Kobojunkie:
You don't even see what you have been doing all along. You cast God and Jesus Christ as liars and attempted to use the special interpretations of Scripture you were fed by your gods of men to refute statements made by God Himself. Even after God made clear that it was His plan all along to scatter and then gather back His Israel --- the life of a man is in his blood after all -- across every tribe, every tongue, and every nation of the earth --- a plan he began executing as far back as 700BC ---, you still continued to assert your pastor's "truth" over God's everlasting Truth.

I get you! Jesus Christ, even God Himself, makes absolutely no point to you lot because it is only your gods of men who rule over you that do. Jesus Christ did say it is impossible to serve God and your gods of men at the same time.

Pineapplelove:
■ When I made this post. Nobody understood what I was passing through

Kobojunkie:
People can't read your mind. You in fact have to open up and make yourself clear for your case to be understood. That applies even when you are depressed.

Pineapplelove:

I didn't want to make some posts with my BItt moniker because people might see me as just a begger. Fine, I had to beg because I don't have. A rich man won't have to beg.
Life is really difficult. Very difficult. I don't know how best to explain it in much clearer times.

Life hasn't been fair to me but I acknowledge some people have it worse than I even do. There there is a breaking point for everyone.

I have reached my breaking point alot of times and had to cry in lonely place. It's hard to fit in the society proper. I keep struggling to make ends meet but it's like the world is programmed against me.
I have seen people who are super lucky, people who haven't made as much effort as I have. Although I understand to some extent that family is important to all growth and one's own efforts. I only have myself anyway.
Nowadays I feel really lost. Lost to all things. Life can be very frustrating.

1TrippleCee:



Find a job that gives accomodation amd feeding. Aka agriculture sector jobs

BItt:

Thank you so much for that day. I am forever grateful