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In summary, you became a pervert at six years of age due to sexual harassment and external influence; I am sorry about that.

so a kid one year older than you sexually harassed you and you couldn't fight him? my sister, you wanted it, you now call it sexual harassment when you are now full of regret.


about the emotional issues, I grew up with the same but I stopped giving a damn about it, try doing things you like and then you will heal

igbobabe1993:
As a child, I had a good childhood but there were a few issues.

Context: I was born in London, and grew up with both my parents and went to three different primary schools. We were working class, went on many holidays, had celebrations, just had a brilliant childhood (90s/early 2000s)

However the few issues I had

* Family problems

* Emotional issues -

* Sexual harassment - .

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igbobabe1993:
As a child, I had a good childhood but there were a few issues.
Context: I was born in London, and grew up with both my parents and went to three different primary schools. We were working class, went on many holidays, had celebrations, just had a brilliant childhood (90s/early 2000s)

issue #1
get your facts right.... do you think you had a good childhood or not? NOBODY has a perfect childhood, there are ups and downs, but even if you had a bad one, that is in no way a reason to cry today (20some years down the line) about it.

* Family problems - often there were a lot of family problems, a lot of arguments between my parents that were even physical that I had to seperate, there was even a time my parents wanted to get divorced. I remember my mother being so upset once that she got drunk and wanted to go driving because she was so depressed and wanted to die, or wanted to drown herself in the bath tub because of the relationship problems between my parents. It was difficult. Also a lot of family grudges and break ups with extended family and a lot of inconsistencies e.g. one minute we would be family friends with our relatives, next minute we would not be talking so there were not many consistent people in my life apart from my parents and siblings

issue #2
how is this in anyway a problem for you?! that were problem at home, and then you would go to school or outside, and life would be back to great and normal. so i dont see what is the problem really? your "parents" had issues, yeah but you?! i dont think so...

* Emotional issues - I was someone that from a young age always had a lot of issues within myself, always felt different, always felt lonely, was often deep in thought, often felt depressed, and started to display signs of mental health issues e.g. I would be paranoid and think others were watching me / I even hallucinated once

issue #3
you should have been honest to your parents about it so they could have sent you to a professional for help....instead you kept quiet for 20something years and then now wonder why you are not right? you were NOT right in the brain then, did nothing about it, why did you ever think anything would ever change?!

* Sexual harassment - When I was 6 on a holiday to Nigeria, my cousin who was 1 year older than me sexually harassed me touching me in inappropriate places which I was not comfortable with, and that introduced me to things of a sexual nature and therefore I began to do sexual things with other children my age including O*al S*x age 6 years old. Also, I had a lot of perverted African uncle family friends who looked at me in a sexual way, but did not do anything.

issue #4

a sibling touched you inappropriately, which you were "supposedly" umcomfortable with, and therefore you started sukcing dikcs of other kids around you when you were 6yrs old?! let me be the bearer of bad news.....you need SERIOUS professional help!!!!

as for older men looking at you in a sexual way, it is completely normal, so long as they only looked, but i guess since you were sucking dicks so early, no wonders others wanted to test your promiscuous skills (probably these people started to hear about what you were doing with other kids).

You are indeed Lucifer

LuciferChristi:



The advice you seek is best gotten from an expert.

I recommend pocohantas, Nairaland's Adviser-in-Chief for the past 5 years. There's no relationship/marital issue she doesn't know about even though she is unmarried. Many married men & women have testified to her efficiency. She possesses the innate ability to put herself in your shoes and immediately know everything you have gone through from Day 1 (even the details you leave out).

She is all-knowing.

Send her a PM.

Please get a sex doll ASAP, you need one in your life