God I have tried my best and I am still trying. I have looked to the 4 corners of this world just to seek kindness and break through, but the harder I try, the more it seems I am stucked.

My Situation has remained unchanged despit all my prayers, tears and heart ache. God I have no one to call upon. I have been broke and unemployed for too long. I am tired of begging to feed. I am tired of lack and hunger. I am tired of not being successful on things I engage in.

Father I have placed too much hope and trust in you for you to fail me. Please favor me . I am tired of being mocked. I have asked what I have down wrong! I have asked what am I not doing right! You are ominiscient and you know I am lost in my journey. I am tired and lost

I am exhausted. I can see the others we grew up together excelling with their own family. Me I can't even point to a job or talkless of being able to feed myself. I know I am alive but whats the meaning of trying so hard and still endup failing, unfulfilled, poor and broke.

God! I feel sorry for myself, I feel like am lazy, I feel like am unlucky. There is something missing somewhere. Why have you neglected me? Why have you neglected me for so long. Look at my face full of hair. I am old. How old should I get before you make a way for me? I doubt how long I can live or survive like this

I have no one I can lean on .I have no one I call call unto not even you anylonger as it stands. I am starting to feel it's all a lie. I spent yesterday crying all alone the same thing 2 years ago . I know you see it but you have refused to answer me for a reason I do not know.

Life has been rough for me since childhood and why hasn't it changed

Are you praying?

Nope you aren't tired or lost otherwise u will not be the OP and still be the first to comment

Olachase:
Nope you aren't tired or lost otherwise u will not be the OP and still be the first to comment

He no mean, may be clout chase like a fowl wanna eat maize in a bottle. The fowl is hungry and you can see the emotions.

Op, we are all weak and lost but pick your bones and rise again.

God there is too much turbulence in my life. Why only me with all these problems. At night when the world is at sleep, i am awake, worried, thinking how I find my life in such hardships. Silently hoping morning is delayed. I am tired of hiding and running. I am ashamed. Too much debt, too much

I don't want to continue this way. It's too much failure to align any success story with. God you know I am unhappy, you know I am unfulfilled but you have kept quiet. You have turned your back on me when. Even though I always needed you, now that I needed you the most I can't even find your Shadow to shelter me.

God am I that bad, am I such evil. Is there something that I have done that is soooo so unforgivable? Why have you shut me out? Why is grace sooo far from me. Why do I always get it late when others have forgotten even having it? Why do I always get less. Half bread is better than none but God ! I don't even have non

It's too much emptiness and regrets and it's unbearable. In the night, I stay up calling my name over and over again, I am lost as to what next to do. I sigh and talk to my self in the dark. I am depressed and running mad . I can't even afford a clean shave.

I have little to no support so I sold few of my things that's of value, traveled to job hunt, for there and slept in no house but on the street. Waited ! Waited and waited to be called again but no I wasn't. I wasn't called not until I left . I left and couldn't afford to go back.

God what kind of pattern operates in my life journey? I have seen others not struggling as much as I do but doing better than I am. I have placed too much trust in you to be failed. I shouldn't have to beg to feed, I shouldn't have to an unfulfilled life. God I don't want to be out to shame. I don't want to be poor again. I don't want to be ridiculed anylonger. I am tired of being in debt. I tired of not being able to fit in amongst my peers

God it doesnt have to be like this. I am not perfect but you can't just abandon me .your absence is too obvious. Father don't neglect me. I want to be successful am I tried of failing
Oluwa jor ran mi lo wo
Shaanu mi

God