you..in case you didn't see any sense in what have just said and you still consider suicide as the best option. Please try as much as possible to donate your phone to someone that will appreciate it after you have gone... Dash someone the remaining data on your phone too.

Hey since you have a phone and internet, create several ebooks, market them on quora and amazon.
You can learn all this things on youtube.
Get to work,consistent action brings consistent results.

take heart be strong i know d feeling

nifemi25:
To cut the long story short, you want to kill yourself abi. Very simple....so you don't know it's a Grace for you to even have a phone talkless getting data ...for being alive , there is hope for you. Suicide isn't the best option for you..in case you didn't see any sense in what have just said and you still consider suicide as the best option. Please try as much as possible to donate your phone to someone that will appreciate it after you have gone... Dash someone the remaining data on your phone too.

the phone self dey shame me cos i don wrap am rubberbine tire.

EasternActivist:
Dear am sorry about your situation, you should know you ain't alone, if you believe in God, this will be your story when things gets better. Hang on and look within you, you're still young to call life a quit.

you are a darling.
May God bless you for this wonderful advice.

adadike:
you are a darling.
May God bless you for this wonderful advice.

Amen my dear, have a great week ahead. Bless up

You have to two options.

1. Man up and face these problems head on.

2. Keep crying like a sissy seeking for cheap attention from people who don't give a sh*t about you.

No one is coming to save you.

: you are a darling. May God bless you for this wonderful advice. Amen my dear, have a great week ahead. Bless up